lots of broken promises.
well the end has come for me and alan. it happen on sunday. his doing. im mad more than anything.. but happy because i realized how much i truly deserve. he met someone else. he's known her for 3 weeks. his been with me for 3 years. he's stupid for taking a "risk" as he called it.
i think it has something to do with him leaving to go to montgomery to join the air force.. a big change.. and scared of commitment.. i put 2 and 2 together and realized he broke up with his last serious girlfriend right before their 3 year anniversary also.. hrm... go figure.
i won't bash him. i miss him. i love him.. or who i thought he was. i know im not perfect-- far from it. but i was good to him & gave him everything. literally, everything. so he's going to be the one that loses. i hope he misses me one day.
i think it has something to do with him leaving to go to montgomery to join the air force.. a big change.. and scared of commitment.. i put 2 and 2 together and realized he broke up with his last serious girlfriend right before their 3 year anniversary also.. hrm... go figure.
i won't bash him. i miss him. i love him.. or who i thought he was. i know im not perfect-- far from it. but i was good to him & gave him everything. literally, everything. so he's going to be the one that loses. i hope he misses me one day.