hey
i love todd with all my heart n more..i brought up what i was thinking..and then i went in layed down..well he called i guess n matt told me he did but i thought it was my mom lol..so i thought matt was lying..well todd ended up coming over at 1am..thats late to see what my problem is..awww yes i was crushed to think this stuff cuz i love him so much that its really gonna hurt me really bad if something does happen to us shhh i wont let him know that..but he came over and he was mad he was being a smart ass and it kinda hurt my feelings but it was all my fault i over react and im not sure y yet..then all i wanted to do was cuddle up to him and cry..i tried so hard not to cry so i just cuddled up to him to stop myself..well it didnt work..and i feel like if he sees me cry then he knows my weakness points and i hate that..cuz then he might take my weakness points for graned..i love him so much more and my feeling got like geeze nicole get some ice cuz i love him so much since last night I KNOW I WANT TO BE WITH HIM FOREVER NO DOUBTS.. the way he talked to me the way he held me i love him so much i can honestly say im in love with him it kinda hurts to say but its the truth..honestly if we had our own place and everything was set i would marry him and be with him forever in a heart beat..not to jinxe myself hopefully it dont happen right now but i want to become pregnant with his child..dont that sound crazy it sounds crzy to even say..I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I CANT EVEN STOP SAYING IT..he makes me so happy..i will be so much more happier when he gets a jo so he can go to school and he can fix his car like he wants to..yes this sarah thing will rolly cross my mind everytime we go over there or he goes over there but if it happend it happens i cant stop it..yes i will alwys love him but if he brakes my heart i cant give him 20 more chances this is our chance hopefully this is the only chance we need to chance..i love him..i love his family..his family is so sweet and kind i cant believe it..everyones parents have liked me but i think knowing todds family likes me is so wonderful i love it..hopefully that dont change..like a year ago i was alwus wondering where todd was and is he alive or would we ever meet again and would we ever get together n i wished so much we would someday meet n get together and i didnt know his feelings could be so strong for me like i wished so many times..like god knew we were meant to be together cuz todd was alwys n my head so god told me never to give up on todd..and i did for a little while cuz if i didnt i would of prolly went crazy...but in our pasts he says he was a whore and he lived with a women and then he really loved a girl so he has had past experiences and then i look at me i had a long time boyfriend lots of break ups 3 babies in the middle and i lived with him..all the live time stuff we did b4 each other so now god put us together to do everything right this time with no break ups n no heart ach and all the babies that come in the world with him will be perfect and im not saying lillias not perfect cuz shes so perfect..and hopefully some day we'll all be a family and everything will be perfect..and i love my mom to death..shes been there for me threw everything..shes inlove with todd to she says she adores him and loves himto death..i never heard that b4 from her mouth im so happy she thinks that..i wanted to cry when she said that..well im gonna go lay down i got up at 9am cuz i thought maybe todd got up..lolol he thinks i have no journal i like it that way i know i can put what i feel in here without him gettng mad or whatever..and one more thing i love making love to him oo god nobody knows..its like just stay there never get out..i love the feeling i love everything..he always says hes little oo god i dont think so i think hes perfect in everyway..my mom bought him a christmas present but its not the shaver i wanted to get him..so im gonna bring it back and get the one i wanted...she said ok..she called me a frw nights ago talking to me for like 20 minutes about these trimmers n stuff im like i dont know thats not it, it was like geeze mom let me look lol shes still telling me which ones r good..well heres me n todds convo last night..
xMetuZx (10:09:43 PM): I love you.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:10:25 PM): i love you to
xMetuZx (10:10:37 PM): Gaymien say anything to you yet? lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:10:59 PM): nope lol
xMetuZx (10:11:01 PM): People are still IMing me about UO.. I havn't played the game in forever
xMetuZx (10:11:05 PM): And people still iming me about it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:11:07 PM): he looked in my profile
xMetuZx (10:11:08 PM): lordy lord lol
xMetuZx (10:11:14 PM): Oh haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:11:16 PM): lolol
xMetuZx (10:11:17 PM): Good, fuck him
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:11:30 PM): no did that look what happened lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:11:41 PM): i dont care im done fighting with him
xMetuZx (10:11:48 PM): I didn't mean literally, that's just not something you say to your boyfriend
xMetuZx (10:11:57 PM): Just the thought of his discusting ugly ass touching you
xMetuZx (10:12:00 PM): makes me sick lol
xMetuZx (10:12:09 PM): I try not to think about that
xMetuZx (10:12:13 PM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:12:29 PM): haha geeze
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:12:36 PM): it was a joke u know lol
xMetuZx (10:12:44 PM): I know baby, lol
xMetuZx (10:12:51 PM): But I'm still saying, the thought of him touching you
xMetuZx (10:12:53 PM): makes me sick lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:13:04 PM): lol how the hell u think i feel
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:13:13 PM): someone so heartless had a chld with me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:13:23 PM): im not heartless so geeze im retarded
xMetuZx (10:13:25 PM): lol.. You LET him touch you, if you listened to everyone including me, you wouldn't of had that problem :-)
xMetuZx (10:13:52 PM): But people are dumb, we all make mistakes
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:14:38 PM): yeah
xMetuZx (10:14:56 PM): I've made mistakes, not quite as big as that but hey, you live, you learn
xMetuZx (10:15:01 PM): I still love ya :-)
xMetuZx (10:16:26 PM): You're replying slow
xMetuZx (10:16:28 PM): what's up?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:16:39 PM): nothing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:16:44 PM): im talking to a girl
xMetuZx (10:16:53 PM): I knew it! Lesbian! :P
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:16:53 PM): that i meant in a chatroom
xMetuZx (10:16:55 PM): haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:16:55 PM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:17:04 PM): about guys not girls lol
xMetuZx (10:17:09 PM): Everything okay? lol
xMetuZx (10:17:20 PM): You got anything to say to me that you couldn't say in person? :P
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:17:21 PM): yeah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:17:29 PM): im thinking
xMetuZx (10:17:35 PM): lol...
xMetuZx (10:18:38 PM): You know
xMetuZx (10:18:39 PM): WE STILL
xMetuZx (10:18:42 PM): have no pictures together
xMetuZx (10:18:43 PM): haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:18:47 PM): i know lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:18:50 PM): ur fault lol
xMetuZx (10:18:53 PM): Nu uh
xMetuZx (10:18:58 PM): I got your batteries and everything
xMetuZx (10:18:59 PM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:19:02 PM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:19:11 PM): iv had my camera in my purse since thenm
xMetuZx (10:19:19 PM): And you've never once brought it up
xMetuZx (10:19:20 PM): !
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:19:55 PM): i alwys bring it up
xMetuZx (10:20:04 PM): no you don't!
xMetuZx (10:20:06 PM): name 1 trime
xMetuZx (10:20:07 PM): time*
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:20:15 PM): umm a few days ago
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:20:19 PM): the batterie day
xMetuZx (10:20:51 PM): yeah I bought the batteries
xMetuZx (10:20:59 PM): and that was it, you mentioned the pictures
xMetuZx (10:21:02 PM): BEFORE I got the batteries
xMetuZx (10:21:03 PM): ;-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:21:48 PM): and after
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:21:53 PM): like twice
xMetuZx (10:22:17 PM): I don't remember
xMetuZx (10:22:18 PM): lol
xMetuZx (10:22:23 PM): I think you're making it up
xMetuZx (10:22:24 PM): ;P
xMetuZx (10:22:36 PM): How is Lillian and Matt err Steven doing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:23:36 PM): their reading to each other
xMetuZx (10:23:41 PM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:23:55 PM): were watcging a movie but noe sitting at the main menu cuz the movie was over
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:24:01 PM): n we ate some ice cream
xMetuZx (10:24:55 PM): lol fun fun
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:25:13 PM): yep
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:25:18 PM): what r udoing?
xMetuZx (10:25:56 PM): My friend is registering
xMetuZx (10:25:57 PM): metuz.com
xMetuZx (10:25:59 PM): for me
xMetuZx (10:26:05 PM): So I am going to have my own webpage.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:26:09 PM): cool
xMetuZx (10:26:13 PM): I have to do all the HTML and shit
xMetuZx (10:26:15 PM): Myself, but yeah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:28:43 PM): lolol
xMetuZx (10:29:25 PM): :P
xMetuZx (10:29:28 PM): I'll make you do some of it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:30:16 PM): noooo
xMetuZx (10:31:24 PM): lol oh yeah
xMetuZx (10:40:31 PM): my god
xMetuZx (10:40:36 PM): I think madprofile just went down
xMetuZx (10:40:41 PM): I went to sign your gb
xMetuZx (10:40:48 PM): god damnit
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:40:50 PM): lol its been doing that
xMetuZx (10:40:53 PM): I had it all typed and everything
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:40:55 PM): but it will be back
xMetuZx (10:41:56 PM): Blah I Wrote a lot too
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:42:04 PM): hehe
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:43:55 PM): my brother is watching old school
xMetuZx (10:44:02 PM): lmao
xMetuZx (10:44:06 PM): Man it didn't save
xMetuZx (10:44:09 PM): Korean ass profile
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:44:15 PM): the deep throat part my brothwer is like this is my favorite part lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:44:19 PM): im like ur siuck
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:44:27 PM): haha
xMetuZx (10:47:58 PM): There, I signed it again
xMetuZx (10:48:00 PM): hahahah
xMetuZx (10:53:27 PM): you don't like it? :-(
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:53:36 PM): like what?
xMetuZx (10:53:41 PM): I signed your guestbook
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:53:47 PM): oo i never looked
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:56:08 PM): r u sure about all that???
xMetuZx (10:56:16 PM): Yes
xMetuZx (10:56:19 PM): I wouldn't of said it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:56:24 PM): ok
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:56:29 PM): i love you to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:56:36 PM): and i hope the same
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:56:43 PM): and never let go hopefully
xMetuZx (10:57:31 PM): Oh I won't I can promise you that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:57:33 PM): that expression was gay
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:57:41 PM): so im trying to find a new one
xMetuZx (10:58:27 PM): Me and Sean are doing some long awaited bonding
xMetuZx (10:58:28 PM): lol
xMetuZx (10:58:32 PM): Going to play some ps1
xMetuZx (10:58:37 PM): Oh yeah
xMetuZx (10:59:19 PM): he's calling Kristin
xMetuZx (10:59:23 PM): and telling her he's going to bed
xMetuZx (10:59:24 PM): haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:20 PM): well ok here this goes b4 i go any further please dont get mad please dont..i know u say everytime u leave i think something n no i dont not everytime just when im by myself..it started yerterday when we went over sarahs then u found out she was pregnant its like uv been down in dumps and im sry but i cant be there for u on that part while im ur girlfriend..so if u want to talk about ur feelings on that part and if ur depressed and her n jeremy n her being pregant please tell me so im so sry but ill give u some space...PLEASE DONT BE MAD..but i cant go on with u knowing ur mad at urself cuz u didnt beg her back or whatever..and i went in chat rooms to explain my feelings and everyone said if u feel this way give him space so im asking ur advive now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:26 PM): im gonna go take a bath
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:28 PM): lolol bonding
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:31 PM): good bonding
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:39 PM): wow hes lying to her hahaha that a first
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:40 PM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:43 PM): i well i love u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:47 PM): talk to u in a bit
xMetuZx (11:02:13 PM): no I'm not in the dumps
xMetuZx (11:02:16 PM): about that lol
xMetuZx (11:02:21 PM): I don't even fucking care about her Nicole lol
xMetuZx (11:02:29 PM): You care more about her than I do
xMetuZx (11:02:36 PM): I was in the dumps this morning cause I didn't know what to think of
xMetuZx (11:02:39 PM): what your mom said to me
xMetuZx (11:03:01 PM): I don't even think about Sarah lol
xMetuZx (11:03:04 PM): You do
xMetuZx (11:03:08 PM): I find it kinda funny though
xMetuZx (11:03:09 PM): lol
xMetuZx (11:04:00 PM): But you're going to think what you want
xMetuZx (11:04:09 PM): I keep telling you the same thing
xMetuZx (11:04:15 PM): I don't even bring her up anymore
xMetuZx (11:05:25 PM): I love you Nicole, I'm going to go play a game
xMetuZx (11:05:32 PM): Call me later in like an hour or so
xMetuZx (11:05:34 PM): love ya
xMetuZx (11:05:39 PM): have fun showering or bathing
xMetuZx (11:05:40 PM): ol
then i was about to cry cuz i felt like he was just lying
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (12:03:09 AM): u say u dont care but like ur facial expression changes when u say her name like geeze boy...it makes me even feel bad cuz i feel like calling her and be like girl this man over here still cares about u and u did that to him..and i dont care about her i care about ur feelings..n my mom i mean i know where your coming from n me n my mom just talked about it and she thinks im stopping u from having a life..n i believe that of some what cuz what would todd be doing if nicole wasnt around like im stopping u from something...actually she loves u to DEATH...dont get mad but she even picked out a christmas present from her not me..and u know its not funny ..y do u keep telling urself that..u can tell by the way u talk about it like u want o say god shes so dumb or what if i did that or did this would she be pregnant by my child or be walking down the isle with me..i know i dont anything but the way u say the stuff brings me down..and the only reason u dont bring her up is cuz i said something about it..im gonna go watch tv n prolly lay down..i dont feel like cleaning my room..but my mom LOVES YOU TO DEATH AND SHE ADORES YOU and shes never told me that ever about my boyfriend yeah she likes them but not adores them...and maybe if u guys r playing abe u guys get past that part lololol...i hate that part...i love you..n my brother is listening to rap
Auto-response from xMetuZx (12:03:10 AM): No matter how many times I say it, it'll never be enough. There's no action possible that can show her my true love. I'm so inlove with her, she's the only thing that's on my mind. I love you Nicole, always and forever, you're the most gorgeous thing on this earth and I'm so lucky that that I got you.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (12:03:18 AM): kk talk to u later love you
xMetuZx (12:17:45 AM): Omfg Nicole, I love you to death, but if this Sarah shit doesn't stop
Auto-response from PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (12:17:45 AM): Todd I Love You..Im Sry..I Do Love You With All My Heart..But Dont Break It..In Lying Is Doing That So Please Dont..Thank You..But I Do Love You...
