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So I guess things have been...different.
I honestly dont know how to feel about the situation I have found myself in. Its hard to know that you have hurt the one person who was everything to you. I know it was me who changed. or maybe I didnt change, maybe I just got scared. maybe I saw how serious things were and ran. It had nothing to do with how much I cared becuase I care more than I can explain. I just ran from the only security I had. why? becuase I got caught up? probably. But I never saw this coming and it was never my intention to hurt you. I know I did and Im more sorry than you will ever know.
But atleast you know the truth. I have no secrets from you. I dont ever want to. I need you in my life. You are one of the sweetest more ginuine people I know. dont change that.
Please.
I know it may be wrong but Im happy. If nothing else, know that Im okay.
I honestly dont know how to feel about the situation I have found myself in. Its hard to know that you have hurt the one person who was everything to you. I know it was me who changed. or maybe I didnt change, maybe I just got scared. maybe I saw how serious things were and ran. It had nothing to do with how much I cared becuase I care more than I can explain. I just ran from the only security I had. why? becuase I got caught up? probably. But I never saw this coming and it was never my intention to hurt you. I know I did and Im more sorry than you will ever know.
But atleast you know the truth. I have no secrets from you. I dont ever want to. I need you in my life. You are one of the sweetest more ginuine people I know. dont change that.
Please.
I know it may be wrong but Im happy. If nothing else, know that Im okay.