hey
Hey i never went to sleep yet..but im gonna go lay down now..donna is supposed to be callin me back but not sure..me n todd talked about this ex girlfriend thing..
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:58:49 AM): when u get a second i want to talk to you about something..i was laying n bed and i couldnt sleep so i decided to get up n tell u..do u think were gonna last? r u over sarah? r u over any of ur xs? it wasnt bugging me but its starting to.. cuz it seems like u mentioned sarah alot n i didnt mind then its like geeze if u want to talk about her y dont u call her..and if u ever wanted to go back to her..u just tell me id rather u be with some1 u want to be with then not be with n..and im sry but i dont want to be with anyone whos gonna talk about all their xs and their sex lifes..thats one i have a hard time talking about is my old sex life..but i c u have no problem n u alwys mentioned them when were doing something or im naked and its like geeze..so thats y i start talking about damien but honestly i have to think of things to mention i dont even think about them moments..
Auto-response from xMetuZx (2:58:49 AM): Yeah, I'm sleeping, dreaming of the one perfect thing in my life, I love you so much baby.
-My Love-
I know sometimes I feel like I,
can't describe how I feel inside,
I want to say so much, but I get speechless.
So then I say something kinda dumb,
to make you laugh, then I become
mesmerized in your eyes, and I can't believe how lucky I am.
And I'd do anything to see your smile,
it's so beautiful, and everytime I see it,
I fall inlove with you again and again.
I LOVE YOU NICOLE!
Nicole Ashley Evans is my everything.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:59:32 AM): i do love you but just remember when u dont want to be with some1 dont be chicken n dont push me away cuz it seems like thats what ur trying to do by talking about what ur talking about ALL the time
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (3:00:01 AM): damn i looked and u had a ladies man away message now u have a sleeping one
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (3:01:23 AM): well i love you good night sweet dreams
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:05:02 AM): it looks lik everyones internet went out lol
Auto-response from xMetuZx (6:05:02 AM): Yeah, I'm sleeping, dreaming of the one perfect thing in my life, I love you so much baby.
-My Love-
I know sometimes I feel like I,
can't describe how I feel inside,
I want to say so much, but I get speechless.
So then I say something kinda dumb,
to make you laugh, then I become
mesmerized in your eyes, and I can't believe how lucky I am.
And I'd do anything to see your smile,
it's so beautiful, and everytime I see it,
I fall inlove with you again and again.
I LOVE YOU NICOLE!
Nicole Ashley Evans is my everything.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:05:18 AM): i went threw all my notes n i just got done lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:05:38 AM): and i found a whole bunch telling me to go out with u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:05:44 AM): i even have one from u lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:05:50 AM): here ill read it to u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:06:12 AM): Dear, Nicole
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:06:20 AM): look how u put the comma lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:06:34 AM): Dear, Nicole
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:06:45 AM): I think you are fine
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:06:53 AM): I Love You
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:07:07 AM): From: Your Boy Todd
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:07:20 AM): To: My Home Girl Nicole
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:07:42 AM): and when u folded it it said
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:07:51 AM): To:Nicole
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:07:56 AM): From:Todd
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:08:00 AM): xxxooo
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:08:05 AM): P.H.A.T
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:08:20 AM): Your Hot
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:08:24 AM): AHAHAHAHAHAH SO CUTE
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:08:51 AM): i used to lots of notes from u but i dont know where their from
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:09:16 AM): n i have notes saying that ur trying to read my notes so write small so todd cant c lol
xMetuZx (6:09:29 AM): hey
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:09:44 AM): oo ur awake
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:09:53 AM): i cant sleep
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:09:59 AM): so i just read all my notes
xMetuZx (6:10:02 AM): me neither I might be able
xMetuZx (6:10:03 AM): to now
xMetuZx (6:10:06 AM): I wrote you something
xMetuZx (6:10:07 AM): it's big
xMetuZx (6:10:07 AM): dc
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:09 AM): y arint sleeping?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:11 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:20 AM): y aint u sleeping ok
xMetuZx (6:10:32 AM): because i've been trying not to cry
xMetuZx wants to directly connect (6:10:40 AM).
xMetuZx is now directly connected (6:10:40 AM).
xMetuZx (6:10:43 AM): I am over her, I am over
everyone.
Yes, I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
I just have a lot of memories,
and I guess I share too much.
I'm sorry if I do, I don't mean it,
shit just pops up in my head and I say it.
I dunno why I really talk about Sarah much,
could it be she's been the only girl to
break my heart? Yes. But am I over her?
YES. When I say I love you, and no
one can take your place, I am 100% serious.
You're the nicest, sweetest girl I've ever met.
I may talk about her once and awhile, but I am
always talking about you,
and I'm ALWAYS thinking about you. I am soo
sorry if I made you feel out of place.
I will try to stop saying things that come off the
top of my head.
It's not that I think about things like that, it's just
like, "Oh this has happend"
or "Oh I have a story about this".. Everytime I do
in my life is somehow interesting.
Notice, I have a story for everything? But that's
no excuse, because, yeah I see what you're
saying and you're 100% right, I am wrong here,
and I will do my best to fix this, cause it's
not right. I love you so much, there's no a word
out there that can describe my love you.
You're the first thing I think of when I wake up,
and the last thing I think of when I go to sleep.
Only way you can make me happy is for you to be
with me. That's why I don't wanna go home, or
hang with my friends much, cause I'd rather spend
all my time with you. Tonight me and Kyle went
and got Taco bell, and the entire time all I did was
talked about you. That's all I ever
talk about to anyone. If I could, I'd give you the
world. If you needed my heart, I'd give you my
heart.
Nicole, I'd die for you. Everytime I look at you,
everytime I see you smile, I realize how lucky I
am
and I don't ever wanna lose you. You signed off at
4:46 AM, and I was going to leave this for you
to read in the morning. Mine and Kyle's game
with a little late, :-(, but I will still get up early.
I wish I could just hold you forever, and ever, and
never let go. You're everything I've ever wanted,
and more. My god Nicole, I love you sooo fucking
much, I am rambling, all I have are these
thoughts,
I could sit here and write all day about how much I
love you, you are my life.
If I didn't have you right now, I'd seriously be
back to where I was before. And I don't wanna go
back
down that road. I have kind of lost my place, and I
don't know what I'm saying anymore.
But all I know is how much I love you, and just the
thought of not being with you, makes my heart
stop
beating, and makes my stomache so upset, I
wanna vomit. I don't know what else to say, lol..
Kinda writing
you a book here, I wish you could only see, how
much you mean to me. I LOVE YOU NICOLE!
And I told you, everytime I really think of being
with Sarah, it makes me sick. Unfortunatly she
holds memories with me, recent ones.
I've never really dated someone so soon after.
And really, I am over her, it's just that the
memories
are right off the top of my head you know? Blah,
you won't see this till tommorow, hopefully you'll
wake up,
and put an away message up so I can send it to
you. Anything you want Nicole, I will do for you.
I kind of wish you would of talked to me about this
in person, and now I wanna cry cause I don't
wanna lose you.