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Nicole
xMetuZx (12:17:49 AM): Im not going to be able to talk to you
xMetuZx (12:17:53 AM): I don't fucking care about her
xMetuZx (12:17:55 AM): I don't like her
xMetuZx (12:18:03 AM): And it's pissing me off
xMetuZx (12:18:06 AM): I blew the shit off earlier
xMetuZx (12:18:23 AM): IF IT WAS TRUE I wouldn't care but you're fucking like playing like a life out that I don't want for me
xMetuZx (12:18:34 AM): IF I WANTED HER I WOULD STILL BE LOOKING FOR HER
xMetuZx (12:18:48 AM): No one does what she did to me and I just go back to them
xMetuZx (12:18:54 AM): I'm sick of having this convo with yoiu
xMetuZx (12:19:06 AM): "the way I look when I say her name" Discust?
xMetuZx (12:19:16 AM): earlier, I lew it off
xMetuZx (12:19:18 AM): blew*
xMetuZx (12:19:25 AM): I'm sick of always giving you 110%
xMetuZx (12:19:28 AM): And you mentioning her name
xMetuZx (12:19:33 AM): cause YOU think
xMetuZx (12:19:36 AM): I still like her
xMetuZx (12:19:38 AM): Well I DONT
xMetuZx (12:19:41 AM): SO FUCKING STOP
xMetuZx (12:19:43 AM): BEFORE I GO INSANE
xMetuZx (12:22:40 AM): And another thing, I don't lie, I never lie, I have no reason to lie
xMetuZx (12:22:48 AM): You fucking know that deep downinside you know that
xMetuZx (12:23:01 AM): I'm getting really irrretated
xMetuZx (12:23:15 AM): I've talked to my mom and brother about it and they both just say you're scared
xMetuZx (12:23:23 AM): You can be scared, just don't bring her fucking name up
xMetuZx (12:23:28 AM): I don't wanna hear her name
xMetuZx (12:23:52 AM): That's why I stopped going around Roger and all of them, fuck her, fuck everything she does, I don't fucking care, I DONT SPEND EVERY FUCKING MINUTE THINKING ABOUT HER
xMetuZx (12:23:54 AM): I THINK ABOUT YOU
xMetuZx (12:24:02 AM): I DONT SPEND EVERY FUCKING DAY WITH HER
xMetuZx (12:24:17 AM): But if you honestly think I'm going to do that shit Nicole
xMetuZx (12:24:20 AM): Break up with me
xMetuZx (12:24:24 AM): cause if you can't trust me
xMetuZx (12:24:27 AM): We have no relationship
xMetuZx (12:24:33 AM): I trust you with fucking EVERYTHING
xMetuZx (12:24:39 AM): And everytime I ask you to trust me
xMetuZx (12:24:43 AM): It's some bullshit
xMetuZx (12:24:47 AM): we've all been fucked over
xMetuZx (12:24:55 AM): But I am not going to take someone else fucking me over
xMetuZx (12:24:57 AM): and put that on you
xMetuZx (12:25:01 AM): You havn't fucked me over
xMetuZx (12:25:08 AM): so I am not going to treat you like you did
xMetuZx (12:25:17 AM): I'm not going to not trust you, untill you give me a solid reason
xMetuZx (12:25:27 AM): you thinking I still like some girl that I can give 2 shits about
xMetuZx (12:25:30 AM): is getting fucking old
xMetuZx (12:25:32 AM): I'm sick of it
xMetuZx (12:25:36 AM): gives me a fucking headache
xMetuZx (12:25:48 AM): Everytime I leave your house, I got to hear her fucking name
xMetuZx (12:25:59 AM): that's why I stay over your house so much, cause I don't wanna hear this shit
xMetuZx (12:26:08 AM): Shit that I AM NOT EVEN DOING
xMetuZx (12:26:15 AM): I'm getting fucking accused and shit for NOTHING
xMetuZx (12:26:27 AM): I don't know what you want from me Nicole
xMetuZx (12:26:31 AM): But I'm giving you all I can
xMetuZx (12:26:37 AM): And if you still can't trust me
xMetuZx (12:26:40 AM): we have a serious problem
xMetuZx (12:26:47 AM): Because I love you with all of my fucking heart
xMetuZx (12:26:55 AM): And I trust you with everything I have
xMetuZx (12:27:00 AM): Everything I say to you
xMetuZx (12:27:05 AM): goes in the left ear
xMetuZx (12:27:07 AM): and right out the other
xMetuZx (12:27:10 AM): all you hear is
xMetuZx (12:27:11 AM): SARAH
xMetuZx (12:27:16 AM): Get the fuck over her
xMetuZx (12:27:17 AM): God
he came over we talked i cryed bla bla i love him so much more more then i can explain..
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:30:31 AM): hey baby
Auto-response from xMetuZx (1:30:32 AM): No matter how many times I say it, it'll never be enough. There's no action possible that can show her my true love. I'm so inlove with her, she's the only thing that's on my mind. I love you Nicole, always and forever, you're the most gorgeous thing on this earth and I'm so lucky that that I got you.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:30:40 AM): i had to get lillian ready for bed
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:30:52 AM): but shesready now so im gonna go to bed now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:31:05 AM): if u want call me when u get home so i know ur ok
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:31:47 AM): i really believe you when u say ur not going anywhere
xMetuZx (1:31:47 AM): im here
xMetuZx (1:31:49 AM): just got here
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:31:58 AM): coming over really showed me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:31:59 AM): ok
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:32:00 AM): good
xMetuZx (1:32:09 AM): good I'm glad, I love you so much baby
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:32:12 AM): i was staying up to make sure u got home
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:32:17 AM): i love you to
xMetuZx (1:32:21 AM): And I really would give anything and everything for you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:33:04 AM): i would do anything for you and thats what i was scared abiut cuz i feel like if i give my all then youll take that for granted
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:33:26 AM): but if u do then ill just bring a knife everywhere i go
xMetuZx (1:33:55 AM): haha the knife is mine!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:34:03 AM): lol i stole it
xMetuZx (1:34:05 AM): Usually people take what I give them for granted
xMetuZx (1:34:09 AM): but I keep sticking it out
xMetuZx (1:34:12 AM): and the one who doesn't
xMetuZx (1:34:19 AM): is the one who will hold my heart
xMetuZx (1:34:31 AM): To have a relationship you have to give it your all
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:34:34 AM): well i think thats what im mostly scared about
xMetuZx (1:34:38 AM): And I will give it my all
xMetuZx (1:35:13 AM): Seriously Nicole, I dunno how anyone could like
xMetuZx (1:35:17 AM): any other girl when they're inlove with you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:35:24 AM): and i feel like i gave it my all 100 times but iv only done it once and now 2 but the first time wasnt very good so im kinda making sure it dont happen again
xMetuZx (1:35:44 AM): I think you're the most perfect thing ever, no one has EVER
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:35:51 AM): so i feel like if i can kinda push you away n u dont leave then i wont have to try to push away no more
xMetuZx (1:35:51 AM): made me feel the way you make me feel
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:36:10 AM): im very glad of that and it makes me feel wonderful
xMetuZx (1:36:20 AM): I'm not going anywhere, but you pushing, makes it really hard on me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:36:20 AM): to know that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:36:30 AM): i know it does and im sry very sry
xMetuZx (1:36:34 AM): I've let you push a few times
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:36:37 AM): but i wont no more
xMetuZx (1:36:39 AM): tonight just was kinda woah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:37:01 AM): u coming over here unsuspected was like woahh
xMetuZx (1:37:06 AM): I believe everything that you're saying Nicole
xMetuZx (1:37:10 AM): never have I once doubted you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:37:13 AM): like he could of waited till i got omnline or tomorrow
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:37:25 AM): im happy for that and im grateful
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:37:31 AM): but thats only been my doubt
xMetuZx (1:37:53 AM): And it took me coming over, yelling online, and saying it in 20 different languages
xMetuZx (1:37:57 AM): to get it through :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:38:12 AM): but as iv been telling myself since you left..if he didnt care y did he come all the way over here for
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:38:30 AM): and if i get my heart broken then its my own damn fault
xMetuZx (1:38:33 AM): All I do is care
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:38:38 AM): but he wont do that nicole
xMetuZx (1:38:46 AM): You gotta stop worrying
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:38:53 AM): iv stopped now
xMetuZx (1:38:56 AM): That's not even an option to me
xMetuZx (1:39:04 AM): That's good baby, I love to hear that
xMetuZx (1:39:13 AM): Leaving you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:39:13 AM): honmestly i dont know y it took that to do it but it did and i feel very stupid cuz it took that
xMetuZx (1:39:15 AM): would be like
xMetuZx (1:39:23 AM): Swearing to never breath air again
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:39:35 AM): :'(
xMetuZx (1:39:45 AM): Through all of this
xMetuZx (1:39:50 AM): I still do not love you one bit less
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:39:55 AM): im glad
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:39:59 AM): well guess what
xMetuZx (1:40:05 AM): what?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:40:25 AM): I LOVE YOU MORE NOW AND I DIDNT REALLY THINK THATY WAS POSSIBLE
xMetuZx (1:40:41 AM): :'(:'(:'(
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:40:51 AM): dont cry dry ur eye
xMetuZx (1:40:51 AM): I love you so much baby
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:40:56 AM): i love you to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:41:00 AM): and im very sry
xMetuZx (1:41:06 AM): It's alright baby
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:41:12 AM): not really
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:41:20 AM): but i am sry
xMetuZx (1:41:25 AM): No it is, like we talked about earlier
xMetuZx (1:41:28 AM): everyone makes mistakes
xMetuZx (1:41:36 AM): I'm sure I'll make some with us
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:41:40 AM): well damn how many is nicole gonna make?
