maybe its just tonight...

May 06, 2005 10:33

Why can't it just all make sense? Why does there have to be things that we don't understand? Why are there situations and circumstances that are out of our control? Why can't, when something seems so obviously perfect, why can't it happen? I know I always preach that God knows best. Put your trust in God. But sometimes things happen that just make you ask why? Has anyone really looked back on this year and everything that has happened? Noone wants to reflect on it because who wants to say their senior year sucked. And so maybe thats better. Maybe its good that we are looking at the positive side of things and keeping all the rest of it inside. Don't get me wrong. Overall it has been good. And in all honesty even in the bad I can look back now and (for the most part) see the reasoning behind it. I see all the lessons I've learned and how much I've grown. There is so much that I am taking away from this year. But why does it have to happen this way? Wasn't there another way? Couldn't you have taught me, us the same lessons a little differently? Maybe just out of a book. I guess we really don't learn that well from books do we? It takes first hand experience to truly make the impression. I guess its just getting tiring getting hit one right after the other. I guess thats the problem. It just doesn't seem to stop. But then again I wouldn't want it to all happen at once. I guess I just feel like one day its going to get better. One day its going to stop. But reality says yeah right! This is it. This is your life. And its so amazing...its just some days suck a little more than others...a today happened to a lot. Lord, please reveal you will to me, and help me to BE STRONG enough to accept it.

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
Joshua 1:9

What If I Stumble
by DC Talk

(What if stumble What if I fall?)

Is this one for the people?
Is this one for the Lord?
Or do I simply serenade for the things I must afford
You can jumble them together
my conflict still remains
Holiness is calling
in the mist of courting fame

('Cause I see the trust in their eyes)
Though the sky is falling
(They need your love in their lives)
Compromise is calling

What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue
when the walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble?
And what if I fall?

(What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
You never turned the heat of it all
What if I stumble?
What if I fall fall fall...)

Father please forgive me
for I cannot compose
the fear that lives within me
or the rate at which it grows
If a struggle has a purpose
on the narrow road you've carved
why do I dread my trespasses
will leave a deadly scar?

(Do they see the fear in my eyes?)
Are they so revealing?
(This time I cannot disguise)
All the doubt I'm feeling

What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue
when the walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble?
And what if I fall?

What if I stumble?

Everyone's got to crawl
When you know that
you're up against the wall
It's about to fall
Everyone's got to crawl
When you know that

Everyone's got to crawl
When you know that
you're up against the wall
It's about to fall
Everyone's got to crawl
When you know that

(I hear you whispering my name)
You say
(My love for you will never change)
Never change

What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue
when the walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble?
And what if I...

What if I stumble?
and what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue
when the walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble?
And what if I fall?

(What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
You never turned the heat of it all
What if I stumble?
What if I fall fall fall?
You are my comfort
and my God God God...)

Is this one for the people?
Is this one for the Lord..?
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