When I read your messages I did almost cry, and
I don't cry Nicole. I love you Nicole, forever and
always
And you can believe me when I say that, cause
I've never been more sure of something in my life.
I'm going to sleep now, to dream about you,
hopefully tommorow we will get this all worked
out, and I hope I can get some sleep
I am tempted to call you... I just hope you're
alright. I LOVE YOU NICOLE! I AM SO
SORRY! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!
*kiss* *kiss* *kiss* *kiss* *kiss* *kiss*
Oh and another thing, I don't say the stuff to push
you away, I say it cause I guess in my retarded
mind,
I thought it'd make us closer, I don't know, I just
kinda want you to know everything about me.
Everything I've done. All of my experiences. I
dunno my mom always did say I shared too much.
I'm so comfortable around you I just don't know, I
don't look at you just as my girlfriend, or just as
the person I can't live without, I look at you as my
best friend too. And I think that's why.
But I am going to bed now, or going to try, you got
me a nervous wreck, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
NICOLE! YOU WILL NEVER KNOW
HOW MUCH I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!
Oh and sorry for no paragraphs :-( I wasn't even
thinking, this entire time I've been holding in tears
I LOVEEEEEEE
YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:44 AM): dont cry wtever
it is
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:46 AM): dont cry
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:54 AM): no reason to cry
xMetuZx (6:10:57 AM): read
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:11:03 AM): ok
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:11:08 AM): im gonna read
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:11:20 AM): but did u read
the note u wrote me in 7th grade
xMetuZx (6:11:25 AM): yes lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:12:45 AM): its ok when u say
stuff out the top of ur head but not during sex
that kinda makes me uncomforable and it didnt at
first but then a couple days ago it was getting to
me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:13:03 AM): but i like ur
stories
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:13:23 AM): u just say them
at the wrong moments if u know what i mean lol;-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:13:59 AM): but its good if u
hang out with ur friends
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:14:26 AM): but if u wanted i
could go to ur friends house with u that way u see
them nme..i like ur friends they seem cool
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:14:50 AM): but talking about
me is gonna get old if u keep doing it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:15:04 AM): ur making me cry
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:15:24 AM): i didnt even know
my name signed off
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:15:49 AM): but i read that
letter n i laughed and im like awww we didnt even
know what love was lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:16:03 AM): u dont have to
get up early
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:16:14 AM): i was gonna get
early for you for the job thing
xMetuZx (6:16:15 AM): I'm staying up all day
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:16:21 AM): im writing as im
reading
xMetuZx (6:16:39 AM): I just don't wanna lose you
Nicole
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:17:44 AM): i know u say
every time ur with sarah u want to vomit but that
could be so i dont know the truth which wouldnt
hurt me honestly cuz she was there way b4
me..but now i understand
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:17:58 AM): and im glad u
made memories with her
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:18:15 AM): as i said last
night dont regret them tho their part of u
xMetuZx (6:18:21 AM): It's times like these, that
remind me how quick something can go
xMetuZx (6:18:40 AM): And I wanna spend the rest
of my life with you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:19:01 AM): well i was gonna
talk to u in person but it takes a while ti sink into
my head
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:19:16 AM): and i think of
everything right b4 i go to bed when im by myself
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:19:42 AM): ur not gonna lose
me even if we did brake up i would stillbe here for
you no matter what
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:20:12 AM): ur not just my
man but my best friend it seems like cuz i act
stupid n retarded just like i would with some1 i
knew for years
xMetuZx (6:20:27 AM): yeah same here
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:21:27 AM): not to make u
angry but if i sat there n talked about me n
damiens sex life while doing it with you how would
u feel?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:21:43 AM): and at first it
didnt bother me but then all of a sudden it does
xMetuZx (6:21:58 AM): Yeah I realized that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:22:15 AM): and i can tell
when my feelings get stronger becuz i start getting
annoyed with hearing aboyt it
xMetuZx (6:22:35 AM): Trust me Nicole, I know I'm
wrong
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:22:44 AM): talking about ur
xs is completely good to me but not when ur inside
me or theres a moment between me n u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:22:57 AM): but ny other time
is completely fine
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:23:49 AM): but then when u
bring up sarah then i bring up damien on purpose
then i think should i of said that is it pissing him
off..but then i think apparently he dont care or
he wouldnt do it so i do do it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:24:21 AM): and todd i would
LOVE to know everything about you but not about
CRISCO HAHAAHAH
xMetuZx (6:24:31 AM): lmao
xMetuZx (6:24:46 AM): My life is an open book,
sometimes a little too open lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:24:48 AM): dont be a nervous
wreak
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:24:59 AM): dont cry
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:25:43 AM): and o my god
todd u didnt use paragraphs u should start all over
(NO NOT REALLY LOL) do u seeing me being a
english manager u dont have to be perfect
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:26:37 AM): ok im done
reading now im reading recent stuff that i was
writing and that u were writing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:26:43 AM): but ur not gonna
lose me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:27:01 AM): im sry todd but
it takes ALOT for me to just leave
xMetuZx (6:27:33 AM): I know, I'd hope something
like this wouldn't make you leave me, it's just
little things, and I don't like hurting you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:27:45 AM): if u told me to
leave yeah i would do it in a heartbeat but for me
to leave u it will take A WHOLE LOT MORE THEN
TALKING ABOUT UR X-GIRLFRIENDS
xMetuZx (6:27:45 AM): or making you feel
uncomfortable
xMetuZx (6:28:02 AM): I'm kinda emotional right
now
xMetuZx (6:28:06 AM): a lot of things going on in my
life
xMetuZx (6:28:19 AM): And everytime
xMetuZx (6:28:23 AM): I look at what I don't have
xMetuZx (6:28:29 AM): I see you
xMetuZx (6:28:33 AM): And realize
xMetuZx (6:28:35 AM): what I do have
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:29:05 AM): U DIDNT HURT
ME IT JUST ANNOYED ME
xMetuZx (6:29:34 AM): hurt annoyed, bugged,
pestered
xMetuZx (6:29:35 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:29:39 AM): but i told myself
one more thing said about his sex life while ors is
going on he better go in the bathroom n finish him
self off lol
xMetuZx (6:29:40 AM): I don't wanna do anything
bad to you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:29:58 AM): brb lillian crying
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:30:03 AM): im still reading
xMetuZx (6:30:08 AM): k
xMetuZx (6:31:18 AM): wow, I'm tired all of the
sudden
xMetuZx (6:31:25 AM): I get all of that off my chest
xMetuZx (6:31:30 AM): and I get tired
xMetuZx (6:31:31 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:31:56 AM): i know ur
emotional right now i can tell and its ok to cry
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:32:01 AM): ok just so u know
that
xMetuZx (6:32:03 AM): i'm so exhausted emtionally
sweetie you don't even now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:32:22 AM): but just to tell
u..ur mom n dad love you
xMetuZx (6:32:23 AM): but i'm really good
xMetuZx (6:32:28 AM): at putting on a happy face
xMetuZx (6:32:32 AM): so no one knows
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:32:35 AM): and if u want me
to do anything for you i will
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:33:04 AM): if u want if u
can get the money for ur ged class i will call
christine n get a hold of kyle n u guys can go take
that test
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:33:31 AM): just sleep
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:33:42 AM): when u get up
hopefully everythin will be ok
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:33:56 AM): maybe while ur
mom is getting ready for work u guys can talk
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:34:19 AM): but yeah putting
on happy faces so no one knows is what gets
depression
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:34:36 AM): i still do it i still
get a attacks
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:34:43 AM): im just good at
night showing it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:34:58 AM): but only when im
pissed or thinking of something that posses me off
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:35:14 AM): but u should go
to sleep now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:35:34 AM): i think it this job
thing thats bothering u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:35:39 AM): is that the
problem?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:35:51 AM): what r the other
problems?
