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well ummm my weekend has been good..Friday was good i guess well i forgot what i did weird lol..oo yeah i remember duhhh hung out with todd lolol christine came over..talked alot about the guys..kyle went somewhere with his friends...christine ended up spending the night she slept in my bed with michael so me n todd slept in the living room floor we didnt end up falling asleep till like 5 or 5:30am..
then christine woke up at like 9:30am so i got up then, then she left she had to work and she called me at 2pm cuz she didnt have a babysitter but my mom was watching lillian for the day they went to the southgate fair and watched fireworks i wanted to go but todd didnt hes like stuck up southgate people staring at me..honestly i dont think thgat was it but im not sure what it was..and i wasnt gonna watch michael while i didnt have lillian so i didnt answer the phone..well saturday me n todd went to my dads he finally meant my real dad..then we went to a movie umm "the longest yard" that movie was pretty good..saturday night erons neices spent the night along with my brother, so loud i was getting pissed cuz its 2am lillian is still not asleep and everyone here was drunk and loud like damn give me some damn money so i can go to a hotel so u drunk asses can stay here..
yesterday we had a bar-b q here it was fun everyone complained about hang overs..yesterday my mom kept lillian again for the whole day so last night me n todd went running around a litle it was late so everything was closing..lillian ended up not coming home till like 1am lol..
well then theres today im being lazy todd had to be at work at 5 so yeah...his xs moms called him it pissed me off he didnt answer it, like y is she calling? then her boyfriend called im like whatever then he goes to work and he calls me and said that a waitress told him that someone called there to ask if todd worked there..hes thinking its annette becuz i guess she called him cuz her computer is broken and she wants to talk to her boyfriend online dumb..im telling you if he goes over there and fixs it, its gonna be a long time b4 were ever gonna be ok..now how would he feel if cherly called me and said hey come over n fix my computer and damien was living there and i did go over there...he wouldnt feel to comfortable would he? no he wouldnt..and im thinking its prolly alicia or jodie cuz nobody knows where im at they know he works up there..but i swear he goes over there n does ne thing over there he might as well stay over there cuz as soon as i find out the only time he will see me is my doctor appointments and thats every 2 weeks so yeah maybe he'll learn....
saturday night we talked iv been distance and i know it..everytime he asked me to sit next to him i dont or i pertend i dont hear him or he'll try to make me laugh and i dont laugh everytime a kiss come i barly kiss him well friday night when we were lying on the floor he tryed doing something im like noooooo i pushed his hand away, and kept crossing my legs he kept saying "i know something is wrong so what is it" im like "nothing" and i told him that the whole day so hes like "i know when i try to do something and u wont something is on ur mind" hes like "come on" hes like "please tell me i wont get mad i promise" so he started guessing "cuz i change everything" im like "yep" "cuz i make fun of ur fee" im like "no not really that dont really bother me"..i was like "u better not get mad im like friday i said something about a tent u brought up how u screwed some girl in a tent like how many times am i gonna hear it, we were watching fear factor and hes like i dated a girl that looked like that but she was ur height with bigger boobs and y do i care..honestly i dont care"..how would he feel if i said sex stories y would he care he wouldnt..and hes been mean i watch something he changes it i wanna listen to something he changes it well its getting on my nerves hes like "ill try better i promise ill try my best not to be like that but tell me im doing that" im like "i was and u think its funny" and say "well it sucks" hes like "i wont now on I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING IV NEVER LOVED ANYONE CLOSE TO HOW I LOVE YOU YOUR EVERYTHING TO ME I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU " and kept going on and on and i love him with everything but when he does stuff like that honestly it starts to fade the more stuff he says or does it just fades..
well were doing ok now i think lol..he wanted to leave today like 15 minutes early hes like give me a kiss i point at the clock and i look back at him hes like "by the time i get done doing what i gotta do and get there ill only be there 10 minutes early" so i keep pointing at the clock and looking at him hes like "oo god" so we went into the living room and sat down hes like "oo man i might cheat on you in 10 minutes" im like "yes u might" hes like "what can i do in 10 minutes" im like "everything" hes like "i can build a empire state building" im like "if u put ur mind into it u can" lol..hes like "its 4:54pm can i go now" im like "i guess" lol..hes like "if i worked far away youd be like y r u leaving early cuz i work far" i said "no ill give u a little time to get there but you'll have to fly" lol...but him only working a few blocks away he can leave at 4:58 and make it at 5 but ill be nice..