xMetuZx (1:41:44 AM): just please try to be just as understanding as me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:41:49 AM): i will be
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:42:04 AM): ill prolly be more understanding and it will prolly bit me in the ass
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:42:24 AM): cuz im to understanding and sometimes its not good lol
xMetuZx (1:42:30 AM): yeah
xMetuZx (1:42:37 AM): I
xMetuZx (1:42:41 AM): ll pretty much listen you
xMetuZx (1:42:43 AM): to you*
xMetuZx (1:42:48 AM): If you odn'ty like something
xMetuZx (1:42:50 AM): I wont do it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:43:04 AM): well dont be like my slave
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:43:08 AM): cuz i dont like that
xMetuZx (1:43:12 AM): I'm not your slave lol
xMetuZx (1:43:18 AM): and I won't be, I'm my own person
xMetuZx (1:43:28 AM): But if something makes you feel icky
xMetuZx (1:43:33 AM): or you don't feel right about something
xMetuZx (1:43:38 AM): I'm not going to do it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:44:12 AM): dont cheat..dont do drugs.. dont have sex with anyone else..u have feeling for some1 else u tell me no matter if u know if u know it will hurt..cuz ill find out sooner or later n id rather hear it from ur mouth then someones elses......... u remember that k
xMetuZx (1:44:29 AM): Yup
xMetuZx (1:44:36 AM): I don't cheat, I hate drugs
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:44:42 AM): well thats good
xMetuZx (1:44:44 AM): How can I have sex with someone else
xMetuZx (1:44:48 AM): when you take all of it away?
xMetuZx (1:44:51 AM): And
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:44:55 AM): u still have the other things i said lol
xMetuZx (1:45:01 AM): I don't have feelings for other girls cause when I talk to other girls
xMetuZx (1:45:04 AM): it's only you I see
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:45:21 AM): lolol u can have sex when ever u wants guys have that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:45:59 AM): well eventually u might get sick of me and yes love me but not like u do now..so it might change
xMetuZx (1:46:03 AM): Yeah, and when I wanna have sex
xMetuZx (1:46:10 AM): I'll be with you
xMetuZx (1:46:11 AM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:46:19 AM): well ok that sounds good
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:46:27 AM): guess what tomorrow is?
xMetuZx (1:46:29 AM): Nicole, I'm not like other guys
xMetuZx (1:46:34 AM): I gotta keep telling you this lol
xMetuZx (1:46:39 AM): Our 2 month? or am I off?
xMetuZx (1:46:40 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:46:44 AM): lololol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:46:59 AM): damn u suck at this
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:47:04 AM): our 2 month
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:47:18 AM): but saturday was our eight week
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:47:28 AM): dont 8 weeks equal 2 months
xMetuZx (1:47:31 AM): yes
xMetuZx (1:47:53 AM): lol you know Nicole
xMetuZx (1:47:56 AM): I would of never known
xMetuZx (1:48:01 AM): that with any other girl
xMetuZx (1:48:06 AM): I would of been like whaT?
xMetuZx (1:48:07 AM): oh
xMetuZx (1:48:12 AM): I know a date!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:48:15 AM): but how come our 8th week passed but our 2 month annerverity is not until tomorrow
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:48:18 AM): thats odd
xMetuZx (1:48:21 AM): Moving on up!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:48:26 AM): im sure u did till u didnt get none lol
xMetuZx (1:48:29 AM): cause you lose a day
xMetuZx (1:48:31 AM): and gain a day
xMetuZx (1:48:43 AM): I've never once
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:48:45 AM): now im singing moving on up to the eastside
xMetuZx (1:48:46 AM): memorized a date
xMetuZx (1:48:54 AM): my ex's would get mad
xMetuZx (1:48:58 AM): cause I didn't know their birthdays
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:49:03 AM): lol and u prolly figured cuz u looked in mine or your info lol
xMetuZx (1:49:03 AM): so I'd put them as my wallapper
xMetuZx (1:49:09 AM): so I'd try to memorize them
xMetuZx (1:49:12 AM): no
xMetuZx (1:49:21 AM): I actually t hought that was coming up and I looked at the date
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:49:25 AM): haha how can u not remember their birthdays lol
xMetuZx (1:49:26 AM): and tommorow is the 23rd
xMetuZx (1:49:27 AM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:49:35 AM): wow good one
xMetuZx (1:49:38 AM): Because I told you Nicole, I don't really fall inlove
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:49:47 AM): guess what saturday is?
xMetuZx (1:49:47 AM): I'm new to this
xMetuZx (1:49:53 AM): christmas!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:49:58 AM): lolol
xMetuZx (1:50:03 AM): I only know that cause I asked my mom
xMetuZx (1:50:04 AM): earlier
xMetuZx (1:50:05 AM): haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:50:13 AM): the 2nd month of us first doing something
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:50:17 AM): lololol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:50:19 AM): i heard
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:50:25 AM): but yeah christmas to
xMetuZx (1:50:35 AM): I first touched you
xMetuZx (1:50:37 AM): the 22nd
xMetuZx (1:50:38 AM): ;-)
xMetuZx (1:50:45 AM): So today
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:50:58 AM): let me see
xMetuZx (1:51:08 AM): We weren't going out remember
xMetuZx (1:51:13 AM): it was the day before we were going out
xMetuZx (1:51:18 AM): It was on my bed
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:51:31 AM): i let u touch me b4 we started offically going out
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:51:58 AM): ooo i dont remember that cuz i dont do that haha
xMetuZx (1:52:04 AM): haaha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:52:31 AM): i guess it was cuz i felt ocward kinda becuz we werent seeing each other
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:52:43 AM): im like hey nicole what r u doing?
xMetuZx (1:52:48 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:52:55 AM): nicole dont do that
xMetuZx (1:53:01 AM): Well I had intentions of asking you out, I just never got around to it
xMetuZx (1:53:06 AM): After that first time we hung out
xMetuZx (1:53:13 AM): I was like woah
xMetuZx (1:53:18 AM): but I was kinda worried
xMetuZx (1:53:22 AM): about the whole damien thing
xMetuZx (1:53:30 AM): Like when we were "talking"
xMetuZx (1:53:34 AM): And you wanted me to come over
xMetuZx (1:53:49 AM): I didn't wanna really be in the way if you wanted to go back with Damien
xMetuZx (1:53:57 AM): cause 7 years and a kid
xMetuZx (1:54:00 AM): is a lot
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:54:02 AM): no i wouldnt of asked u to come over if i didnt think me n him were over
xMetuZx (1:54:13 AM): I really didn't wanna be the mistake
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:54:17 AM): but honestly u were about 65% y i left
xMetuZx (1:54:17 AM): or the revenge
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:54:21 AM): oo no
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:54:47 AM): i do that well i did and that was stupid only cuz i still loved damien but after the love stops there is no revenge
xMetuZx (1:55:12 AM): yeah
xMetuZx (1:55:16 AM): but I didn't know
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:55:28 AM): lillian is like where the control remote im like i dont know
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:55:42 AM): didnt know what? about the revenge thing
xMetuZx (1:55:50 AM): if you still loved him
xMetuZx (1:55:51 AM): or what
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:55:53 AM): nope
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:56:04 AM): lost that b4 i actually left
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:56:12 AM): i actually stayed becuz of lillian
xMetuZx (1:56:23 AM): ever have any regrets?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:56:31 AM): about him?????
xMetuZx (1:56:33 AM): like wish you would of stayed
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:56:37 AM): ooo noooooooooo
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:56:44 AM): it would be so bad now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:57:16 AM): he prolly would of beat the shit out of me and i was actually thinking about druging him n beating him in his sleep
xMetuZx (1:57:26 AM): wow
xMetuZx (1:57:36 AM): He needs anger managementr
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:57:42 AM): i think oo god nicole dont think like that..but that baby meant something to me and i blame that on him
xMetuZx (1:57:43 AM): I've only hit 1 girl my entire life
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:57:51 AM): who??
xMetuZx (1:57:52 AM): and that was Kassi, I smacked her in the face cause she told me to my face
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:57:53 AM): y?///
xMetuZx (1:57:57 AM): she was going to go fuck Shane Meggason
xMetuZx (1:58:00 AM): if I went home
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:58:06 AM): holy shit
xMetuZx (1:58:07 AM): I barley smacked her and walked away
xMetuZx (1:58:14 AM): I had to go home I was 14
xMetuZx (1:58:17 AM): my mom wanted me home
xMetuZx (1:58:21 AM): And she wanted me to stay
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:58:22 AM): geeze im sry but thats when a girl deseves it lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:58:35 AM): sry mommy always goes first
xMetuZx (1:58:42 AM): I was like
xMetuZx (1:58:49 AM): that's what your mom should of did to you along time ago
xMetuZx (1:58:51 AM): and walked home
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:58:56 AM): geeze
xMetuZx (1:59:03 AM): And untill this day
xMetuZx (1:59:07 AM): I think of myself as a bad person
xMetuZx (1:59:09 AM): for doing it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:59:15 AM): u guys were already talking about fucking other people
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:59:21 AM): ggeze nice relationship
xMetuZx (1:59:26 AM): Yeah that was the
xMetuZx (1:59:29 AM): end
xMetuZx (1:59:30 AM): of it
xMetuZx (1:59:34 AM): we stayed together another month
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:59:37 AM): it was wrong but that was wrong for her to say to
xMetuZx (1:59:37 AM): and it was over
xMetuZx (1:59:53 AM): I couldn't even talk to her half the time
xMetuZx (1:59:56 AM): I'd give the Phone to Wally
xMetuZx (2:00:00 AM): cause she'd piss me off so bad
xMetuZx (2:00:07 AM): Thus why Wally and KAssi got together
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:00:17 AM): cuz they alwys talked
xMetuZx (2:00:19 AM): But me being the idiot
xMetuZx (2:00:26 AM): I thought she'd change
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:00:38 AM): see if u never gave wally the phone that would of never happened
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:00:51 AM): u guys might of lasted
xMetuZx (2:00:53 AM): Well I would of broke up with her
xMetuZx (2:00:59 AM): I broke up with her
xMetuZx (2:01:01 AM): She begged me
xMetuZx (2:01:06 AM): I came home and she was in my room
xMetuZx (2:01:09 AM): I had to throw a shoe at her
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:01:10 AM): lol
xMetuZx (2:01:11 AM): to get her to leave
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:01:20 AM): geeze girls just dont get it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:01:27 AM): u tell me to leave u bet ur ass im out
xMetuZx (2:01:34 AM): Then she went out with Wally, I didn't care that she lived Wally
xMetuZx (2:01:38 AM): liked*
xMetuZx (2:01:41 AM): And if Wally liked her
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:01:42 AM): im only begging if something was my fault
xMetuZx (2:01:43 AM): That's cool too
xMetuZx (2:01:45 AM): But it's the fact that
xMetuZx (2:01:49 AM): Wally actually moved in on it
xMetuZx (2:01:51 AM): That hurt me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:02:00 AM): yeah he was supposed to be ur frienfd
xMetuZx (2:02:04 AM): my "best friend" hooking up with my ex
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:02:06 AM): thats how i look at donna
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:02:09 AM): but im over that
xMetuZx (2:02:20 AM): Me and you got Morals I'm afraid
xMetuZx (2:02:21 AM): lol
xMetuZx (2:02:28 AM): Morals don't get you very far in the real world
xMetuZx (2:02:30 AM): now'adays
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:02:43 AM): well christine was my best friend but me n donna hung out like 5 months straight
xMetuZx (2:03:04 AM): doesn't it suck, to notice who is still there for you
xMetuZx (2:03:11 AM): It's the one you push aside
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:03:13 AM): then the next thing i see her info say her n damien r together im like holy crap i just was with her today and she said nothing about him
xMetuZx (2:03:18 AM): because someone new and cool comes along
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:03:44 AM): yeah i didnt push christine away
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:03:49 AM): she hung out with us to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:03:54 AM): unless she had to work
xMetuZx (2:03:58 AM): yeah but I don't see her
xMetuZx (2:04:01 AM): liking Donna
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:04:02 AM): then me n donna would go up to big boys
xMetuZx (2:04:11 AM): Christine is really cool she is down to earth
xMetuZx (2:04:14 AM): She's a good friend
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:04:22 AM): cuz then christine was goiung threw some crap with a black older guy so i was alwys there for her
xMetuZx (2:04:25 AM): I've never met a girl with an actuall good friend
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:04:32 AM): i wouldnt leave her for nothing in the whole world
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:04:48 AM): shes been there threw everything for 6 years now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:14 AM): yeah shes actuall the only good friend i have lol one that is loyal and trys to help me out
xMetuZx (2:05:28 AM): I love Tara with all of my heart. I want to be the best thing that's ever happen to her, because she's the best thing to ever happen to me.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:29 AM): instead of trying to be the jelious type
xMetuZx (2:05:29 AM): awwww
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:39 AM): awwww
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:42 AM): how sweeet
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:46 AM): awwww
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:56 AM): that brings a tear to my eye
xMetuZx (2:06:02 AM): Jason is a good guy
xMetuZx (2:06:08 AM): he's the one I really wanna meet
xMetuZx (2:06:12 AM): i've known him forever online
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:06:16 AM): and no christine didnt like donna
xMetuZx (2:06:17 AM): we've talked on the phone everything
xMetuZx (2:06:22 AM): he's like my best online friend
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:06:27 AM): cuz donna and her guys were alwys around
