oooh lala!
Yes i am back...yes i had an interview @ Cam...yes it was intimidating and interesting, but yes...i also enjoyed it. I know it's not easy to get in but once i did my interview i was suddenly pleased that i had experienced such a stressful situation. The first interview was veyr interesting and i was soo happy i had a window to calm me down where i could see green grass!!!! (worship green grass...seriously) and the second was horrible but it's supposed to be. At least i got to the answers. I guess it's good that i'm fairly calm now. The minus of this whole experience is getting back to the shit placE! well...sort of...school. meh. I have so much work to do it's not funny adn it's so depressign. Plus the fact that i am feeling like ....blah....and my head aches. yesterday i was coughing my lungs out (nearly) and had a runny nose...but yeah you gusy don't relly need to knwo that lol. So yes...i wasn't feeling well, and I haven't gotten my nearly-final draft to my EE supervisor since i was ill and aaaaarg. IT's horrible! I know there's just one more week, so to all of you out there with one more week left - just push yourself to the fullest for this one week and then you can rest at least a couple of full days! and then of course it's studying for exams...those horrible goblins of vomit colour!!!!!! And i would also ( i forgot) but i'd like to tell the world that I love someone...and you guys know who it is but i jsut want to make it clear. No matter what i've said that was negative, it's all good now...and I love him with all my heart :) I guess it's life to not realise these things...ah life...annoying little pest!!! lol as you can see i'm in a mixed mood, but i think i'm mostly positive. I can't wait to go shopping for presents... i like presents. So get me lots! lol i'm kidding... i jsut love to see the smiles on ppls' faces when they get a present...just like those smiles you see when you cure somebody. I think i'm pretty sure of my future doctor hood...i just dunno if i wanna take a whole year out from school...meh i'll have to see...i hope at least one of the unis' accepts me for who i am! lol. Just thinking about Lyd's education...I'll make sure she doesn't have to suffer the gap...aaanywway xmas is soon...new year is soon..a.nd in 12 days i'll get to see my newborn sister in russia :) Katherine if you peeps dont' know... she's 56 cm and 4.6 kg! huuge baby but cooliooo! :D I'll write everything about her when i can... see u ppls soon and i hope you have a good remainder of weekend. and don't be scared to make sacrifices...that's what life's mostly about...you have to balance things...and learn that quick before it's too late. love you all, see you soon! hope yall like my new display pic :):):)))) lol it's a bit scary really!