Jan 24, 2006 21:08
oh what reform i have gone through these past months. Learning what is important and significant in life has become a leading role. I know now that i cannot depend on others - as much as i'd like to, and we all do it sometimes, we just can't all the time. I am a person of faith that resides in myself, and in no one else can i find it for me. I have faith in others to do what is best for them, but also to have compassion and word of friendship.
Some people are there, but aren't really there...they'll come and go out of your life like algebra going in through one hear and out the other...I sometimes look at these people as signs, perhaps turning points in my life where I need to change something.
I have discovered my self-dependency, and onward to self-actualization, as Maslow would say "the ultimate top in a person's hierarchy of needs".
Now i know that my role in life now is to try to live life day by day, helping myself, and helping others when they need it most. We are never done assessing what we need at the time, because every moment is ever-changing.
Intuition is an actual chemical process in your brain. its not a magical belief that has no basis (thank you psychology for learning this). It's your body trying to tell you something. Call it magical, call it faith, or a 'feeling' - but it's there for a reason. There are certain people in your life for a reason, people are teachers, sometimes students but like i said, its ever-changing.