xMetuZx (2:06:27 AM): he knows like everything about me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:06:39 AM): and seeing donna with a guy our age was kinda sicken
xMetuZx (2:06:46 AM): hahaha
xMetuZx (2:06:49 AM): I love guys
xMetuZx (2:06:51 AM): who do that
xMetuZx (2:06:55 AM): It's like you guys are fucking losers
xMetuZx (2:07:00 AM): Then I look at the girls
xMetuZx (2:07:03 AM): it's like do you not realize
xMetuZx (2:07:06 AM): he's a fucking loser
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:07:07 AM): and then after her n the guy brake up oo nicole do u like him ummm u just fucked him like 2 days ago..i dont row that boat lol
xMetuZx (2:07:09 AM): it's not cause you're hot
xMetuZx (2:07:15 AM): it's cause he can't get someone his own age
xMetuZx (2:07:19 AM): in 2 weeks
xMetuZx (2:07:23 AM): he won't even know your name
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:07:25 AM): y dont u go see him
xMetuZx (2:07:38 AM): he lives in
xMetuZx (2:07:40 AM): New Jersy
xMetuZx (2:07:50 AM): One day when I get the funds and vacation time
xMetuZx (2:07:52 AM): I will
xMetuZx (2:07:57 AM): I'm either working and rich with no time off
xMetuZx (2:08:00 AM): or not working and poor
xMetuZx (2:08:03 AM): with plenty time off
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:08:43 AM): so get money save it for a rainy day...bla bla someone telling you what to di whos a awsomely a big moron
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:08:53 AM): with money
xMetuZx (2:08:59 AM): hahahahaha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:09:04 AM): but if i really wanted to save it i could
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:09:42 AM): but when i actually thought when it was gone and i thought some1 was gonn take care of me then i blow it like a big newbie abe
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:09:59 AM): so i learned that
xMetuZx (2:10:07 AM): haha
xMetuZx (2:10:22 AM): Well baby I will do my best to take care of ya
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:11:22 AM): yeah me n my grandma were talking shes like next time u move in with someone and buy stuff dont buy it till 6 months later n then take a majic marker and put ur name n social surity number on it and the signature of ur yourfriend on it all over it..so when u guys want to split then u have prove its urs
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:11:37 AM): im like grandma ur supposed to pray that dont happen again
xMetuZx (2:11:42 AM): hahaha
xMetuZx (2:11:45 AM): well I can honestly say
xMetuZx (2:11:58 AM): if you buy something and we split up, which I hope we never will cause im not doing the spliting
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:11:59 AM): shes like how many times as god listen to u im like grandma think positive
xMetuZx (2:12:02 AM): you can have all of your stuff
xMetuZx (2:12:11 AM): i'll even help you laminate the receipts
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:12:13 AM): but i see i would split it
xMetuZx (2:12:19 AM): and give them to your mom personally lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:12:31 AM): i wouldnt take it all..if we bought it together that means its not all mine
xMetuZx (2:12:47 AM): yeah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:12:59 AM): when were together like that i say its ours not urs not mine
xMetuZx (2:13:08 AM): yeah
xMetuZx (2:13:10 AM): exactly
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:13:11 AM): so when we split it was ours not mine not urs
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:13:22 AM): well yeah not everyone thinks like that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:13:35 AM): they think u buy everything pay all bills..i get everything
xMetuZx (2:13:53 AM): lol well people in this world
xMetuZx (2:13:55 AM): are idiots
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:13:58 AM): yep
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:14:02 AM): what r u doing?
xMetuZx (2:14:14 AM): getting ready to sleep
xMetuZx (2:14:20 AM): man I'm thinking about how bad
xMetuZx (2:14:24 AM): Jackie could of fucked me over
xMetuZx (2:14:32 AM): I never changed anything in that apartment to my name
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:14:32 AM): glad she didnt
xMetuZx (2:14:34 AM): it was all her name
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:14:58 AM): yeah thats the part i regret so badly
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:15:17 AM): but its ok cuz then he can pay all the bills
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:15:30 AM): but the phone ws in mine but thats no big deal
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:15:38 AM): but my car on the other hand
xMetuZx (2:15:51 AM): I really dont see him living thre much longer
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:15:53 AM): it was a perfectly good car
xMetuZx (2:15:58 AM): unless his dad stays
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:16:06 AM): i dont either and if so with no electricity
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:16:12 AM): well free money
xMetuZx (2:16:31 AM): I don't see how they afford it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:16:33 AM): but if he wants any good girlfriend going over there he wont let him
xMetuZx (2:16:48 AM): part time pizza job
xMetuZx (2:16:52 AM): plus 1 - 2 days a week
xMetuZx (2:16:58 AM): plus a mommy who works 1 - 2 days a week
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:16:59 AM): well on monday he does 2 jobs each 120
xMetuZx (2:17:00 AM): then you add bills
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:17:05 AM): so 120 times 2
xMetuZx (2:17:08 AM): oh
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:17:16 AM): and on friday its 80
xMetuZx (2:17:19 AM): 240
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:17:40 AM): and they usually did 1-2 other odd jobs which was another 250
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:17:45 AM): or 240
xMetuZx (2:17:57 AM): ahh a lucky job
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:18:14 AM): all i know is at the end of the month he was making 1200 a month each
xMetuZx (2:18:29 AM): I miss my JC job
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:18:34 AM): im sry
xMetuZx (2:18:40 AM): I see 1200 a month
xMetuZx (2:18:41 AM): and I'm like
xMetuZx (2:18:44 AM): shit I made that in a week
xMetuZx (2:18:45 AM): haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:18:51 AM): but by the end of the month the only thing that was getting paid was 480 a month
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:19:06 AM): and maybe 150 dollars of groceries
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:19:08 AM): from him
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:19:37 AM): but then i was getting pissed cuz the electric bill was 3 months behide came up to like 350
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:19:43 AM): which was horrible
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:20:01 AM): and she kept going to the bar speding money that wasnt hers
xMetuZx (2:20:12 AM): cute
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:20:43 AM): at the end of the montyh she had 60 bucks of hers n damiens money i was pissed so i left n went to my aunts house..u bet he came up with the money by the time i came home
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:20:59 AM): and thats becuz cherlys check bouced
xMetuZx (2:21:16 AM): god
xMetuZx (2:21:19 AM): white trash central
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:22:02 AM): yes i see that now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:22:28 AM): i gave trust if i take care of someone for so long at least he could of done it for a month and not steal to do it
xMetuZx (2:22:59 AM): yeah well when you get your money
xMetuZx (2:23:04 AM): we're not running out and getting a place lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:05 AM): but im glad thats over but i wish i was just turning 18 so i could start over
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:15 AM): im not planning on it lol
xMetuZx (2:23:20 AM): okay good lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:25 AM): lolol
xMetuZx (2:23:26 AM): maybe if I have a good job and I can pay for it
xMetuZx (2:23:33 AM): then we'll talk
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:34 AM): ill run out in get my own place haghaha
xMetuZx (2:23:38 AM): but I don't wanna use your money
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:48 AM): i know but if i can pay for half u bet im gonna
xMetuZx (2:23:49 AM): I'd preferrably do it all myself lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:58 AM): but see i dont like that idea
xMetuZx (2:24:07 AM): yeah I know
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:24:09 AM): lillian says she knows what ur doing
xMetuZx (2:24:13 AM): lol...
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:24:20 AM): ur making a steak with her monkey
xMetuZx (2:24:31 AM): I don't know what she's doing but I know what she should be doing!!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:24:38 AM): lololol
xMetuZx (2:24:48 AM): alright baby, imma hit the ol' hay
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:24:53 AM): shes= says shes reading what ur writing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:24:56 AM): me to
xMetuZx (2:25:04 AM): here we go again chatting all night
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:25:04 AM): very tired
xMetuZx (2:25:04 AM): lol
xMetuZx (2:25:13 AM): 2 months
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:25:16 AM): n lillian is sitting infront of the moniter
xMetuZx (2:25:20 AM): and we still can just talk each others ears off
xMetuZx (2:25:21 AM): :P
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:25:24 AM): telling me the letters
xMetuZx (2:25:31 AM): haha oh boy
xMetuZx (2:25:38 AM): well i love you baby, sorry about making you cry tonight
xMetuZx (2:25:44 AM): that wasn't my intentions
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:25:54 AM): u didnt do that and u think that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:26:15 AM): me being very sry is what did that cuz i didnt mean for that to happen
xMetuZx (2:26:25 AM): well I was kindabeing
xMetuZx (2:26:26 AM): an ass to you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:26:38 AM): but that was my fault
xMetuZx (2:26:43 AM): I don't like seeing you hurt
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:26:54 AM): it hurt me more knowing u were mad at me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:27:44 AM): and that wasnt my intentions for you to be mad at me..n if u starting yelling at me i dont know what i would of done..i would of looked convused like o my god why is this happening
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:27:54 AM): i dont like seeing u hurt
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:28:03 AM): either thats y it hurt me
xMetuZx (2:28:14 AM): I did all I could not to yell
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:28:29 AM): thank u but it would of been ok if u did
xMetuZx (2:28:32 AM): cause I was so frustrated
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:28:35 AM): i deserved it
xMetuZx (2:28:37 AM): naw
xMetuZx (2:28:45 AM): deserving doesn't meaqn
xMetuZx (2:28:48 AM): you should get it
xMetuZx (2:28:59 AM): Oh I did this this and this
xMetuZx (2:29:02 AM): so I deserve this
xMetuZx (2:29:02 AM): no
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:29:03 AM): lillian knows we were arguing n shes pertending shes me n u and it dont sound like me n u
xMetuZx (2:29:04 AM): not with me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:29:07 AM): and i hate it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:29:46 AM): well if i did it then i derseve it duhh like if u brake something and u lie then u deserve to be pushinished
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:30:05 AM): yeah like shes the voice of me n u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:30:14 AM): well on ur side it dont sound like u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:30:20 AM): it sounds like someone else
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:30:25 AM): and i dont like it
xMetuZx (2:31:04 AM): like who?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:31:19 AM): like she said nicole get out here we need to talk ..no we dont u like screaming at me making me cry u go jump off a bridge..nicole i mean if u dont im gonna do something u wont like at all
xMetuZx (2:31:42 AM): she is saying all of this?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:31:48 AM): yes
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:31:57 AM): she says thats what were writing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:32:17 AM): shes sitting right here talking like that im very surprised she left out the swear words
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:32:22 AM): eating a donut
xMetuZx (2:32:30 AM): damn
xMetuZx (2:32:35 AM): I tried to keep it away from her
xMetuZx (2:32:39 AM): Just like Matt
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:32:43 AM): i think when she thinks of fighting she thinks if me n him
xMetuZx (2:32:45 AM): HE kept getting in the way like
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:32:47 AM): lol
xMetuZx (2:32:48 AM): I'm like it's not a game
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:32:52 AM): no she understands
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:33:33 AM): cuz i was crying b4 u got there b4 i went to sleep n shes like whats wrong mommy is todd yelling at you im like noooooooooooooooooooooo shes like im gonna tell him to stop making u cry
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:33:50 AM): i tryed to explain to her thats not y i was crying but she dont really understand
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:33:56 AM): cuz thats what she was around
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:34:06 AM): but the more shes not around it shell let it go
xMetuZx (2:34:25 AM): yeah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:34:37 AM): he thought u were orolly kidding cuz your never in a bad mood
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:35:25 AM): well im gonna go to bed
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:35:30 AM): lillian is bugging me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:35:38 AM): reading stuff thats there
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:35:46 AM): now shes saying ur making her food
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:36:06 AM): and tht picture in the background is me n u kissing lol
xMetuZx (2:36:07 AM): hahahaha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:36:16 AM): im like cool
xMetuZx (2:36:19 AM): awwww
xMetuZx (2:36:22 AM): I wondered lol
xMetuZx (2:36:27 AM): Alright baby, you get some sleep
xMetuZx (2:36:30 AM): I love you so much
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:36:32 AM): u 2
xMetuZx (2:36:35 AM): btw
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:36:36 AM): i love much more
xMetuZx (2:36:45 AM): I'm rank 35!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:36:53 AM): is that bad?