he went threw my convos with people hes like "i love how u tell everyone how i look at everyones boobs and flirt with everyon"e im like "what the truth hurt" lol...he didnt like that..hes like "and people say u ur married and u say no hes my boyfriend and ur pregnant thanks"..im like "what the hell am i supposed to say"..hes like "well u could say the baby is mine" "well duhh if ur my boyfriend what else would they think duhh" "and u could say were engaged i just havnt bought u a ring to say that" im like "ooo god"..im like "i could say i have no boyfriend and im not pregnant, someone says marriage to u, u get all defended like nooooo were not married" hes like "i dont do that" im like "yes" hes like "when", im like "online when megan asked u if we were married ur like oooo nooooo all defended" hes like "noo" im like "yess u did"..fucking nosey lolol
well i made my mom a list of food and it was big and she coming with the food and dropping it off andf shes like i bought everything on ur list and then shes leaving again ahahahh with lillian YEAHHHHHH... ok im going... ne thing cool comes up i guess ill tell u in the mean time...2 more weeks ill know if its a boy or girl I HOPE AND IN 3D OO YEAHHH BABY LOL... all it does is kick and punch and hurt me its legs go into the upper part of my ribs ooo boy lol..i had a dream THAT IT WAS A GIRL AND BORN SEPTEMBER 12TH..ok im gonna go so when my mom gets here i can put the food away and then eat it lol...then im gonna take a nap..todd spent the whole weekend here my mom said she dont want hyim staying here alll the time so just keep it at the weekends so now were looking at apartments cuz he wants to move out b4 the baby is born..VERY DOUBTFUL lol...i was sitting here and by the basement stairs is the bottle bag and it just fell over off the railing for nothing no wind nothing,, my tv alwys turns on with nobody like what the fuck..but yeah lolol weird..i had the same damn away message up for 3 days straight im cool i know lol...
31 MORE DAYS till im 20 big whippie
29 DAYS tll todds birthday then he'll be a alcolholic that will prolly be the end of us
not far at all a little over a 100 DAYS till the baby is born
then christine woke up at like 9:30am so i got up then, then she left she had to work and she called me at 2pm cuz she didnt have a babysitter but my mom was watching lillian for the day they went to the southgate fair and watched fireworks i wanted to go but todd didnt hes like stuck up southgate people staring at me..honestly i dont think thgat was it but im not sure what it was..and i wasnt gonna watch michael while i didnt have lillian so i didnt answer the phone..well saturday me n todd went to my dads he finally meant my real dad..then we went to a movie umm "the longest yard" that movie was pretty good..saturday night erons neices spent the night along with my brother, so loud i was getting pissed cuz its 2am lillian is still not asleep and everyone here was drunk and loud like damn give me some damn money so i can go to a hotel so u drunk asses can stay here..
yesterday we had a bar-b q here it was fun everyone complained about hang overs..yesterday my mom kept lillian again for the whole day so last night me n todd went running around a litle it was late so everything was closing..lillian ended up not coming home till like 1am lol..
well then theres today im being lazy todd had to be at work at 5 so yeah...his xs moms called him it pissed me off he didnt answer it, like y is she calling? then her boyfriend called im like whatever then he goes to work and he calls me and said that a waitress told him that someone called there to ask if todd worked there..hes thinking its annette becuz i guess she called him cuz her computer is broken and she wants to talk to her boyfriend online dumb..im telling you if he goes over there and fixs it, its gonna be a long time b4 were ever gonna be ok..now how would he feel if cherly called me and said hey come over n fix my computer and damien was living there and i did go over there...he wouldnt feel to comfortable would he? no he wouldnt..and im thinking its prolly alicia or jodie cuz nobody knows where im at they know he works up there..but i swear he goes over there n does ne thing over there he might as well stay over there cuz as soon as i find out the only time he will see me is my doctor appointments and thats every 2 weeks so yeah maybe he'll learn....
