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[pinkcaddyfins]

i can't move. i can't even breathe.

life sucks in that perfect kind of way that makes you feel guilty. i want to throw up. and die.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
jesus

JESUS

i hate this. i hate me. i hate her for being perfect. and for making him sad. and me for not seeing it. and me again just on principle.

fuck everything. i can say that. this is my journal.

someone help me off my mattress. or shoot me.