xMetuZx (2:36:56 AM): nope
xMetuZx (2:36:59 AM): I'm catching up
xMetuZx (2:37:00 AM): :P
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:04 AM): good good
xMetuZx (2:37:07 AM): 35 out of 543
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:16 AM): all this time for nothing would be dumb
xMetuZx (2:37:17 AM): I'm a high guy
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:23 AM): thats really good then
xMetuZx (2:37:26 AM): well this is the holiyday thing
xMetuZx (2:37:29 AM): the orignal game is over
xMetuZx (2:37:33 AM): This is just for the holidays
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:37 AM): well im gonna go b4 my mom comes home n talks my ear off
xMetuZx (2:37:41 AM): hahaha
xMetuZx (2:37:45 AM): alright baby
xMetuZx (2:37:47 AM): I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:51 AM): oo yeah well u can start over then n be higher
xMetuZx (2:37:54 AM): And dreams of you I will have tonight
xMetuZx (2:37:54 AM): ;-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:56 AM): i love you to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:38:03 AM): thank you for being pateint
xMetuZx (2:38:09 AM): that's my job
xMetuZx (2:38:09 AM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:38:17 AM): well thank you very much
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:38:25 AM): but i promise it will stop
xMetuZx (2:38:32 AM): good that's all I ask
xMetuZx (2:38:41 AM): I love you sooooooo much, goodnight, sweet dreams!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:38:43 AM): but good night sweet dreams n if u play a game kick theirs asses
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:38:51 AM): i love you to
well im gona go lay down..i love todd..wholeheartly forever..
xMetuZx (10:09:43 PM): I love you.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:10:25 PM): i love you to
xMetuZx (10:10:37 PM): Gaymien say anything to you yet? lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:10:59 PM): nope lol
xMetuZx (10:11:01 PM): People are still IMing me about UO.. I havn't played the game in forever
xMetuZx (10:11:05 PM): And people still iming me about it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:11:07 PM): he looked in my profile
xMetuZx (10:11:08 PM): lordy lord lol
xMetuZx (10:11:14 PM): Oh haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:11:16 PM): lolol
xMetuZx (10:11:17 PM): Good, fuck him
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:11:30 PM): no did that look what happened lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:11:41 PM): i dont care im done fighting with him
xMetuZx (10:11:48 PM): I didn't mean literally, that's just not something you say to your boyfriend
xMetuZx (10:11:57 PM): Just the thought of his discusting ugly ass touching you
xMetuZx (10:12:00 PM): makes me sick lol
xMetuZx (10:12:09 PM): I try not to think about that
xMetuZx (10:12:13 PM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:12:29 PM): haha geeze
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:12:36 PM): it was a joke u know lol
xMetuZx (10:12:44 PM): I know baby, lol
xMetuZx (10:12:51 PM): But I'm still saying, the thought of him touching you
xMetuZx (10:12:53 PM): makes me sick lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:13:04 PM): lol how the hell u think i feel
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:13:13 PM): someone so heartless had a chld with me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:13:23 PM): im not heartless so geeze im retarded
xMetuZx (10:13:25 PM): lol.. You LET him touch you, if you listened to everyone including me, you wouldn't of had that problem :-)
xMetuZx (10:13:52 PM): But people are dumb, we all make mistakes
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:14:38 PM): yeah
xMetuZx (10:14:56 PM): I've made mistakes, not quite as big as that but hey, you live, you learn
xMetuZx (10:15:01 PM): I still love ya :-)
xMetuZx (10:16:26 PM): You're replying slow
xMetuZx (10:16:28 PM): what's up?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:16:39 PM): nothing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:16:44 PM): im talking to a girl
xMetuZx (10:16:53 PM): I knew it! Lesbian! :P
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:16:53 PM): that i meant in a chatroom
xMetuZx (10:16:55 PM): haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:16:55 PM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:17:04 PM): about guys not girls lol
xMetuZx (10:17:09 PM): Everything okay? lol
xMetuZx (10:17:20 PM): You got anything to say to me that you couldn't say in person? :P
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:17:21 PM): yeah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:17:29 PM): im thinking
xMetuZx (10:17:35 PM): lol...
xMetuZx (10:18:38 PM): You know
xMetuZx (10:18:39 PM): WE STILL
xMetuZx (10:18:42 PM): have no pictures together
xMetuZx (10:18:43 PM): haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:18:47 PM): i know lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:18:50 PM): ur fault lol
xMetuZx (10:18:53 PM): Nu uh
xMetuZx (10:18:58 PM): I got your batteries and everything
xMetuZx (10:18:59 PM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:19:02 PM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:19:11 PM): iv had my camera in my purse since thenm
xMetuZx (10:19:19 PM): And you've never once brought it up
xMetuZx (10:19:20 PM): !
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:19:55 PM): i alwys bring it up
xMetuZx (10:20:04 PM): no you don't!
xMetuZx (10:20:06 PM): name 1 trime
xMetuZx (10:20:07 PM): time*
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:20:15 PM): umm a few days ago
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:20:19 PM): the batterie day
xMetuZx (10:20:51 PM): yeah I bought the batteries
xMetuZx (10:20:59 PM): and that was it, you mentioned the pictures
xMetuZx (10:21:02 PM): BEFORE I got the batteries
xMetuZx (10:21:03 PM): ;-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:21:48 PM): and after
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:21:53 PM): like twice
xMetuZx (10:22:17 PM): I don't remember
xMetuZx (10:22:18 PM): lol
xMetuZx (10:22:23 PM): I think you're making it up
xMetuZx (10:22:24 PM): ;P
xMetuZx (10:22:36 PM): How is Lillian and Matt err Steven doing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:23:36 PM): their reading to each other
xMetuZx (10:23:41 PM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:23:55 PM): were watcging a movie but noe sitting at the main menu cuz the movie was over
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:24:01 PM): n we ate some ice cream
xMetuZx (10:24:55 PM): lol fun fun
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:25:13 PM): yep
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:25:18 PM): what r udoing?
xMetuZx (10:25:56 PM): My friend is registering
xMetuZx (10:25:57 PM): metuz.com
xMetuZx (10:25:59 PM): for me
xMetuZx (10:26:05 PM): So I am going to have my own webpage.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:26:09 PM): cool
xMetuZx (10:26:13 PM): I have to do all the HTML and shit
xMetuZx (10:26:15 PM): Myself, but yeah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:28:43 PM): lolol
xMetuZx (10:29:25 PM): :P
xMetuZx (10:29:28 PM): I'll make you do some of it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:30:16 PM): noooo
xMetuZx (10:31:24 PM): lol oh yeah
xMetuZx (10:40:31 PM): my god
xMetuZx (10:40:36 PM): I think madprofile just went down
xMetuZx (10:40:41 PM): I went to sign your gb
xMetuZx (10:40:48 PM): god damnit
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:40:50 PM): lol its been doing that
xMetuZx (10:40:53 PM): I had it all typed and everything
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:40:55 PM): but it will be back
xMetuZx (10:41:56 PM): Blah I Wrote a lot too
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:42:04 PM): hehe
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:43:55 PM): my brother is watching old school
xMetuZx (10:44:02 PM): lmao
xMetuZx (10:44:06 PM): Man it didn't save
xMetuZx (10:44:09 PM): Korean ass profile
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:44:15 PM): the deep throat part my brothwer is like this is my favorite part lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:44:19 PM): im like ur siuck
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:44:27 PM): haha
xMetuZx (10:47:58 PM): There, I signed it again
xMetuZx (10:48:00 PM): hahahah
xMetuZx (10:53:27 PM): you don't like it? :-(
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:53:36 PM): like what?
xMetuZx (10:53:41 PM): I signed your guestbook
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:53:47 PM): oo i never looked
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:56:08 PM): r u sure about all that???
xMetuZx (10:56:16 PM): Yes
xMetuZx (10:56:19 PM): I wouldn't of said it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:56:24 PM): ok
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:56:29 PM): i love you to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:56:36 PM): and i hope the same
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:56:43 PM): and never let go hopefully
xMetuZx (10:57:31 PM): Oh I won't I can promise you that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:57:33 PM): that expression was gay
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (10:57:41 PM): so im trying to find a new one
xMetuZx (10:58:27 PM): Me and Sean are doing some long awaited bonding
xMetuZx (10:58:28 PM): lol
xMetuZx (10:58:32 PM): Going to play some ps1
xMetuZx (10:58:37 PM): Oh yeah
xMetuZx (10:59:19 PM): he's calling Kristin
xMetuZx (10:59:23 PM): and telling her he's going to bed
xMetuZx (10:59:24 PM): haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:20 PM): well ok here this goes b4 i go any further please dont get mad please dont..i know u say everytime u leave i think something n no i dont not everytime just when im by myself..it started yerterday when we went over sarahs then u found out she was pregnant its like uv been down in dumps and im sry but i cant be there for u on that part while im ur girlfriend..so if u want to talk about ur feelings on that part and if ur depressed and her n jeremy n her being pregant please tell me so im so sry but ill give u some space...PLEASE DONT BE MAD..but i cant go on with u knowing ur mad at urself cuz u didnt beg her back or whatever..and i went in chat rooms to explain my feelings and everyone said if u feel this way give him space so im asking ur advive now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:26 PM): im gonna go take a bath
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:28 PM): lolol bonding
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:31 PM): good bonding
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:39 PM): wow hes lying to her hahaha that a first
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:40 PM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:43 PM): i well i love u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (11:01:47 PM): talk to u in a bit
xMetuZx (11:02:13 PM): no I'm not in the dumps
xMetuZx (11:02:16 PM): about that lol
xMetuZx (11:02:21 PM): I don't even fucking care about her Nicole lol
xMetuZx (11:02:29 PM): You care more about her than I do
xMetuZx (11:02:36 PM): I was in the dumps this morning cause I didn't know what to think of
xMetuZx (11:02:39 PM): what your mom said to me
xMetuZx (11:03:01 PM): I don't even think about Sarah lol
xMetuZx (11:03:04 PM): You do
xMetuZx (11:03:08 PM): I find it kinda funny though
xMetuZx (11:03:09 PM): lol
xMetuZx (11:04:00 PM): But you're going to think what you want
xMetuZx (11:04:09 PM): I keep telling you the same thing
xMetuZx (11:04:15 PM): I don't even bring her up anymore
xMetuZx (11:05:25 PM): I love you Nicole, I'm going to go play a game
xMetuZx (11:05:32 PM): Call me later in like an hour or so
xMetuZx (11:05:34 PM): love ya
xMetuZx (11:05:39 PM): have fun showering or bathing
xMetuZx (11:05:40 PM): ol
then i was about to cry cuz i felt like he was just lying
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (12:03:09 AM): u say u dont care but like ur facial expression changes when u say her name like geeze boy...it makes me even feel bad cuz i feel like calling her and be like girl this man over here still cares about u and u did that to him..and i dont care about her i care about ur feelings..n my mom i mean i know where your coming from n me n my mom just talked about it and she thinks im stopping u from having a life..n i believe that of some what cuz what would todd be doing if nicole wasnt around like im stopping u from something...actually she loves u to DEATH...dont get mad but she even picked out a christmas present from her not me..and u know its not funny ..y do u keep telling urself that..u can tell by the way u talk about it like u want o say god shes so dumb or what if i did that or did this would she be pregnant by my child or be walking down the isle with me..i know i dont anything but the way u say the stuff brings me down..and the only reason u dont bring her up is cuz i said something about it..im gonna go watch tv n prolly lay down..i dont feel like cleaning my room..but my mom LOVES YOU TO DEATH AND SHE ADORES YOU and shes never told me that ever about my boyfriend yeah she likes them but not adores them...and maybe if u guys r playing abe u guys get past that part lololol...i hate that part...i love you..n my brother is listening to rap
Auto-response from xMetuZx (12:03:10 AM): No matter how many times I say it, it'll never be enough. There's no action possible that can show her my true love. I'm so inlove with her, she's the only thing that's on my mind. I love you Nicole, always and forever, you're the most gorgeous thing on this earth and I'm so lucky that that I got you.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (12:03:18 AM): kk talk to u later love you
xMetuZx (12:17:45 AM): Omfg Nicole, I love you to death, but if this Sarah shit doesn't stop
Auto-response from PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (12:17:45 AM): Todd I Love You..Im Sry..I Do Love You With All My Heart..But Dont Break It..In Lying Is Doing That So Please Dont..Thank You..But I Do Love You...