xMetuZx (6:35:57 AM): yes, mostly just a job
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:35:59 AM): HAHA r u
sleeping?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:36:09 AM): well your get one
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:36:16 AM): you'll*
xMetuZx (6:36:30 AM): I feel like such a loser
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:36:33 AM): my mom said
something about a temp sevice
xMetuZx (6:36:46 AM): like I can't take you places,
and you deserve so much
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:36:53 AM): NO UR NOT
STOP TALKING LIKE THAT IT HAPPENS TO THE
BEST OF PEOPLE
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:03 AM): TODD LISTEN
TO ME
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:08 AM): I DONT CARE
ABOUT MONEY
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:14 AM): I DONT CARE
ABOUT GOING PLACES
xMetuZx (6:37:25 AM): and you ovbiously don't care
if you use caps
xMetuZx (6:37:26 AM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:28 AM): JUST WALKING
TO THE PARK IS SATISFING
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:32 AM): LOL
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:44 AM): THATS ME
EXPRESSING VERY LOUDLY SO U C IT LOL
xMetuZx (6:37:55 AM): oh I see it alright lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:59 AM): AHHAAH
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:38:02 AM): I KNOW
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:38:09 AM): and i was making
sure
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:38:35 AM): y did everyones
computer go out
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:38:53 AM): i dont know what
a temp sevice is but do u ?
xMetuZx (6:38:56 AM): not everyones here... my
buddy list went away
xMetuZx (6:38:59 AM): yes
xMetuZx (6:39:04 AM): Kelly Services, SPherion
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:39:07 AM): my mom told me
where it was at but i forgot
xMetuZx (6:39:11 AM): I went through Burns to get
my job at
xMetuZx (6:39:12 AM): ABX
xMetuZx (6:39:15 AM): (my midnight job)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:39:30 AM): ahh
xMetuZx (6:39:43 AM): I need my GED to go to
Kelly to get a good job
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:39:47 AM): do u want to try
thse temp places?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:39:57 AM): ok well i havave a
suggestion
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:40:02 AM): but its up to u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:40:28 AM): ill even print up a
practice ged class 4 u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:40:35 AM): test not class
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:40:58 AM): and imnot
excellent at math but im not horrible
xMetuZx (6:41:53 AM): Wanna know why I havn't
taken my test?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:07 AM): y?
xMetuZx (6:42:09 AM): Cause for once in my life, I'm
actually afraid of failing
xMetuZx (6:42:17 AM): Everything I do, I've been
good at
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:21 AM): iv asked u but u
never answered me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:30 AM): but if i practice
with u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:39 AM): and we figure out
that u can do it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:46 AM): then i know u
wont fail
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:56 AM): u wont fail
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:02 AM): just practice
xMetuZx (6:43:04 AM): And I want as few people
knowing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:05 AM): it helps
xMetuZx (6:43:06 AM): as possible
xMetuZx (6:43:10 AM): so if I do fail
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:10 AM): im not saying this
week
xMetuZx (6:43:14 AM): no one will know
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:28 AM): and failing at a
few things n life isnt bad geeze
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:34 AM): look at me i mean
come on
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:49 AM): i know ill fail it
and i still do stuff knowing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:59 AM): so noone has to
know
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:44:12 AM): u dont have to
tell anyone
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:44:20 AM): i wont tell anyone
xMetuZx (6:44:47 AM): that's why I don't wanna take
it with Kyle
xMetuZx (6:44:52 AM): say he passes, and I fail
xMetuZx (6:45:00 AM): You know how dumb I'd feel
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:45:06 AM): if ur worried
about kyle n christine just say the test never came
back yet it takes like a couple weeks
xMetuZx (6:45:09 AM): I got an IQ of 144, and I
can't do math
xMetuZx (6:45:15 AM): It's rediculous
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:45:19 AM): but seriously if
alicia can pass it oo boy anyone can
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:45:34 AM): u dont have to
put the best at everything
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:46:25 AM): and alicia got
good in math..average in science was below in
engilsh n was average in another part of it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:46:29 AM): and she passed
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:46:40 AM): it dont take
much
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:46:51 AM): r u getting tired?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:46:57 AM): or r u talking
xMetuZx (6:46:58 AM): yeah kinda
xMetuZx (6:47:04 AM): watching the matrix
xMetuZx (6:47:06 AM): it's on tv
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:47:13 AM): i wasnt sure if i
was talking to myself lolol
xMetuZx (6:47:14 AM): half here, half asleep
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:47:15 AM): ooo
xMetuZx (6:47:19 AM): lol
xMetuZx (6:47:33 AM): I might just sleep for like 4
hours
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:47:38 AM): i usually only talk
to myself when no one knows lol
xMetuZx (6:47:40 AM): cause I sleep like 4 hours at
your house
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:47:55 AM): sllep till like
11:30am
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:47:58 AM): or 12pm
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:48:10 AM): nut u went to
sllep at like 8pm here
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:48:22 AM): that would been
a good time to start
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:48:40 AM): then maybe u can
get kyle to get on track
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:49:07 AM): but i knew when
u were going home u werent staying home to sleep
nope its against todds rules lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:49:30 AM): and if u do get
ur ged then maybe u n kyle can get a job together
xMetuZx (6:49:32 AM): well I got on the computer for
a minute
xMetuZx (6:49:35 AM): then Kyle got on
xMetuZx (6:49:44 AM): and asked me if I wanted to
play ag ame
xMetuZx (6:49:48 AM): then it went from game to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:49:51 AM): then u n kyle can
relate again like u used to
xMetuZx (6:49:52 AM): let's get something to eat
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:49:59 AM): but thats ok
xMetuZx (6:50:10 AM): Me and Kyle have already
worked 2 jobs together
xMetuZx (6:50:16 AM): he got me a job at Mancions
a shity job
xMetuZx (6:50:23 AM): and I got him a job at
Johnson controls
xMetuZx (6:50:23 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:50:30 AM): im just saying if
u get ur self on track maybe u can a job then he
can get a job there to
xMetuZx (6:50:31 AM): he made more money in 1
week
xMetuZx (6:50:39 AM): that he did at like 2 months
of Mancinos
xMetuZx (6:50:40 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:50:45 AM): well c
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:50:52 AM): that can happen
again
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:50:59 AM): just gotta look
for it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:51:23 AM): and i really wish
mybuddyinfo would work just for one day
xMetuZx (6:51:29 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:51:42 AM): maybe just for a
