May 18, 2006 20:23
updating my livejournal is probably the very LAST thing i should be doing right now...lol. but i feel like theres some things i had to let out so i figured i'd do it on here.
so tomorrow is our last day of highschool. ONE MORE DAY. one. i cant even get over how fast highschool has flown by. i will never forget sitting in gym class freshman year and this random senior guy came up to us and started talking about how fast highschool goes and how we should live it up and have no regrets. and of course we were like yeah yeah wutever..but he was SO right. the time FLEW. we have one more day of highschool forever. highschool is a time in everyone's life that they can never gain back. its a time where soo many changes are made in each individual...changes that sculpt each person into who they are. i know i for one have learned ALOT in highschool..some things good and some things not so great. Ive done many things i regret..and ive had many accomplishments. these are all the things that make me into who i am. they are the things that i will take with me not only next year but i will carry with me for the rest of my life. ive met so many awesome people throughout these past 4 years..people that i honestly do NOT know what i would do without. these are people that have stuck by me through thick and thin..ive experienced SO many things with my friends. i am blessed to have each adn every one of them in my life. guys..you know who you are. and thank you for everything.
well i need to go make my powerpoint for humanities...something ive been putting off for way too long. but i just wanted to say i love you all and thanks for always being there! no matter what happens this summer, or next year, our experiences will never fade. we will always have the memories and the fond thoughts of our times spent together. they are things no one can take away. i cant believe we will be freshmen in college next year..and completely on our own. its an exciting thought..but at the same time one of the scariest ideas i can think of. i have been an emotional rollercoaster this past week...it's finally hit me. we are done...its over. i feel bittersweet about it all...i am SUPER excited to turn the page into the next chapter of my life but it terrifies me at the same time. i will miss everyone i leave behind...but i am soo ready for the new opportunities and experiences i know i will face.
okay..im really done now.
LOVE TO ALL! :)