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Nicole
xMetuZx (12:17:49 AM): Im not going to be able to talk to you
xMetuZx (12:17:53 AM): I don't fucking care about her
xMetuZx (12:17:55 AM): I don't like her
xMetuZx (12:18:03 AM): And it's pissing me off
xMetuZx (12:18:06 AM): I blew the shit off earlier
xMetuZx (12:18:23 AM): IF IT WAS TRUE I wouldn't care but you're fucking like playing like a life out that I don't want for me
xMetuZx (12:18:34 AM): IF I WANTED HER I WOULD STILL BE LOOKING FOR HER
xMetuZx (12:18:48 AM): No one does what she did to me and I just go back to them
xMetuZx (12:18:54 AM): I'm sick of having this convo with yoiu
xMetuZx (12:19:06 AM): "the way I look when I say her name" Discust?
xMetuZx (12:19:16 AM): earlier, I lew it off
xMetuZx (12:19:18 AM): blew*
xMetuZx (12:19:25 AM): I'm sick of always giving you 110%
xMetuZx (12:19:28 AM): And you mentioning her name
xMetuZx (12:19:33 AM): cause YOU think
xMetuZx (12:19:36 AM): I still like her
xMetuZx (12:19:38 AM): Well I DONT
xMetuZx (12:19:41 AM): SO FUCKING STOP
xMetuZx (12:19:43 AM): BEFORE I GO INSANE
xMetuZx (12:22:40 AM): And another thing, I don't lie, I never lie, I have no reason to lie
xMetuZx (12:22:48 AM): You fucking know that deep downinside you know that
xMetuZx (12:23:01 AM): I'm getting really irrretated
xMetuZx (12:23:15 AM): I've talked to my mom and brother about it and they both just say you're scared
xMetuZx (12:23:23 AM): You can be scared, just don't bring her fucking name up
xMetuZx (12:23:28 AM): I don't wanna hear her name
xMetuZx (12:23:52 AM): That's why I stopped going around Roger and all of them, fuck her, fuck everything she does, I don't fucking care, I DONT SPEND EVERY FUCKING MINUTE THINKING ABOUT HER
xMetuZx (12:23:54 AM): I THINK ABOUT YOU
xMetuZx (12:24:02 AM): I DONT SPEND EVERY FUCKING DAY WITH HER
xMetuZx (12:24:17 AM): But if you honestly think I'm going to do that shit Nicole
xMetuZx (12:24:20 AM): Break up with me
xMetuZx (12:24:24 AM): cause if you can't trust me
xMetuZx (12:24:27 AM): We have no relationship
xMetuZx (12:24:33 AM): I trust you with fucking EVERYTHING
xMetuZx (12:24:39 AM): And everytime I ask you to trust me
xMetuZx (12:24:43 AM): It's some bullshit
xMetuZx (12:24:47 AM): we've all been fucked over
xMetuZx (12:24:55 AM): But I am not going to take someone else fucking me over
xMetuZx (12:24:57 AM): and put that on you
xMetuZx (12:25:01 AM): You havn't fucked me over
xMetuZx (12:25:08 AM): so I am not going to treat you like you did
xMetuZx (12:25:17 AM): I'm not going to not trust you, untill you give me a solid reason
xMetuZx (12:25:27 AM): you thinking I still like some girl that I can give 2 shits about
xMetuZx (12:25:30 AM): is getting fucking old
xMetuZx (12:25:32 AM): I'm sick of it
xMetuZx (12:25:36 AM): gives me a fucking headache
xMetuZx (12:25:48 AM): Everytime I leave your house, I got to hear her fucking name
xMetuZx (12:25:59 AM): that's why I stay over your house so much, cause I don't wanna hear this shit
xMetuZx (12:26:08 AM): Shit that I AM NOT EVEN DOING
xMetuZx (12:26:15 AM): I'm getting fucking accused and shit for NOTHING
xMetuZx (12:26:27 AM): I don't know what you want from me Nicole
xMetuZx (12:26:31 AM): But I'm giving you all I can
xMetuZx (12:26:37 AM): And if you still can't trust me
xMetuZx (12:26:40 AM): we have a serious problem
xMetuZx (12:26:47 AM): Because I love you with all of my fucking heart
xMetuZx (12:26:55 AM): And I trust you with everything I have
xMetuZx (12:27:00 AM): Everything I say to you
xMetuZx (12:27:05 AM): goes in the left ear
xMetuZx (12:27:07 AM): and right out the other
xMetuZx (12:27:10 AM): all you hear is
xMetuZx (12:27:11 AM): SARAH
xMetuZx (12:27:16 AM): Get the fuck over her
xMetuZx (12:27:17 AM): God
he came over we talked i cryed bla bla i love him so much more more then i can explain..
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:30:31 AM): hey baby
Auto-response from xMetuZx (1:30:32 AM): No matter how many times I say it, it'll never be enough. There's no action possible that can show her my true love. I'm so inlove with her, she's the only thing that's on my mind. I love you Nicole, always and forever, you're the most gorgeous thing on this earth and I'm so lucky that that I got you.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:30:40 AM): i had to get lillian ready for bed
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:30:52 AM): but shesready now so im gonna go to bed now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:31:05 AM): if u want call me when u get home so i know ur ok
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:31:47 AM): i really believe you when u say ur not going anywhere
xMetuZx (1:31:47 AM): im here
xMetuZx (1:31:49 AM): just got here
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:31:58 AM): coming over really showed me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:31:59 AM): ok
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:32:00 AM): good
xMetuZx (1:32:09 AM): good I'm glad, I love you so much baby
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:32:12 AM): i was staying up to make sure u got home
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:32:17 AM): i love you to
xMetuZx (1:32:21 AM): And I really would give anything and everything for you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:33:04 AM): i would do anything for you and thats what i was scared abiut cuz i feel like if i give my all then youll take that for granted
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:33:26 AM): but if u do then ill just bring a knife everywhere i go
xMetuZx (1:33:55 AM): haha the knife is mine!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:34:03 AM): lol i stole it
xMetuZx (1:34:05 AM): Usually people take what I give them for granted
xMetuZx (1:34:09 AM): but I keep sticking it out
xMetuZx (1:34:12 AM): and the one who doesn't
xMetuZx (1:34:19 AM): is the one who will hold my heart
xMetuZx (1:34:31 AM): To have a relationship you have to give it your all
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:34:34 AM): well i think thats what im mostly scared about
xMetuZx (1:34:38 AM): And I will give it my all
xMetuZx (1:35:13 AM): Seriously Nicole, I dunno how anyone could like
xMetuZx (1:35:17 AM): any other girl when they're inlove with you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:35:24 AM): and i feel like i gave it my all 100 times but iv only done it once and now 2 but the first time wasnt very good so im kinda making sure it dont happen again
xMetuZx (1:35:44 AM): I think you're the most perfect thing ever, no one has EVER
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:35:51 AM): so i feel like if i can kinda push you away n u dont leave then i wont have to try to push away no more
xMetuZx (1:35:51 AM): made me feel the way you make me feel
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:36:10 AM): im very glad of that and it makes me feel wonderful
xMetuZx (1:36:20 AM): I'm not going anywhere, but you pushing, makes it really hard on me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:36:20 AM): to know that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:36:30 AM): i know it does and im sry very sry
xMetuZx (1:36:34 AM): I've let you push a few times
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:36:37 AM): but i wont no more
xMetuZx (1:36:39 AM): tonight just was kinda woah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:37:01 AM): u coming over here unsuspected was like woahh
xMetuZx (1:37:06 AM): I believe everything that you're saying Nicole
xMetuZx (1:37:10 AM): never have I once doubted you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:37:13 AM): like he could of waited till i got omnline or tomorrow
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:37:25 AM): im happy for that and im grateful
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:37:31 AM): but thats only been my doubt
xMetuZx (1:37:53 AM): And it took me coming over, yelling online, and saying it in 20 different languages
xMetuZx (1:37:57 AM): to get it through :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:38:12 AM): but as iv been telling myself since you left..if he didnt care y did he come all the way over here for
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:38:30 AM): and if i get my heart broken then its my own damn fault
xMetuZx (1:38:33 AM): All I do is care
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:38:38 AM): but he wont do that nicole
xMetuZx (1:38:46 AM): You gotta stop worrying
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:38:53 AM): iv stopped now
xMetuZx (1:38:56 AM): That's not even an option to me
xMetuZx (1:39:04 AM): That's good baby, I love to hear that
xMetuZx (1:39:13 AM): Leaving you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:39:13 AM): honmestly i dont know y it took that to do it but it did and i feel very stupid cuz it took that
xMetuZx (1:39:15 AM): would be like
xMetuZx (1:39:23 AM): Swearing to never breath air again
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:39:35 AM): :'(
xMetuZx (1:39:45 AM): Through all of this
xMetuZx (1:39:50 AM): I still do not love you one bit less
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:39:55 AM): im glad
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:39:59 AM): well guess what
xMetuZx (1:40:05 AM): what?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:40:25 AM): I LOVE YOU MORE NOW AND I DIDNT REALLY THINK THATY WAS POSSIBLE
xMetuZx (1:40:41 AM): :'(:'(:'(
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:40:51 AM): dont cry dry ur eye
xMetuZx (1:40:51 AM): I love you so much baby
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:40:56 AM): i love you to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:41:00 AM): and im very sry
xMetuZx (1:41:06 AM): It's alright baby
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:41:12 AM): not really
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:41:20 AM): but i am sry
xMetuZx (1:41:25 AM): No it is, like we talked about earlier
xMetuZx (1:41:28 AM): everyone makes mistakes
xMetuZx (1:41:36 AM): I'm sure I'll make some with us
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:41:40 AM): well damn how many is nicole gonna make?
xMetuZx (1:41:44 AM): just please try to be just as understanding as me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:41:49 AM): i will be
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:42:04 AM): ill prolly be more understanding and it will prolly bit me in the ass
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:42:24 AM): cuz im to understanding and sometimes its not good lol
xMetuZx (1:42:30 AM): yeah
xMetuZx (1:42:37 AM): I
xMetuZx (1:42:41 AM): ll pretty much listen you
xMetuZx (1:42:43 AM): to you*
xMetuZx (1:42:48 AM): If you odn'ty like something
xMetuZx (1:42:50 AM): I wont do it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:43:04 AM): well dont be like my slave
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:43:08 AM): cuz i dont like that
xMetuZx (1:43:12 AM): I'm not your slave lol
xMetuZx (1:43:18 AM): and I won't be, I'm my own person
xMetuZx (1:43:28 AM): But if something makes you feel icky
xMetuZx (1:43:33 AM): or you don't feel right about something
xMetuZx (1:43:38 AM): I'm not going to do it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:44:12 AM): dont cheat..dont do drugs.. dont have sex with anyone else..u have feeling for some1 else u tell me no matter if u know if u know it will hurt..cuz ill find out sooner or later n id rather hear it from ur mouth then someones elses......... u remember that k
xMetuZx (1:44:29 AM): Yup
xMetuZx (1:44:36 AM): I don't cheat, I hate drugs
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:44:42 AM): well thats good
xMetuZx (1:44:44 AM): How can I have sex with someone else
xMetuZx (1:44:48 AM): when you take all of it away?
xMetuZx (1:44:51 AM): And
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:44:55 AM): u still have the other things i said lol
xMetuZx (1:45:01 AM): I don't have feelings for other girls cause when I talk to other girls
xMetuZx (1:45:04 AM): it's only you I see
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:45:21 AM): lolol u can have sex when ever u wants guys have that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:45:59 AM): well eventually u might get sick of me and yes love me but not like u do now..so it might change
xMetuZx (1:46:03 AM): Yeah, and when I wanna have sex
xMetuZx (1:46:10 AM): I'll be with you
xMetuZx (1:46:11 AM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:46:19 AM): well ok that sounds good
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:46:27 AM): guess what tomorrow is?
xMetuZx (1:46:29 AM): Nicole, I'm not like other guys
xMetuZx (1:46:34 AM): I gotta keep telling you this lol
xMetuZx (1:46:39 AM): Our 2 month? or am I off?