hr
xMetuZx (6:52:09 AM): I think it will be back up
xMetuZx (6:52:12 AM): just a matter of when
xMetuZx (6:52:28 AM): I dunno I like it like this
better with Kyle
xMetuZx (6:52:31 AM): Me and Kyle hang out too
much
xMetuZx (6:52:33 AM): we fight
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:52:40 AM): by then ill be
like 25 look different lillian will be 10
xMetuZx (6:52:42 AM): not really fight
xMetuZx (6:52:43 AM): argue
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:52:52 AM): then i wont want
those damn pictures no more
xMetuZx (6:52:57 AM): lmao
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:53:04 AM): i had like all
kinds of cool stuff in my buddyprofile
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:53:12 AM): like jokes people
have said to me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:53:22 AM): and all gone cuz
morons ARE LAZY
xMetuZx (6:53:31 AM):
35325474567968078-9=85687 little AIM
animation things
xMetuZx (6:53:38 AM): ';';';';;lover;;';'';';;';
xMetuZx (6:53:43 AM): in like hearts and shit
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:53:50 AM): but they put gay
ass quizs in there r drunk r u ? who cares go to
the police station n find out
xMetuZx (6:53:50 AM): lol
xMetuZx (6:53:58 AM): lmao
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:54:15 AM): but whats to
fight about
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:54:26 AM): whats to argue
about about
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:54:39 AM): but hopefully u
guys talk more about life then computers
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:54:45 AM): cuz computers r
boring
xMetuZx (6:54:50 AM): a lot of people
xMetuZx (6:54:54 AM): aren't like you and christine
xMetuZx (6:54:55 AM): lol
xMetuZx (6:54:59 AM): if you're around someone too
much
xMetuZx (6:55:02 AM): they annoy you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:55:35 AM): i actually love
being around christine
xMetuZx (6:55:52 AM): cause well you're a potential
lesbian
xMetuZx (6:55:52 AM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:56:16 AM): we used to spend
everyday minute together n yeah i think we
annoyed eacother but we would just talk about
something stupid get us laughimng then were fine
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:56:25 AM): oo yeah i forgot
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:56:57 AM): me n christine
can talk n talk n talk n laugh even if its the
dumbest thing we ever heard we would laugh about
it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:13 AM): and yeah iv had
friends like that b4 but not as close
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:34 AM): so what r u
doing?
xMetuZx (6:57:40 AM): Me and Kyle laugh about a
lot of things 99% of the time
xMetuZx (6:57:44 AM): we're making fun of shit
xMetuZx (6:57:45 AM): laughing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:53 AM): uv seen the
matrix how many times?
xMetuZx (6:57:53 AM): watching matrix trying not to
pass out
xMetuZx (6:57:55 AM): lol
xMetuZx (6:57:57 AM): a lot
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:58 AM): hahaha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:58:09 AM): y dont u guys
want to pass out
xMetuZx (6:58:18 AM): huh?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:58:21 AM): hes there n ur
talking about how he annoys u
xMetuZx (6:58:36 AM): no
xMetuZx (6:58:38 AM): he's at home
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:58:39 AM): oo
xMetuZx (6:58:43 AM): sleeping probably now
xMetuZx (6:58:59 AM): he doesn't annoy me right
now
xMetuZx (6:59:06 AM): but if we're around each
other
xMetuZx (6:59:07 AM): 24/7
xMetuZx (6:59:10 AM): we annoy each other
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:59:18 AM):
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:34 AM): so what r u doing?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:59:20 AM): xMetuZx (6:57:44
AM): we're making fun of shit
xMetuZx (6:57:45 AM): laughing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:53 AM): uv seen the
matrix how many times?
xMetuZx (6:57:53 AM): watching matrix trying not to
pass out
xMetuZx (6:57:55 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:59:47 AM): i was gonna say
telling me ur friend annoys u while hes there thats
harsh lol
xMetuZx (6:59:47 AM): xMetuZx (6:58:30 AM): Me and
Kyle laugh about a lot of things 99% of the time
xMetuZx (6:58:34 AM): we're making fun of shit
xMetuZx (6:58:35 AM): laughing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:59:56 AM): ahh lol
xMetuZx (7:00:05 AM): If Kyle was here
xMetuZx (7:00:07 AM): It'd be
xMetuZx (7:00:20 AM): nm it wouldn't be nothing
xMetuZx (7:00:24 AM): cause it wouldn't make sense
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:00:36 AM): im sry im lost
deep deep in the jello
xMetuZx (7:00:41 AM): why would I talk about
laughing and then give youy a percentage? lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:00:48 AM): and i cant find
my way out
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:00:55 AM): lol lolol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:01:26 AM): if kyle was there
what would be
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:01:33 AM): what wouldnt
make sense?
xMetuZx (7:01:40 AM): nm forget it all
xMetuZx (7:01:43 AM): it wont make sense
xMetuZx (7:01:50 AM): too tired to explain it
xMetuZx (7:01:50 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:01:52 AM): yes it would
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:01:56 AM): ook
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:02:04 AM): well u can explain
it till tomorrow
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:02:09 AM): and one more
question
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:02:46 AM): how come when i
told u i went outside looking for and i said i
couldnt find u, u said good thats what i wanted u
not to find u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:02:57 AM): y didnt u want
me finding u
xMetuZx (7:02:59 AM): cause I didn't want you
hearing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:02:59 AM): ?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:03:02 AM): oo
xMetuZx (7:03:04 AM): what was going on
xMetuZx (7:03:15 AM): I didn't wanna concern you
with it
xMetuZx (7:03:16 AM): my problem
xMetuZx (7:03:18 AM): I'll fix it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:03:23 AM): but its ok
xMetuZx (7:05:07 AM): okay baby, im going to go
sleep for a few hours
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:05:17 AM): ok night night
sweet dreams
xMetuZx (7:05:49 AM): I love you sooo much
xMetuZx (7:05:53 AM): thanks for being there
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:05:54 AM): i love you to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:06:02 AM): anytime no
matter what
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:06:07 AM): u could of called
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:06:10 AM): anytime
xMetuZx (7:06:11 AM): oh and thanks for bringing up
what you had a problem with
xMetuZx (7:06:16 AM): i'd rather you tell me about it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:06:19 AM): but i love you
good night sweet dreams
xMetuZx (7:06:22 AM): than hold it all in
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:06:46 AM): yeah for some
reason with u i can hide it cuz then i keep myself
up with stupid notes
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:07:04 AM): dont hold nothing
in unless it has something to do with crisco
xMetuZx (7:07:10 AM): rofl
xMetuZx (7:07:11 AM): hahah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:07:12 AM): but good night
love you sweet dreams
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:07:22 AM): hhahaa funny i
know
xMetuZx (7:07:28 AM): I love you too baby, sweet
dreams, now I can sleep and dream of you for real
xMetuZx (7:07:28 AM): ;-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:07:30 AM): never let u down
for that one
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:07:38 AM): ok love you
xMetuZx (7:07:47 AM): love you too, night night
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:08:01 AM): night night go to
sleep lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:08:05 AM): love you to
i want to keep that forever n alwys..