saturday night we talked iv been distance and i know it..everytime he asked me to sit next to him i dont or i pertend i dont hear him or he'll try to make me laugh and i dont laugh everytime a kiss come i barly kiss him well friday night when we were lying on the floor he tryed doing something im like noooooo i pushed his hand away, and kept crossing my legs he kept saying "i know something is wrong so what is it" im like "nothing" and i told him that the whole day so hes like "i know when i try to do something and u wont something is on ur mind" hes like "come on" hes like "please tell me i wont get mad i promise" so he started guessing "cuz i change everything" im like "yep" "cuz i make fun of ur fee" im like "no not really that dont really bother me"..i was like "u better not get mad im like friday i said something about a tent u brought up how u screwed some girl in a tent like how many times am i gonna hear it, we were watching fear factor and hes like i dated a girl that looked like that but she was ur height with bigger boobs and y do i care..honestly i dont care"..how would he feel if i said sex stories y would he care he wouldnt..and hes been mean i watch something he changes it i wanna listen to something he changes it well its getting on my nerves hes like "ill try better i promise ill try my best not to be like that but tell me im doing that" im like "i was and u think its funny" and say "well it sucks" hes like "i wont now on I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING IV NEVER LOVED ANYONE CLOSE TO HOW I LOVE YOU YOUR EVERYTHING TO ME I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU " and kept going on and on and i love him with everything but when he does stuff like that honestly it starts to fade the more stuff he says or does it just fades..
well were doing ok now i think lol..he wanted to leave today like 15 minutes early hes like give me a kiss i point at the clock and i look back at him hes like "by the time i get done doing what i gotta do and get there ill only be there 10 minutes early" so i keep pointing at the clock and looking at him hes like "oo god" so we went into the living room and sat down hes like "oo man i might cheat on you in 10 minutes" im like "yes u might" hes like "what can i do in 10 minutes" im like "everything" hes like "i can build a empire state building" im like "if u put ur mind into it u can" lol..hes like "its 4:54pm can i go now" im like "i guess" lol..hes like "if i worked far away youd be like y r u leaving early cuz i work far" i said "no ill give u a little time to get there but you'll have to fly" lol...but him only working a few blocks away he can leave at 4:58 and make it at 5 but ill be nice..
he went threw my convos with people hes like "i love how u tell everyone how i look at everyones boobs and flirt with everyon"e im like "what the truth hurt" lol...he didnt like that..hes like "and people say u ur married and u say no hes my boyfriend and ur pregnant thanks"..im like "what the hell am i supposed to say"..hes like "well u could say the baby is mine" "well duhh if ur my boyfriend what else would they think duhh" "and u could say were engaged i just havnt bought u a ring to say that" im like "ooo god"..im like "i could say i have no boyfriend and im not pregnant, someone says marriage to u, u get all defended like nooooo were not married" hes like "i dont do that" im like "yes" hes like "when", im like "online when megan asked u if we were married ur like oooo nooooo all defended" hes like "noo" im like "yess u did"..fucking nosey lolol
well i made my mom a list of food and it was big and she coming with the food and dropping it off andf shes like i bought everything on ur list and then shes leaving again ahahahh with lillian YEAHHHHHH... ok im going... ne thing cool comes up i guess ill tell u in the mean time...2 more weeks ill know if its a boy or girl I HOPE AND IN 3D OO YEAHHH BABY LOL... all it does is kick and punch and hurt me its legs go into the upper part of my ribs ooo boy lol..i had a dream THAT IT WAS A GIRL AND BORN SEPTEMBER 12TH..ok im gonna go so when my mom gets here i can put the food away and then eat it lol...then im gonna take a nap..todd spent the whole weekend here my mom said she dont want hyim staying here alll the time so just keep it at the weekends so now were looking at apartments cuz he wants to move out b4 the baby is born..VERY DOUBTFUL lol...i was sitting here and by the basement stairs is the bottle bag and it just fell over off the railing for nothing no wind nothing,, my tv alwys turns on with nobody like what the fuck..but yeah lolol weird..i had the same damn away message up for 3 days straight im cool i know lol...
31 MORE DAYS till im 20 big whippie
29 DAYS tll todds birthday then he'll be a alcolholic that will prolly be the end of us
not far at all a little over a 100 DAYS till the baby is born