(no subject)
I'm the best fuck up you'll ever meet
I fuck up everything
I'm just a FUCK UP
"So now I've blown it once again"
“I don’t know how it feels?
You think you’re the only person
On Earth who wakes up every morning
Wishing they were someone else?”
“From my knees I now stand
Begging for freedom from my cage
Now praising life for what I was given
From my knees I now stand
Bleeding for you from my heart
Now hating life for what was taken from me, by you”
“And you're right
Cuz someone knew
And you're wrong
Cuz I crawled in to
And you're right
Cuz someone near you is sad
And I can't stop feeling bad
And I forgot what she said
Should I care?”
“Tell me where did I cross the line
And can I work my way back this time
Will I always regret this decision
I leave it up to you,
I hope you find a good excuse because
I've given about all that I can give,
In your hands
Are you taking this in,
Am I wasting my breath
Did I ruin my chance,
Have you written me off”
“I have it a little time
I thought about it a while
ask to forgive and forget
Crack a joke and a smile
It's hard to say you're sorry
when you know that you were wrong
The weight of hurting words
We often carry on”
“I wanna hate you so bad
But I can’t stop this
Anymore than you can
So honestly how could you say those things
When you know they don’t mean anything”
“Another day passes by.
Another attempt at love remains unrequited.
Why do I even bother?
I should have learned from the past.
I am but a statue, impervious to love.
This punctured heart is mine,
Becomes a handful of dust.
Dust.
Hope has now wilted away,
Wilted.
Along with these dreams
That became emptiness.
A final exit becomes clear, I am self-destructive.
A product of this solitude, I am riddled with shards.
One simple wish now dies.
Was my request so great?
One simple wish now dies.
Once again I drown in its denial.
Was it so complicated?
Once again. I've been spit upon.
Taken with a grain of salt, my life is.”
“Five times out of a hundred
Tell me what my odds are
My heart isn’t working
Tell me what my chance is
Romance is under rated.”
“Never forgot the time you made me feel alive
When death was on my mind
Or when you held onto me
When the world let me fall behind”
“I wrote this song for you to say I'm sorry
I know that I was wrong and you don't like me
Why, why, why
Must you feel this way?
I wish I had the words
I needed to say
I'm sorry for the things that turned out this way
I wish I knew the words I needed to say
But you and me we never seem to see eye to eye
But I'm sure that we can get along
If we try
If you want to you can just walk away
But I hope you know apologies
Are okay”
“She’d take it back if she only could”
I fuck up everything
I'm just a FUCK UP
"So now I've blown it once again"
“I don’t know how it feels?
You think you’re the only person
On Earth who wakes up every morning
Wishing they were someone else?”
“From my knees I now stand
Begging for freedom from my cage
Now praising life for what I was given
From my knees I now stand
Bleeding for you from my heart
Now hating life for what was taken from me, by you”
“And you're right
Cuz someone knew
And you're wrong
Cuz I crawled in to
And you're right
Cuz someone near you is sad
And I can't stop feeling bad
And I forgot what she said
Should I care?”
“Tell me where did I cross the line
And can I work my way back this time
Will I always regret this decision
I leave it up to you,
I hope you find a good excuse because
I've given about all that I can give,
In your hands
Are you taking this in,
Am I wasting my breath
Did I ruin my chance,
Have you written me off”
“I have it a little time
I thought about it a while
ask to forgive and forget
Crack a joke and a smile
It's hard to say you're sorry
when you know that you were wrong
The weight of hurting words
We often carry on”
“I wanna hate you so bad
But I can’t stop this
Anymore than you can
So honestly how could you say those things
When you know they don’t mean anything”
“Another day passes by.
Another attempt at love remains unrequited.
Why do I even bother?
I should have learned from the past.
I am but a statue, impervious to love.
This punctured heart is mine,
Becomes a handful of dust.
Dust.
Hope has now wilted away,
Wilted.
Along with these dreams
That became emptiness.
A final exit becomes clear, I am self-destructive.
A product of this solitude, I am riddled with shards.
One simple wish now dies.
Was my request so great?
One simple wish now dies.
Once again I drown in its denial.
Was it so complicated?
Once again. I've been spit upon.
Taken with a grain of salt, my life is.”
“Five times out of a hundred
Tell me what my odds are
My heart isn’t working
Tell me what my chance is
Romance is under rated.”
“Never forgot the time you made me feel alive
When death was on my mind
Or when you held onto me
When the world let me fall behind”
“I wrote this song for you to say I'm sorry
I know that I was wrong and you don't like me
Why, why, why
Must you feel this way?
I wish I had the words
I needed to say
I'm sorry for the things that turned out this way
I wish I knew the words I needed to say
But you and me we never seem to see eye to eye
But I'm sure that we can get along
If we try
If you want to you can just walk away
But I hope you know apologies
Are okay”
“She’d take it back if she only could”