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:58:49 AM): when u get a second i want to talk to you about something..i was laying n bed and i couldnt sleep so i decided to get up n tell u..do u think were gonna last? r u over sarah? r u over any of ur xs? it wasnt bugging me but its starting to.. cuz it seems like u mentioned sarah alot n i didnt mind then its like geeze if u want to talk about her y dont u call her..and if u ever wanted to go back to her..u just tell me id rather u be with some1 u want to be with then not be with n..and im sry but i dont want to be with anyone whos gonna talk about all their xs and their sex lifes..thats one i have a hard time talking about is my old sex life..but i c u have no problem n u alwys mentioned them when were doing something or im naked and its like geeze..so thats y i start talking about damien but honestly i have to think of things to mention i dont even think about them moments..
Auto-response from xMetuZx (2:58:49 AM): Yeah, I'm sleeping, dreaming of the one perfect thing in my life, I love you so much baby.
-My Love-
I know sometimes I feel like I,
can't describe how I feel inside,
I want to say so much, but I get speechless.
So then I say something kinda dumb,
to make you laugh, then I become
mesmerized in your eyes, and I can't believe how lucky I am.
And I'd do anything to see your smile,
it's so beautiful, and everytime I see it,
I fall inlove with you again and again.
I LOVE YOU NICOLE!
Nicole Ashley Evans is my everything.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (2:59:32 AM): i do love you but just remember when u dont want to be with some1 dont be chicken n dont push me away cuz it seems like thats what ur trying to do by talking about what ur talking about ALL the time
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (3:00:01 AM): damn i looked and u had a ladies man away message now u have a sleeping one
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (3:01:23 AM): well i love you good night sweet dreams
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:05:02 AM): it looks lik everyones internet went out lol
Auto-response from xMetuZx (6:05:02 AM): Yeah, I'm sleeping, dreaming of the one perfect thing in my life, I love you so much baby.
-My Love-
I know sometimes I feel like I,
can't describe how I feel inside,
I want to say so much, but I get speechless.
So then I say something kinda dumb,
to make you laugh, then I become
mesmerized in your eyes, and I can't believe how lucky I am.
And I'd do anything to see your smile,
it's so beautiful, and everytime I see it,
I fall inlove with you again and again.
I LOVE YOU NICOLE!
Nicole Ashley Evans is my everything.
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:05:18 AM): i went threw all my notes n i just got done lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:05:38 AM): and i found a whole bunch telling me to go out with u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:05:44 AM): i even have one from u lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:05:50 AM): here ill read it to u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:06:12 AM): Dear, Nicole
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:06:20 AM): look how u put the comma lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:06:34 AM): Dear, Nicole
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:06:45 AM): I think you are fine
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:06:53 AM): I Love You
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:07:07 AM): From: Your Boy Todd
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:07:20 AM): To: My Home Girl Nicole
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:07:42 AM): and when u folded it it said
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:07:51 AM): To:Nicole
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:07:56 AM): From:Todd
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:08:00 AM): xxxooo
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:08:05 AM): P.H.A.T
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:08:20 AM): Your Hot
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:08:24 AM): AHAHAHAHAHAH SO CUTE
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:08:51 AM): i used to lots of notes from u but i dont know where their from
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:09:16 AM): n i have notes saying that ur trying to read my notes so write small so todd cant c lol
xMetuZx (6:09:29 AM): hey
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:09:44 AM): oo ur awake
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:09:53 AM): i cant sleep
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:09:59 AM): so i just read all my notes
xMetuZx (6:10:02 AM): me neither I might be able
xMetuZx (6:10:03 AM): to now
xMetuZx (6:10:06 AM): I wrote you something
xMetuZx (6:10:07 AM): it's big
xMetuZx (6:10:07 AM): dc
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:09 AM): y arint sleeping?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:11 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:20 AM): y aint u sleeping ok
xMetuZx (6:10:32 AM): because i've been trying not to cry
xMetuZx wants to directly connect (6:10:40 AM).
xMetuZx is now directly connected (6:10:40 AM).
xMetuZx (6:10:43 AM): I am over her, I am over
everyone.
Yes, I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
I just have a lot of memories,
and I guess I share too much.
I'm sorry if I do, I don't mean it,
shit just pops up in my head and I say it.
I dunno why I really talk about Sarah much,
could it be she's been the only girl to
break my heart? Yes. But am I over her?
YES. When I say I love you, and no
one can take your place, I am 100% serious.
You're the nicest, sweetest girl I've ever met.
I may talk about her once and awhile, but I am
always talking about you,
and I'm ALWAYS thinking about you. I am soo
sorry if I made you feel out of place.
I will try to stop saying things that come off the
top of my head.
It's not that I think about things like that, it's just
like, "Oh this has happend"
or "Oh I have a story about this".. Everytime I do
in my life is somehow interesting.
Notice, I have a story for everything? But that's
no excuse, because, yeah I see what you're
saying and you're 100% right, I am wrong here,
and I will do my best to fix this, cause it's
not right. I love you so much, there's no a word
out there that can describe my love you.
You're the first thing I think of when I wake up,
and the last thing I think of when I go to sleep.
Only way you can make me happy is for you to be
with me. That's why I don't wanna go home, or
hang with my friends much, cause I'd rather spend
all my time with you. Tonight me and Kyle went
and got Taco bell, and the entire time all I did was
talked about you. That's all I ever
talk about to anyone. If I could, I'd give you the
world. If you needed my heart, I'd give you my
heart.
Nicole, I'd die for you. Everytime I look at you,
everytime I see you smile, I realize how lucky I
am
and I don't ever wanna lose you. You signed off at
4:46 AM, and I was going to leave this for you
to read in the morning. Mine and Kyle's game
with a little late, :-(, but I will still get up early.
I wish I could just hold you forever, and ever, and
never let go. You're everything I've ever wanted,
and more. My god Nicole, I love you sooo fucking
much, I am rambling, all I have are these
thoughts,
I could sit here and write all day about how much I
love you, you are my life.
If I didn't have you right now, I'd seriously be
back to where I was before. And I don't wanna go
back
down that road. I have kind of lost my place, and I
don't know what I'm saying anymore.
But all I know is how much I love you, and just the
thought of not being with you, makes my heart
stop
beating, and makes my stomache so upset, I
wanna vomit. I don't know what else to say, lol..
Kinda writing
you a book here, I wish you could only see, how
much you mean to me. I LOVE YOU NICOLE!
And I told you, everytime I really think of being
with Sarah, it makes me sick. Unfortunatly she
holds memories with me, recent ones.
I've never really dated someone so soon after.
And really, I am over her, it's just that the
memories
are right off the top of my head you know? Blah,
you won't see this till tommorow, hopefully you'll
wake up,
and put an away message up so I can send it to
you. Anything you want Nicole, I will do for you.
I kind of wish you would of talked to me about this
in person, and now I wanna cry cause I don't
wanna lose you.
When I read your messages I did almost cry, and
I don't cry Nicole. I love you Nicole, forever and
always
And you can believe me when I say that, cause
I've never been more sure of something in my life.
