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( )'s words mean shit.
that's obviously been proven to me.
i've done some thinking during the useless and disappointing weekend
i've had of being sick.
i've looked back all the way to august of 04 in my livejournal.
i'm still depressed from that.
WHY do i mess things up?
some aspects that i wish to change are so
out of reach that i try to convince myself
maybe if i try hard enough and take things back,
i can make it right
or change it.
it's not going to happen.
good fucking job looking back.
what a disappointment.
on a lighter note:
i do now have my license,
so maybe...
just maybe...
if you call me,
we can do something.
but don't let me waste your time.
that's obviously been proven to me.
i've done some thinking during the useless and disappointing weekend
i've had of being sick.
i've looked back all the way to august of 04 in my livejournal.
i'm still depressed from that.
WHY do i mess things up?
some aspects that i wish to change are so
out of reach that i try to convince myself
maybe if i try hard enough and take things back,
i can make it right
or change it.
it's not going to happen.
good fucking job looking back.
what a disappointment.
on a lighter note:
i do now have my license,
so maybe...
just maybe...
if you call me,
we can do something.
but don't let me waste your time.