Jan 20, 2005 11:15
well tomorrow is my brothers birthday..i dont do this to often cuz nothing big has happened so yeah..well me n todd are doing ok..weve been aguing alot..cuz i dont really like him on the computer while im there and he says im bored well im bored so whyll u play a hour in a half game i have to be bored all by myself..yesterday we started watching a movie and all he could say is this girl shows her boobs, every movie i watch with todd theres boobs in it lol i mean every movie..well i was watching the movie it was kinda cool species was the game of it but he knows it bugs me when he just keeps saying boob scene..every time their was a boob scene or a kissing scene or a sex scene lol he would put his hand over my eyes and i was watching but i was pertending i was sleeping..and he was getting agervated lol..hes like i only say boobs cuz it bugs u, y would he do that if he knows it bugs me y would he do it..then i know him thinking i was sleeping bugs him and i know that lol so he likes bugging me ill bug him..well after the movie was over he drug me in the washer n dryer room kissing me bla bla with a hard on..i figured its the movie then he wanted me so that bug me he sat me on the dryer and iv told 797979 times dont touch me or try anything after a sex scene or a boob scene cuz i believe hes only coming to me cuz that just turned him on..well he put me on the dryer and he was kissing me and i told him im not getting excited cuz i know ur only excited cuz u just watched that movie so im not gonna get excited or even gonna want to do anything with you..he didnt like that..so hes like im taking u home..im like ok u want to get mad at me cuz i got mad at you dumb cuz u knew how i feel and u still do it..and big news that i havnt said on here yet but im pregnant i think im 6 weeks, i go to the doctors on monday the 25th..on tuesday 2 days ago i had to bring lillian to the hospital cuz she wouldnt go to the bathrom it was horrible so im not going into detail..but im so thankful todds in my life i love him so much u ont even believe, all the help he gives me he deserves an award..greastest everything award..a couple days ago damien was being nice to me yesterday he told me i cant come get lillian then he says he can if its ok cuz he has no lincences, i told him i wanted my stuff hes like i dont want it i said well how come i dont have the stuff yet..no reason..I WANT MY DAMN STUFF..WELL THATS ABOUT IT..TODDS family is happy about the baby i told my mom but im not telling anyone till i know everything is alright...and thats on monday..ok thats about it..o christine moved out of her mommy n daddys house but that was a while ago so yeah..