I'm going to sleep now, to dream about you,
hopefully tommorow we will get this all worked
out, and I hope I can get some sleep
I am tempted to call you... I just hope you're
alright. I LOVE YOU NICOLE! I AM SO
SORRY! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!
*kiss* *kiss* *kiss* *kiss* *kiss* *kiss*
Oh and another thing, I don't say the stuff to push
you away, I say it cause I guess in my retarded
mind,
I thought it'd make us closer, I don't know, I just
kinda want you to know everything about me.
Everything I've done. All of my experiences. I
dunno my mom always did say I shared too much.
I'm so comfortable around you I just don't know, I
don't look at you just as my girlfriend, or just as
the person I can't live without, I look at you as my
best friend too. And I think that's why.
But I am going to bed now, or going to try, you got
me a nervous wreck, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
NICOLE! YOU WILL NEVER KNOW
HOW MUCH I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!
Oh and sorry for no paragraphs :-( I wasn't even
thinking, this entire time I've been holding in tears
I LOVEEEEEEE
YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:44 AM): dont cry wtever
it is
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:46 AM): dont cry
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:10:54 AM): no reason to cry
xMetuZx (6:10:57 AM): read
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:11:03 AM): ok
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:11:08 AM): im gonna read
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:11:20 AM): but did u read
the note u wrote me in 7th grade
xMetuZx (6:11:25 AM): yes lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:12:45 AM): its ok when u say
stuff out the top of ur head but not during sex
that kinda makes me uncomforable and it didnt at
first but then a couple days ago it was getting to
me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:13:03 AM): but i like ur
stories
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:13:23 AM): u just say them
at the wrong moments if u know what i mean lol;-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:13:59 AM): but its good if u
hang out with ur friends
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:14:26 AM): but if u wanted i
could go to ur friends house with u that way u see
them nme..i like ur friends they seem cool
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:14:50 AM): but talking about
me is gonna get old if u keep doing it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:15:04 AM): ur making me cry
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:15:24 AM): i didnt even know
my name signed off
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:15:49 AM): but i read that
letter n i laughed and im like awww we didnt even
know what love was lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:16:03 AM): u dont have to
get up early
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:16:14 AM): i was gonna get
early for you for the job thing
xMetuZx (6:16:15 AM): I'm staying up all day
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:16:21 AM): im writing as im
reading
xMetuZx (6:16:39 AM): I just don't wanna lose you
Nicole
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:17:44 AM): i know u say
every time ur with sarah u want to vomit but that
could be so i dont know the truth which wouldnt
hurt me honestly cuz she was there way b4
me..but now i understand
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:17:58 AM): and im glad u
made memories with her
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:18:15 AM): as i said last
night dont regret them tho their part of u
xMetuZx (6:18:21 AM): It's times like these, that
remind me how quick something can go
xMetuZx (6:18:40 AM): And I wanna spend the rest
of my life with you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:19:01 AM): well i was gonna
talk to u in person but it takes a while ti sink into
my head
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:19:16 AM): and i think of
everything right b4 i go to bed when im by myself
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:19:42 AM): ur not gonna lose
me even if we did brake up i would stillbe here for
you no matter what
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:20:12 AM): ur not just my
man but my best friend it seems like cuz i act
stupid n retarded just like i would with some1 i
knew for years
xMetuZx (6:20:27 AM): yeah same here
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:21:27 AM): not to make u
angry but if i sat there n talked about me n
damiens sex life while doing it with you how would
u feel?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:21:43 AM): and at first it
didnt bother me but then all of a sudden it does
xMetuZx (6:21:58 AM): Yeah I realized that
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:22:15 AM): and i can tell
when my feelings get stronger becuz i start getting
annoyed with hearing aboyt it
xMetuZx (6:22:35 AM): Trust me Nicole, I know I'm
wrong
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:22:44 AM): talking about ur
xs is completely good to me but not when ur inside
me or theres a moment between me n u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:22:57 AM): but ny other time
is completely fine
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:23:49 AM): but then when u
bring up sarah then i bring up damien on purpose
then i think should i of said that is it pissing him
off..but then i think apparently he dont care or
he wouldnt do it so i do do it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:24:21 AM): and todd i would
LOVE to know everything about you but not about
CRISCO HAHAAHAH
xMetuZx (6:24:31 AM): lmao
xMetuZx (6:24:46 AM): My life is an open book,
sometimes a little too open lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:24:48 AM): dont be a nervous
wreak
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:24:59 AM): dont cry
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:25:43 AM): and o my god
todd u didnt use paragraphs u should start all over
(NO NOT REALLY LOL) do u seeing me being a
english manager u dont have to be perfect
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:26:37 AM): ok im done
reading now im reading recent stuff that i was
writing and that u were writing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:26:43 AM): but ur not gonna
lose me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:27:01 AM): im sry todd but
it takes ALOT for me to just leave
xMetuZx (6:27:33 AM): I know, I'd hope something
like this wouldn't make you leave me, it's just
little things, and I don't like hurting you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:27:45 AM): if u told me to
leave yeah i would do it in a heartbeat but for me
to leave u it will take A WHOLE LOT MORE THEN
TALKING ABOUT UR X-GIRLFRIENDS
xMetuZx (6:27:45 AM): or making you feel
uncomfortable
xMetuZx (6:28:02 AM): I'm kinda emotional right
now
xMetuZx (6:28:06 AM): a lot of things going on in my
life
xMetuZx (6:28:19 AM): And everytime
xMetuZx (6:28:23 AM): I look at what I don't have
xMetuZx (6:28:29 AM): I see you
xMetuZx (6:28:33 AM): And realize
xMetuZx (6:28:35 AM): what I do have
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:29:05 AM): U DIDNT HURT
ME IT JUST ANNOYED ME
xMetuZx (6:29:34 AM): hurt annoyed, bugged,
pestered
xMetuZx (6:29:35 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:29:39 AM): but i told myself
one more thing said about his sex life while ors is
going on he better go in the bathroom n finish him
self off lol
xMetuZx (6:29:40 AM): I don't wanna do anything
bad to you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:29:58 AM): brb lillian crying
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:30:03 AM): im still reading
xMetuZx (6:30:08 AM): k
xMetuZx (6:31:18 AM): wow, I'm tired all of the
sudden
xMetuZx (6:31:25 AM): I get all of that off my chest
xMetuZx (6:31:30 AM): and I get tired
xMetuZx (6:31:31 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:31:56 AM): i know ur
emotional right now i can tell and its ok to cry
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:32:01 AM): ok just so u know
that
xMetuZx (6:32:03 AM): i'm so exhausted emtionally
sweetie you don't even now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:32:22 AM): but just to tell
u..ur mom n dad love you
xMetuZx (6:32:23 AM): but i'm really good
xMetuZx (6:32:28 AM): at putting on a happy face
xMetuZx (6:32:32 AM): so no one knows
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:32:35 AM): and if u want me
to do anything for you i will
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:33:04 AM): if u want if u
can get the money for ur ged class i will call
christine n get a hold of kyle n u guys can go take
that test
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:33:31 AM): just sleep
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:33:42 AM): when u get up
hopefully everythin will be ok
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:33:56 AM): maybe while ur
mom is getting ready for work u guys can talk
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:34:19 AM): but yeah putting
on happy faces so no one knows is what gets
depression
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:34:36 AM): i still do it i still
get a attacks
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:34:43 AM): im just good at
night showing it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:34:58 AM): but only when im
pissed or thinking of something that posses me off
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:35:14 AM): but u should go
to sleep now
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:35:34 AM): i think it this job
thing thats bothering u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:35:39 AM): is that the
problem?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:35:51 AM): what r the other
problems?
