Time to write again.
Well I think it's about time I wrote something again. It's been a while, mostly cause I've been oh so very confused with what the hell is going on , with my visa for Mexico that was needed and me not knowing about it...me returning here to Brussels and just...i dunno. Being here. REading some of the posts from last year this time I suppose I'm very happy that I have an interview from St Georges Uni London, and nothing from anyone, so maybe I have a chance this year after all. I'm still waiting from Imperial, King's, and Queen Mary's. Maybe...just MAYBE I can still get in. I really want to...
My dream building :) The Imperial Med school... hmmm. Anyway I dunno... at least I have my theory and practice done, I can drive now with mum. I really don't know what I've been doing this month. I guess talking to Christopher (darling) every day... he's the only thing that keeps me sane. "Excuse me please, one more drink, could you make it strong cause i don't need to think... one more drink and i'll move on...one drink to remember, another to forget" (great song....). So anyway, love is keeping me sane, but I still lose it once in a while, I can't wait anymore, everyday I wait for the postman to arrive (if you're on facebook, please join the group "Blame it on the postman")... and every time I open the box it's always the same thing... nothing. I just wish they would send something, I really do think I deserve an interview. If they reject me after that, I'll be fine with it but come on, just an interview. and it sucks i'm not in Mexico. I coudl be doing something useful, but I'm not. I really want to try and do something at a hospital, but I'm thinking it's a bit too late now. But I guess I could go for a week. But it's so hard to get in anywhere in Belgium... hm plus i'm feeling so oooo sooo sick now. Throat all messed up, head hurting (after a whole aspirine...), not hungry (which is strange in my case). Ugh I really dont' want to go to number 150 school in teh world for medicine or smth like that. Why not the 4th??? It can't be that hard can it...I've done anything I could. Oh at least I get treated amazingly by my baby... :) I got two whole bouquets of flowers from him yesterday for V day :) Thank you darling. Really beautiful... Pictures are in my facebook :) Fuschia roses, so pretty. Anyway so today I'm going to an info session at Expectra Group, for pharmaceutical and medical opportunities in work for this summer. :) They seemed very interested in me, which I'm very happy about, I really hope I get the job. They wanted to appoint me as the Lab Trial Administrator, which is so.. special I guess! Great work experience for me. Oh and I also met this girl, Paula, in the ULB with whom I talk spanish, which is great cause I get to practice it more often. So there we are... and I read tonnes now, news everyday and med books (currenly on the Brief History of Medicine). I really don't understand how people can sit their whole lives doing nothing... but all I know is I simply can't anymore. More than anything in the world, i want to get into university. Everyone pray for me, please.
My dream building :) The Imperial Med school... hmmm. Anyway I dunno... at least I have my theory and practice done, I can drive now with mum. I really don't know what I've been doing this month. I guess talking to Christopher (darling) every day... he's the only thing that keeps me sane. "Excuse me please, one more drink, could you make it strong cause i don't need to think... one more drink and i'll move on...one drink to remember, another to forget" (great song....). So anyway, love is keeping me sane, but I still lose it once in a while, I can't wait anymore, everyday I wait for the postman to arrive (if you're on facebook, please join the group "Blame it on the postman")... and every time I open the box it's always the same thing... nothing. I just wish they would send something, I really do think I deserve an interview. If they reject me after that, I'll be fine with it but come on, just an interview. and it sucks i'm not in Mexico. I coudl be doing something useful, but I'm not. I really want to try and do something at a hospital, but I'm thinking it's a bit too late now. But I guess I could go for a week. But it's so hard to get in anywhere in Belgium... hm plus i'm feeling so oooo sooo sick now. Throat all messed up, head hurting (after a whole aspirine...), not hungry (which is strange in my case). Ugh I really dont' want to go to number 150 school in teh world for medicine or smth like that. Why not the 4th??? It can't be that hard can it...I've done anything I could. Oh at least I get treated amazingly by my baby... :) I got two whole bouquets of flowers from him yesterday for V day :) Thank you darling. Really beautiful... Pictures are in my facebook :) Fuschia roses, so pretty. Anyway so today I'm going to an info session at Expectra Group, for pharmaceutical and medical opportunities in work for this summer. :) They seemed very interested in me, which I'm very happy about, I really hope I get the job. They wanted to appoint me as the Lab Trial Administrator, which is so.. special I guess! Great work experience for me. Oh and I also met this girl, Paula, in the ULB with whom I talk spanish, which is great cause I get to practice it more often. So there we are... and I read tonnes now, news everyday and med books (currenly on the Brief History of Medicine). I really don't understand how people can sit their whole lives doing nothing... but all I know is I simply can't anymore. More than anything in the world, i want to get into university. Everyone pray for me, please.