xMetuZx (1:46:40 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:46:44 AM): lololol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:46:59 AM): damn u suck at this
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:47:04 AM): our 2 month
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:47:18 AM): but saturday was our eight week
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:47:28 AM): dont 8 weeks equal 2 months
xMetuZx (1:47:31 AM): yes
xMetuZx (1:47:53 AM): lol you know Nicole
xMetuZx (1:47:56 AM): I would of never known
xMetuZx (1:48:01 AM): that with any other girl
xMetuZx (1:48:06 AM): I would of been like whaT?
xMetuZx (1:48:07 AM): oh
xMetuZx (1:48:12 AM): I know a date!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:48:15 AM): but how come our 8th week passed but our 2 month annerverity is not until tomorrow
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:48:18 AM): thats odd
xMetuZx (1:48:21 AM): Moving on up!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:48:26 AM): im sure u did till u didnt get none lol
xMetuZx (1:48:29 AM): cause you lose a day
xMetuZx (1:48:31 AM): and gain a day
xMetuZx (1:48:43 AM): I've never once
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:48:45 AM): now im singing moving on up to the eastside
xMetuZx (1:48:46 AM): memorized a date
xMetuZx (1:48:54 AM): my ex's would get mad
xMetuZx (1:48:58 AM): cause I didn't know their birthdays
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:49:03 AM): lol and u prolly figured cuz u looked in mine or your info lol
xMetuZx (1:49:03 AM): so I'd put them as my wallapper
xMetuZx (1:49:09 AM): so I'd try to memorize them
xMetuZx (1:49:12 AM): no
xMetuZx (1:49:21 AM): I actually t hought that was coming up and I looked at the date
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:49:25 AM): haha how can u not remember their birthdays lol
xMetuZx (1:49:26 AM): and tommorow is the 23rd
xMetuZx (1:49:27 AM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:49:35 AM): wow good one
xMetuZx (1:49:38 AM): Because I told you Nicole, I don't really fall inlove
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:49:47 AM): guess what saturday is?
xMetuZx (1:49:47 AM): I'm new to this
xMetuZx (1:49:53 AM): christmas!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:49:58 AM): lolol
xMetuZx (1:50:03 AM): I only know that cause I asked my mom
xMetuZx (1:50:04 AM): earlier
xMetuZx (1:50:05 AM): haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:50:13 AM): the 2nd month of us first doing something
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:50:17 AM): lololol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:50:19 AM): i heard
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:50:25 AM): but yeah christmas to
xMetuZx (1:50:35 AM): I first touched you
xMetuZx (1:50:37 AM): the 22nd
xMetuZx (1:50:38 AM): ;-)
xMetuZx (1:50:45 AM): So today
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:50:58 AM): let me see
xMetuZx (1:51:08 AM): We weren't going out remember
xMetuZx (1:51:13 AM): it was the day before we were going out
xMetuZx (1:51:18 AM): It was on my bed
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:51:31 AM): i let u touch me b4 we started offically going out
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:51:58 AM): ooo i dont remember that cuz i dont do that haha
xMetuZx (1:52:04 AM): haaha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:52:31 AM): i guess it was cuz i felt ocward kinda becuz we werent seeing each other
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:52:43 AM): im like hey nicole what r u doing?
xMetuZx (1:52:48 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:52:55 AM): nicole dont do that
xMetuZx (1:53:01 AM): Well I had intentions of asking you out, I just never got around to it
xMetuZx (1:53:06 AM): After that first time we hung out
xMetuZx (1:53:13 AM): I was like woah
xMetuZx (1:53:18 AM): but I was kinda worried
xMetuZx (1:53:22 AM): about the whole damien thing
xMetuZx (1:53:30 AM): Like when we were "talking"
xMetuZx (1:53:34 AM): And you wanted me to come over
xMetuZx (1:53:49 AM): I didn't wanna really be in the way if you wanted to go back with Damien
xMetuZx (1:53:57 AM): cause 7 years and a kid
xMetuZx (1:54:00 AM): is a lot
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:54:02 AM): no i wouldnt of asked u to come over if i didnt think me n him were over
xMetuZx (1:54:13 AM): I really didn't wanna be the mistake
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:54:17 AM): but honestly u were about 65% y i left
xMetuZx (1:54:17 AM): or the revenge
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:54:21 AM): oo no
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:54:47 AM): i do that well i did and that was stupid only cuz i still loved damien but after the love stops there is no revenge
xMetuZx (1:55:12 AM): yeah
xMetuZx (1:55:16 AM): but I didn't know
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:55:28 AM): lillian is like where the control remote im like i dont know
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:55:42 AM): didnt know what? about the revenge thing
xMetuZx (1:55:50 AM): if you still loved him
xMetuZx (1:55:51 AM): or what
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:55:53 AM): nope
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:56:04 AM): lost that b4 i actually left
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:56:12 AM): i actually stayed becuz of lillian
xMetuZx (1:56:23 AM): ever have any regrets?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:56:31 AM): about him?????
xMetuZx (1:56:33 AM): like wish you would of stayed
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:56:37 AM): ooo noooooooooo
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:56:44 AM): it would be so bad now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:57:16 AM): he prolly would of beat the shit out of me and i was actually thinking about druging him n beating him in his sleep
xMetuZx (1:57:26 AM): wow
xMetuZx (1:57:36 AM): He needs anger managementr
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:57:42 AM): i think oo god nicole dont think like that..but that baby meant something to me and i blame that on him
xMetuZx (1:57:43 AM): I've only hit 1 girl my entire life
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:57:51 AM): who??
xMetuZx (1:57:52 AM): and that was Kassi, I smacked her in the face cause she told me to my face
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:57:53 AM): y?///
xMetuZx (1:57:57 AM): she was going to go fuck Shane Meggason
xMetuZx (1:58:00 AM): if I went home
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:58:06 AM): holy shit
xMetuZx (1:58:07 AM): I barley smacked her and walked away
xMetuZx (1:58:14 AM): I had to go home I was 14
xMetuZx (1:58:17 AM): my mom wanted me home
xMetuZx (1:58:21 AM): And she wanted me to stay
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:58:22 AM): geeze im sry but thats when a girl deseves it lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:58:35 AM): sry mommy always goes first
xMetuZx (1:58:42 AM): I was like
xMetuZx (1:58:49 AM): that's what your mom should of did to you along time ago
xMetuZx (1:58:51 AM): and walked home
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:58:56 AM): geeze
xMetuZx (1:59:03 AM): And untill this day
xMetuZx (1:59:07 AM): I think of myself as a bad person
xMetuZx (1:59:09 AM): for doing it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:59:15 AM): u guys were already talking about fucking other people
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:59:21 AM): ggeze nice relationship
xMetuZx (1:59:26 AM): Yeah that was the
xMetuZx (1:59:29 AM): end
xMetuZx (1:59:30 AM): of it
xMetuZx (1:59:34 AM): we stayed together another month
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (1:59:37 AM): it was wrong but that was wrong for her to say to
xMetuZx (1:59:37 AM): and it was over
xMetuZx (1:59:53 AM): I couldn't even talk to her half the time
xMetuZx (1:59:56 AM): I'd give the Phone to Wally
xMetuZx (2:00:00 AM): cause she'd piss me off so bad
xMetuZx (2:00:07 AM): Thus why Wally and KAssi got together
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:00:17 AM): cuz they alwys talked
xMetuZx (2:00:19 AM): But me being the idiot
xMetuZx (2:00:26 AM): I thought she'd change
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:00:38 AM): see if u never gave wally the phone that would of never happened
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:00:51 AM): u guys might of lasted
xMetuZx (2:00:53 AM): Well I would of broke up with her
xMetuZx (2:00:59 AM): I broke up with her
xMetuZx (2:01:01 AM): She begged me
xMetuZx (2:01:06 AM): I came home and she was in my room
xMetuZx (2:01:09 AM): I had to throw a shoe at her
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:01:10 AM): lol
xMetuZx (2:01:11 AM): to get her to leave
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:01:20 AM): geeze girls just dont get it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:01:27 AM): u tell me to leave u bet ur ass im out
xMetuZx (2:01:34 AM): Then she went out with Wally, I didn't care that she lived Wally
xMetuZx (2:01:38 AM): liked*
xMetuZx (2:01:41 AM): And if Wally liked her
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:01:42 AM): im only begging if something was my fault
xMetuZx (2:01:43 AM): That's cool too
xMetuZx (2:01:45 AM): But it's the fact that
xMetuZx (2:01:49 AM): Wally actually moved in on it
xMetuZx (2:01:51 AM): That hurt me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:02:00 AM): yeah he was supposed to be ur frienfd
xMetuZx (2:02:04 AM): my "best friend" hooking up with my ex
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:02:06 AM): thats how i look at donna
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:02:09 AM): but im over that
xMetuZx (2:02:20 AM): Me and you got Morals I'm afraid
xMetuZx (2:02:21 AM): lol
xMetuZx (2:02:28 AM): Morals don't get you very far in the real world
xMetuZx (2:02:30 AM): now'adays
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:02:43 AM): well christine was my best friend but me n donna hung out like 5 months straight
xMetuZx (2:03:04 AM): doesn't it suck, to notice who is still there for you
xMetuZx (2:03:11 AM): It's the one you push aside
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:03:13 AM): then the next thing i see her info say her n damien r together im like holy crap i just was with her today and she said nothing about him
xMetuZx (2:03:18 AM): because someone new and cool comes along
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:03:44 AM): yeah i didnt push christine away
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:03:49 AM): she hung out with us to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:03:54 AM): unless she had to work
xMetuZx (2:03:58 AM): yeah but I don't see her
xMetuZx (2:04:01 AM): liking Donna
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:04:02 AM): then me n donna would go up to big boys
xMetuZx (2:04:11 AM): Christine is really cool she is down to earth
xMetuZx (2:04:14 AM): She's a good friend
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:04:22 AM): cuz then christine was goiung threw some crap with a black older guy so i was alwys there for her
xMetuZx (2:04:25 AM): I've never met a girl with an actuall good friend
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:04:32 AM): i wouldnt leave her for nothing in the whole world
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:04:48 AM): shes been there threw everything for 6 years now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:14 AM): yeah shes actuall the only good friend i have lol one that is loyal and trys to help me out
xMetuZx (2:05:28 AM): I love Tara with all of my heart. I want to be the best thing that's ever happen to her, because she's the best thing to ever happen to me.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:29 AM): instead of trying to be the jelious type
xMetuZx (2:05:29 AM): awwww
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:39 AM): awwww
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:42 AM): how sweeet
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:46 AM): awwww
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:05:56 AM): that brings a tear to my eye
xMetuZx (2:06:02 AM): Jason is a good guy
xMetuZx (2:06:08 AM): he's the one I really wanna meet
xMetuZx (2:06:12 AM): i've known him forever online
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:06:16 AM): and no christine didnt like donna
xMetuZx (2:06:17 AM): we've talked on the phone everything
xMetuZx (2:06:22 AM): he's like my best online friend
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:06:27 AM): cuz donna and her guys were alwys around
xMetuZx (2:06:27 AM): he knows like everything about me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:06:39 AM): and seeing donna with a guy our age was kinda sicken
xMetuZx (2:06:46 AM): hahaha
xMetuZx (2:06:49 AM): I love guys
xMetuZx (2:06:51 AM): who do that
xMetuZx (2:06:55 AM): It's like you guys are fucking losers
xMetuZx (2:07:00 AM): Then I look at the girls
xMetuZx (2:07:03 AM): it's like do you not realize
xMetuZx (2:07:06 AM): he's a fucking loser
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:07:07 AM): and then after her n the guy brake up oo nicole do u like him ummm u just fucked him like 2 days ago..i dont row that boat lol
xMetuZx (2:07:09 AM): it's not cause you're hot
xMetuZx (2:07:15 AM): it's cause he can't get someone his own age
xMetuZx (2:07:19 AM): in 2 weeks
xMetuZx (2:07:23 AM): he won't even know your name
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:07:25 AM): y dont u go see him
xMetuZx (2:07:38 AM): he lives in
xMetuZx (2:07:40 AM): New Jersy
xMetuZx (2:07:50 AM): One day when I get the funds and vacation time
xMetuZx (2:07:52 AM): I will
xMetuZx (2:07:57 AM): I'm either working and rich with no time off
xMetuZx (2:08:00 AM): or not working and poor
xMetuZx (2:08:03 AM): with plenty time off
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:08:43 AM): so get money save it for a rainy day...bla bla someone telling you what to di whos a awsomely a big moron
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:08:53 AM): with money
xMetuZx (2:08:59 AM): hahahahaha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:09:04 AM): but if i really wanted to save it i could
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:09:42 AM): but when i actually thought when it was gone and i thought some1 was gonn take care of me then i blow it like a big newbie abe
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:09:59 AM): so i learned that
xMetuZx (2:10:07 AM): haha
xMetuZx (2:10:22 AM): Well baby I will do my best to take care of ya
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:11:22 AM): yeah me n my grandma were talking shes like next time u move in with someone and buy stuff dont buy it till 6 months later n then take a majic marker and put ur name n social surity number on it and the signature of ur yourfriend on it all over it..so when u guys want to split then u have prove its urs
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:11:37 AM): im like grandma ur supposed to pray that dont happen again
xMetuZx (2:11:42 AM): hahaha
xMetuZx (2:11:45 AM): well I can honestly say
xMetuZx (2:11:58 AM): if you buy something and we split up, which I hope we never will cause im not doing the spliting
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:11:59 AM): shes like how many times as god listen to u im like grandma think positive
xMetuZx (2:12:02 AM): you can have all of your stuff
xMetuZx (2:12:11 AM): i'll even help you laminate the receipts
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:12:13 AM): but i see i would split it
xMetuZx (2:12:19 AM): and give them to your mom personally lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:12:31 AM): i wouldnt take it all..if we bought it together that means its not all mine
xMetuZx (2:12:47 AM): yeah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:12:59 AM): when were together like that i say its ours not urs not mine
xMetuZx (2:13:08 AM): yeah
xMetuZx (2:13:10 AM): exactly
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:13:11 AM): so when we split it was ours not mine not urs
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:13:22 AM): well yeah not everyone thinks like that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:13:35 AM): they think u buy everything pay all bills..i get everything
xMetuZx (2:13:53 AM): lol well people in this world
xMetuZx (2:13:55 AM): are idiots
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:13:58 AM): yep
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:14:02 AM): what r u doing?