xMetuZx (6:35:57 AM): yes, mostly just a job
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:35:59 AM): HAHA r u
sleeping?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:36:09 AM): well your get one
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:36:16 AM): you'll*
xMetuZx (6:36:30 AM): I feel like such a loser
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:36:33 AM): my mom said
something about a temp sevice
xMetuZx (6:36:46 AM): like I can't take you places,
and you deserve so much
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:36:53 AM): NO UR NOT
STOP TALKING LIKE THAT IT HAPPENS TO THE
BEST OF PEOPLE
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:03 AM): TODD LISTEN
TO ME
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:08 AM): I DONT CARE
ABOUT MONEY
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:14 AM): I DONT CARE
ABOUT GOING PLACES
xMetuZx (6:37:25 AM): and you ovbiously don't care
if you use caps
xMetuZx (6:37:26 AM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:28 AM): JUST WALKING
TO THE PARK IS SATISFING
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:32 AM): LOL
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:44 AM): THATS ME
EXPRESSING VERY LOUDLY SO U C IT LOL
xMetuZx (6:37:55 AM): oh I see it alright lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:37:59 AM): AHHAAH
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:38:02 AM): I KNOW
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:38:09 AM): and i was making
sure
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:38:35 AM): y did everyones
computer go out
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:38:53 AM): i dont know what
a temp sevice is but do u ?
xMetuZx (6:38:56 AM): not everyones here... my
buddy list went away
xMetuZx (6:38:59 AM): yes
xMetuZx (6:39:04 AM): Kelly Services, SPherion
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:39:07 AM): my mom told me
where it was at but i forgot
xMetuZx (6:39:11 AM): I went through Burns to get
my job at
xMetuZx (6:39:12 AM): ABX
xMetuZx (6:39:15 AM): (my midnight job)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:39:30 AM): ahh
xMetuZx (6:39:43 AM): I need my GED to go to
Kelly to get a good job
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:39:47 AM): do u want to try
thse temp places?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:39:57 AM): ok well i havave a
suggestion
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:40:02 AM): but its up to u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:40:28 AM): ill even print up a
practice ged class 4 u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:40:35 AM): test not class
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:40:58 AM): and imnot
excellent at math but im not horrible
xMetuZx (6:41:53 AM): Wanna know why I havn't
taken my test?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:07 AM): y?
xMetuZx (6:42:09 AM): Cause for once in my life, I'm
actually afraid of failing
xMetuZx (6:42:17 AM): Everything I do, I've been
good at
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:21 AM): iv asked u but u
never answered me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:30 AM): but if i practice
with u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:39 AM): and we figure out
that u can do it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:46 AM): then i know u
wont fail
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:42:56 AM): u wont fail
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:02 AM): just practice
xMetuZx (6:43:04 AM): And I want as few people
knowing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:05 AM): it helps
xMetuZx (6:43:06 AM): as possible
xMetuZx (6:43:10 AM): so if I do fail
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:10 AM): im not saying this
week
xMetuZx (6:43:14 AM): no one will know
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:28 AM): and failing at a
few things n life isnt bad geeze
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:34 AM): look at me i mean
come on
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:49 AM): i know ill fail it
and i still do stuff knowing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:43:59 AM): so noone has to
know
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:44:12 AM): u dont have to
tell anyone
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:44:20 AM): i wont tell anyone
xMetuZx (6:44:47 AM): that's why I don't wanna take
it with Kyle
xMetuZx (6:44:52 AM): say he passes, and I fail
xMetuZx (6:45:00 AM): You know how dumb I'd feel
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:45:06 AM): if ur worried
about kyle n christine just say the test never came
back yet it takes like a couple weeks
xMetuZx (6:45:09 AM): I got an IQ of 144, and I
can't do math
xMetuZx (6:45:15 AM): It's rediculous
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:45:19 AM): but seriously if
alicia can pass it oo boy anyone can
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:45:34 AM): u dont have to
put the best at everything
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:46:25 AM): and alicia got
good in math..average in science was below in
engilsh n was average in another part of it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:46:29 AM): and she passed
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:46:40 AM): it dont take
much
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:46:51 AM): r u getting tired?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:46:57 AM): or r u talking
xMetuZx (6:46:58 AM): yeah kinda
xMetuZx (6:47:04 AM): watching the matrix
xMetuZx (6:47:06 AM): it's on tv
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:47:13 AM): i wasnt sure if i
was talking to myself lolol
xMetuZx (6:47:14 AM): half here, half asleep
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:47:15 AM): ooo
xMetuZx (6:47:19 AM): lol
xMetuZx (6:47:33 AM): I might just sleep for like 4
hours
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:47:38 AM): i usually only talk
to myself when no one knows lol
xMetuZx (6:47:40 AM): cause I sleep like 4 hours at
your house
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:47:55 AM): sllep till like
11:30am
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:47:58 AM): or 12pm
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:48:10 AM): nut u went to
sllep at like 8pm here
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:48:22 AM): that would been
a good time to start
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:48:40 AM): then maybe u can
get kyle to get on track
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:49:07 AM): but i knew when
u were going home u werent staying home to sleep
nope its against todds rules lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:49:30 AM): and if u do get
ur ged then maybe u n kyle can get a job together
xMetuZx (6:49:32 AM): well I got on the computer for
a minute
xMetuZx (6:49:35 AM): then Kyle got on
xMetuZx (6:49:44 AM): and asked me if I wanted to
play ag ame
xMetuZx (6:49:48 AM): then it went from game to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:49:51 AM): then u n kyle can
relate again like u used to
xMetuZx (6:49:52 AM): let's get something to eat
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:49:59 AM): but thats ok
xMetuZx (6:50:10 AM): Me and Kyle have already
worked 2 jobs together
xMetuZx (6:50:16 AM): he got me a job at Mancions
a shity job
xMetuZx (6:50:23 AM): and I got him a job at
Johnson controls
xMetuZx (6:50:23 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:50:30 AM): im just saying if
u get ur self on track maybe u can a job then he
can get a job there to
xMetuZx (6:50:31 AM): he made more money in 1
week
xMetuZx (6:50:39 AM): that he did at like 2 months
of Mancinos
xMetuZx (6:50:40 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:50:45 AM): well c
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:50:52 AM): that can happen
again
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:50:59 AM): just gotta look
for it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:51:23 AM): and i really wish
mybuddyinfo would work just for one day
xMetuZx (6:51:29 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:51:42 AM): maybe just for a
