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goodness i havent updated in fooorever. nobody probably even looks to read my entries anymore haha. but just in case-here goes.
my aunt came into town today because her best friends dad died so she came for the funeral...sad reason for her to be here but its exciting seeing her! we dont see her often and shes awesome so yay for that. we are going out to eat tonite with her to tony bumbas so thatll be fun and then patrick mite come over later.
last nite i stayed at shellys cuz my parents went outta town and i wasnt allowed to stay home by myself..because yall know me-im such a crazy kid and i probably would have had some blowout party. lol
lately i have been super stressed..like so stressed i cant even tell u. and i havent even been stressed in the least like at all this year so i guess its kinda all coming down on me at once and its no fun but hopefully itll be over soon. i got my wisdom teeth taken out last thursday as most of you know and i missed three days of school so ive had a ridiculous amount of make up work which is the main source of my stress. im still not completely caught up. and im doing this online class at murray cuz its free-and im waaay behind on that. i have a paper to write and an online activity to do..soo yeah ima be doing that all day tomorrow. school is so dumb because my dad has it figured that even if i get FOUR Bs on my second semester and two As that is NOOO worse than getting all As according to my kees money. like i would still get the same amoutn whether i had 2 As or 6 lol and my kees money is all that matters anymore-ive been accepted to college so as long as i dont fail outta my classes im good to go. so then-why am i still so stressed and feeling like i have to make up EVERY single assignment that i missed when i was sick? and why do i feel like i need to do super well on all my tests? u would think the fact that i have NOTHING to worry about would help my stress levels lol but um apparently its not. its very odd-i cant figure out why im like this lol i guess its just cuz ive always been worried about grades and i cant just stop that simply because it doesnt matter anymore. wutever.
okay well im gona run! luv to all
my aunt came into town today because her best friends dad died so she came for the funeral...sad reason for her to be here but its exciting seeing her! we dont see her often and shes awesome so yay for that. we are going out to eat tonite with her to tony bumbas so thatll be fun and then patrick mite come over later.
last nite i stayed at shellys cuz my parents went outta town and i wasnt allowed to stay home by myself..because yall know me-im such a crazy kid and i probably would have had some blowout party. lol
lately i have been super stressed..like so stressed i cant even tell u. and i havent even been stressed in the least like at all this year so i guess its kinda all coming down on me at once and its no fun but hopefully itll be over soon. i got my wisdom teeth taken out last thursday as most of you know and i missed three days of school so ive had a ridiculous amount of make up work which is the main source of my stress. im still not completely caught up. and im doing this online class at murray cuz its free-and im waaay behind on that. i have a paper to write and an online activity to do..soo yeah ima be doing that all day tomorrow. school is so dumb because my dad has it figured that even if i get FOUR Bs on my second semester and two As that is NOOO worse than getting all As according to my kees money. like i would still get the same amoutn whether i had 2 As or 6 lol and my kees money is all that matters anymore-ive been accepted to college so as long as i dont fail outta my classes im good to go. so then-why am i still so stressed and feeling like i have to make up EVERY single assignment that i missed when i was sick? and why do i feel like i need to do super well on all my tests? u would think the fact that i have NOTHING to worry about would help my stress levels lol but um apparently its not. its very odd-i cant figure out why im like this lol i guess its just cuz ive always been worried about grades and i cant just stop that simply because it doesnt matter anymore. wutever.
okay well im gona run! luv to all