xMetuZx (2:14:14 AM): getting ready to sleep
xMetuZx (2:14:20 AM): man I'm thinking about how bad
xMetuZx (2:14:24 AM): Jackie could of fucked me over
xMetuZx (2:14:32 AM): I never changed anything in that apartment to my name
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:14:32 AM): glad she didnt
xMetuZx (2:14:34 AM): it was all her name
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:14:58 AM): yeah thats the part i regret so badly
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:15:17 AM): but its ok cuz then he can pay all the bills
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:15:30 AM): but the phone ws in mine but thats no big deal
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:15:38 AM): but my car on the other hand
xMetuZx (2:15:51 AM): I really dont see him living thre much longer
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:15:53 AM): it was a perfectly good car
xMetuZx (2:15:58 AM): unless his dad stays
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:16:06 AM): i dont either and if so with no electricity
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:16:12 AM): well free money
xMetuZx (2:16:31 AM): I don't see how they afford it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:16:33 AM): but if he wants any good girlfriend going over there he wont let him
xMetuZx (2:16:48 AM): part time pizza job
xMetuZx (2:16:52 AM): plus 1 - 2 days a week
xMetuZx (2:16:58 AM): plus a mommy who works 1 - 2 days a week
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:16:59 AM): well on monday he does 2 jobs each 120
xMetuZx (2:17:00 AM): then you add bills
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:17:05 AM): so 120 times 2
xMetuZx (2:17:08 AM): oh
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:17:16 AM): and on friday its 80
xMetuZx (2:17:19 AM): 240
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:17:40 AM): and they usually did 1-2 other odd jobs which was another 250
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:17:45 AM): or 240
xMetuZx (2:17:57 AM): ahh a lucky job
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:18:14 AM): all i know is at the end of the month he was making 1200 a month each
xMetuZx (2:18:29 AM): I miss my JC job
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:18:34 AM): im sry
xMetuZx (2:18:40 AM): I see 1200 a month
xMetuZx (2:18:41 AM): and I'm like
xMetuZx (2:18:44 AM): shit I made that in a week
xMetuZx (2:18:45 AM): haha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:18:51 AM): but by the end of the month the only thing that was getting paid was 480 a month
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:19:06 AM): and maybe 150 dollars of groceries
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:19:08 AM): from him
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:19:37 AM): but then i was getting pissed cuz the electric bill was 3 months behide came up to like 350
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:19:43 AM): which was horrible
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:20:01 AM): and she kept going to the bar speding money that wasnt hers
xMetuZx (2:20:12 AM): cute
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:20:43 AM): at the end of the montyh she had 60 bucks of hers n damiens money i was pissed so i left n went to my aunts house..u bet he came up with the money by the time i came home
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:20:59 AM): and thats becuz cherlys check bouced
xMetuZx (2:21:16 AM): god
xMetuZx (2:21:19 AM): white trash central
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:22:02 AM): yes i see that now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:22:28 AM): i gave trust if i take care of someone for so long at least he could of done it for a month and not steal to do it
xMetuZx (2:22:59 AM): yeah well when you get your money
xMetuZx (2:23:04 AM): we're not running out and getting a place lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:05 AM): but im glad thats over but i wish i was just turning 18 so i could start over
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:15 AM): im not planning on it lol
xMetuZx (2:23:20 AM): okay good lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:25 AM): lolol
xMetuZx (2:23:26 AM): maybe if I have a good job and I can pay for it
xMetuZx (2:23:33 AM): then we'll talk
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:34 AM): ill run out in get my own place haghaha
xMetuZx (2:23:38 AM): but I don't wanna use your money
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:48 AM): i know but if i can pay for half u bet im gonna
xMetuZx (2:23:49 AM): I'd preferrably do it all myself lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:23:58 AM): but see i dont like that idea
xMetuZx (2:24:07 AM): yeah I know
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:24:09 AM): lillian says she knows what ur doing
xMetuZx (2:24:13 AM): lol...
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:24:20 AM): ur making a steak with her monkey
xMetuZx (2:24:31 AM): I don't know what she's doing but I know what she should be doing!!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:24:38 AM): lololol
xMetuZx (2:24:48 AM): alright baby, imma hit the ol' hay
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:24:53 AM): shes= says shes reading what ur writing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:24:56 AM): me to
xMetuZx (2:25:04 AM): here we go again chatting all night
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:25:04 AM): very tired
xMetuZx (2:25:04 AM): lol
xMetuZx (2:25:13 AM): 2 months
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:25:16 AM): n lillian is sitting infront of the moniter
xMetuZx (2:25:20 AM): and we still can just talk each others ears off
xMetuZx (2:25:21 AM): :P
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:25:24 AM): telling me the letters
xMetuZx (2:25:31 AM): haha oh boy
xMetuZx (2:25:38 AM): well i love you baby, sorry about making you cry tonight
xMetuZx (2:25:44 AM): that wasn't my intentions
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:25:54 AM): u didnt do that and u think that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:26:15 AM): me being very sry is what did that cuz i didnt mean for that to happen
xMetuZx (2:26:25 AM): well I was kindabeing
xMetuZx (2:26:26 AM): an ass to you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:26:38 AM): but that was my fault
xMetuZx (2:26:43 AM): I don't like seeing you hurt
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:26:54 AM): it hurt me more knowing u were mad at me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:27:44 AM): and that wasnt my intentions for you to be mad at me..n if u starting yelling at me i dont know what i would of done..i would of looked convused like o my god why is this happening
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:27:54 AM): i dont like seeing u hurt
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:28:03 AM): either thats y it hurt me
xMetuZx (2:28:14 AM): I did all I could not to yell
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:28:29 AM): thank u but it would of been ok if u did
xMetuZx (2:28:32 AM): cause I was so frustrated
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:28:35 AM): i deserved it
xMetuZx (2:28:37 AM): naw
xMetuZx (2:28:45 AM): deserving doesn't meaqn
xMetuZx (2:28:48 AM): you should get it
xMetuZx (2:28:59 AM): Oh I did this this and this
xMetuZx (2:29:02 AM): so I deserve this
xMetuZx (2:29:02 AM): no
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:29:03 AM): lillian knows we were arguing n shes pertending shes me n u and it dont sound like me n u
xMetuZx (2:29:04 AM): not with me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:29:07 AM): and i hate it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:29:46 AM): well if i did it then i derseve it duhh like if u brake something and u lie then u deserve to be pushinished
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:30:05 AM): yeah like shes the voice of me n u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:30:14 AM): well on ur side it dont sound like u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:30:20 AM): it sounds like someone else
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:30:25 AM): and i dont like it
xMetuZx (2:31:04 AM): like who?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:31:19 AM): like she said nicole get out here we need to talk ..no we dont u like screaming at me making me cry u go jump off a bridge..nicole i mean if u dont im gonna do something u wont like at all
xMetuZx (2:31:42 AM): she is saying all of this?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:31:48 AM): yes
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:31:57 AM): she says thats what were writing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:32:17 AM): shes sitting right here talking like that im very surprised she left out the swear words
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:32:22 AM): eating a donut
xMetuZx (2:32:30 AM): damn
xMetuZx (2:32:35 AM): I tried to keep it away from her
xMetuZx (2:32:39 AM): Just like Matt
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:32:43 AM): i think when she thinks of fighting she thinks if me n him
xMetuZx (2:32:45 AM): HE kept getting in the way like
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:32:47 AM): lol
xMetuZx (2:32:48 AM): I'm like it's not a game
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:32:52 AM): no she understands
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:33:33 AM): cuz i was crying b4 u got there b4 i went to sleep n shes like whats wrong mommy is todd yelling at you im like noooooooooooooooooooooo shes like im gonna tell him to stop making u cry
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:33:50 AM): i tryed to explain to her thats not y i was crying but she dont really understand
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:33:56 AM): cuz thats what she was around
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:34:06 AM): but the more shes not around it shell let it go
xMetuZx (2:34:25 AM): yeah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:34:37 AM): he thought u were orolly kidding cuz your never in a bad mood
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:35:25 AM): well im gonna go to bed
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:35:30 AM): lillian is bugging me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:35:38 AM): reading stuff thats there
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:35:46 AM): now shes saying ur making her food
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:36:06 AM): and tht picture in the background is me n u kissing lol
xMetuZx (2:36:07 AM): hahahaha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:36:16 AM): im like cool
xMetuZx (2:36:19 AM): awwww
xMetuZx (2:36:22 AM): I wondered lol
xMetuZx (2:36:27 AM): Alright baby, you get some sleep
xMetuZx (2:36:30 AM): I love you so much
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:36:32 AM): u 2
xMetuZx (2:36:35 AM): btw
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:36:36 AM): i love much more
xMetuZx (2:36:45 AM): I'm rank 35!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:36:53 AM): is that bad?
xMetuZx (2:36:56 AM): nope
xMetuZx (2:36:59 AM): I'm catching up
xMetuZx (2:37:00 AM): :P
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:04 AM): good good
xMetuZx (2:37:07 AM): 35 out of 543
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:16 AM): all this time for nothing would be dumb
xMetuZx (2:37:17 AM): I'm a high guy
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:23 AM): thats really good then
xMetuZx (2:37:26 AM): well this is the holiyday thing
xMetuZx (2:37:29 AM): the orignal game is over
xMetuZx (2:37:33 AM): This is just for the holidays
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:37 AM): well im gonna go b4 my mom comes home n talks my ear off
xMetuZx (2:37:41 AM): hahaha
xMetuZx (2:37:45 AM): alright baby
xMetuZx (2:37:47 AM): I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:51 AM): oo yeah well u can start over then n be higher
xMetuZx (2:37:54 AM): And dreams of you I will have tonight
xMetuZx (2:37:54 AM): ;-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:37:56 AM): i love you to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:38:03 AM): thank you for being pateint
xMetuZx (2:38:09 AM): that's my job
xMetuZx (2:38:09 AM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:38:17 AM): well thank you very much
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:38:25 AM): but i promise it will stop
xMetuZx (2:38:32 AM): good that's all I ask
xMetuZx (2:38:41 AM): I love you sooooooo much, goodnight, sweet dreams!
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:38:43 AM): but good night sweet dreams n if u play a game kick theirs asses
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:38:51 AM): i love you to
well im gona go lay down..i love todd..wholeheartly forever..