hr
xMetuZx (6:52:09 AM): I think it will be back up
xMetuZx (6:52:12 AM): just a matter of when
xMetuZx (6:52:28 AM): I dunno I like it like this
better with Kyle
xMetuZx (6:52:31 AM): Me and Kyle hang out too
much
xMetuZx (6:52:33 AM): we fight
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:52:40 AM): by then ill be
like 25 look different lillian will be 10
xMetuZx (6:52:42 AM): not really fight
xMetuZx (6:52:43 AM): argue
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:52:52 AM): then i wont want
those damn pictures no more
xMetuZx (6:52:57 AM): lmao
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:53:04 AM): i had like all
kinds of cool stuff in my buddyprofile
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:53:12 AM): like jokes people
have said to me
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:53:22 AM): and all gone cuz
morons ARE LAZY
xMetuZx (6:53:31 AM):
35325474567968078-9=85687 little AIM
animation things
xMetuZx (6:53:38 AM): ';';';';;lover;;';'';';;';
xMetuZx (6:53:43 AM): in like hearts and shit
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:53:50 AM): but they put gay
ass quizs in there r drunk r u ? who cares go to
the police station n find out
xMetuZx (6:53:50 AM): lol
xMetuZx (6:53:58 AM): lmao
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:54:15 AM): but whats to
fight about
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:54:26 AM): whats to argue
about about
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:54:39 AM): but hopefully u
guys talk more about life then computers
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:54:45 AM): cuz computers r
boring
xMetuZx (6:54:50 AM): a lot of people
xMetuZx (6:54:54 AM): aren't like you and christine
xMetuZx (6:54:55 AM): lol
xMetuZx (6:54:59 AM): if you're around someone too
much
xMetuZx (6:55:02 AM): they annoy you
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:55:35 AM): i actually love
being around christine
xMetuZx (6:55:52 AM): cause well you're a potential
lesbian
xMetuZx (6:55:52 AM): :-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:56:16 AM): we used to spend
everyday minute together n yeah i think we
annoyed eacother but we would just talk about
something stupid get us laughimng then were fine
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:56:25 AM): oo yeah i forgot
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:56:57 AM): me n christine
can talk n talk n talk n laugh even if its the
dumbest thing we ever heard we would laugh about
it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:13 AM): and yeah iv had
friends like that b4 but not as close
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:34 AM): so what r u
doing?
xMetuZx (6:57:40 AM): Me and Kyle laugh about a
lot of things 99% of the time
xMetuZx (6:57:44 AM): we're making fun of shit
xMetuZx (6:57:45 AM): laughing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:53 AM): uv seen the
matrix how many times?
xMetuZx (6:57:53 AM): watching matrix trying not to
pass out
xMetuZx (6:57:55 AM): lol
xMetuZx (6:57:57 AM): a lot
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:58 AM): hahaha
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:58:09 AM): y dont u guys
want to pass out
xMetuZx (6:58:18 AM): huh?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:58:21 AM): hes there n ur
talking about how he annoys u
xMetuZx (6:58:36 AM): no
xMetuZx (6:58:38 AM): he's at home
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:58:39 AM): oo
xMetuZx (6:58:43 AM): sleeping probably now
xMetuZx (6:58:59 AM): he doesn't annoy me right
now
xMetuZx (6:59:06 AM): but if we're around each
other
xMetuZx (6:59:07 AM): 24/7
xMetuZx (6:59:10 AM): we annoy each other
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:59:18 AM):
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:34 AM): so what r u doing?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:59:20 AM): xMetuZx (6:57:44
AM): we're making fun of shit
xMetuZx (6:57:45 AM): laughing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:57:53 AM): uv seen the
matrix how many times?
xMetuZx (6:57:53 AM): watching matrix trying not to
pass out
xMetuZx (6:57:55 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:59:47 AM): i was gonna say
telling me ur friend annoys u while hes there thats
harsh lol
xMetuZx (6:59:47 AM): xMetuZx (6:58:30 AM): Me and
Kyle laugh about a lot of things 99% of the time
xMetuZx (6:58:34 AM): we're making fun of shit
xMetuZx (6:58:35 AM): laughing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (6:59:56 AM): ahh lol
xMetuZx (7:00:05 AM): If Kyle was here
xMetuZx (7:00:07 AM): It'd be
xMetuZx (7:00:20 AM): nm it wouldn't be nothing
xMetuZx (7:00:24 AM): cause it wouldn't make sense
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:00:36 AM): im sry im lost
deep deep in the jello
xMetuZx (7:00:41 AM): why would I talk about
laughing and then give youy a percentage? lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:00:48 AM): and i cant find
my way out
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:00:55 AM): lol lolol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:01:26 AM): if kyle was there
what would be
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:01:33 AM): what wouldnt
make sense?
xMetuZx (7:01:40 AM): nm forget it all
xMetuZx (7:01:43 AM): it wont make sense
xMetuZx (7:01:50 AM): too tired to explain it
xMetuZx (7:01:50 AM): lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:01:52 AM): yes it would
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:01:56 AM): ook
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:02:04 AM): well u can explain
it till tomorrow
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:02:09 AM): and one more
question
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:02:46 AM): how come when i
told u i went outside looking for and i said i
couldnt find u, u said good thats what i wanted u
not to find u
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:02:57 AM): y didnt u want
me finding u
xMetuZx (7:02:59 AM): cause I didn't want you
hearing
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:02:59 AM): ?
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:03:02 AM): oo
xMetuZx (7:03:04 AM): what was going on
xMetuZx (7:03:15 AM): I didn't wanna concern you
with it
xMetuZx (7:03:16 AM): my problem
xMetuZx (7:03:18 AM): I'll fix it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:03:23 AM): but its ok
xMetuZx (7:05:07 AM): okay baby, im going to go
sleep for a few hours
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:05:17 AM): ok night night
sweet dreams
xMetuZx (7:05:49 AM): I love you sooo much
xMetuZx (7:05:53 AM): thanks for being there
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:05:54 AM): i love you to
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:06:02 AM): anytime no
matter what
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:06:07 AM): u could of called
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:06:10 AM): anytime
xMetuZx (7:06:11 AM): oh and thanks for bringing up
what you had a problem with
xMetuZx (7:06:16 AM): i'd rather you tell me about it
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:06:19 AM): but i love you
good night sweet dreams
xMetuZx (7:06:22 AM): than hold it all in
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:06:46 AM): yeah for some
reason with u i can hide it cuz then i keep myself
up with stupid notes
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:07:04 AM): dont hold nothing
in unless it has something to do with crisco
xMetuZx (7:07:10 AM): rofl
xMetuZx (7:07:11 AM): hahah
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:07:12 AM): but good night
love you sweet dreams
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:07:22 AM): hhahaa funny i
know
xMetuZx (7:07:28 AM): I love you too baby, sweet
dreams, now I can sleep and dream of you for real
xMetuZx (7:07:28 AM): ;-)
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:07:30 AM): never let u down
for that one
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:07:38 AM): ok love you
xMetuZx (7:07:47 AM): love you too, night night
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:08:01 AM): night night go to
sleep lol
PiNkBuBbLeBaTh04 (7:08:05 AM): love you to
i want to keep that forever n alwys..