bitch bitch bitch whine whine whine
everything has been non-stop bullshit. my life seriously needs to start getting better or I might have to commit myself.
ESCAPE.
first lets us all have a moment of silence for my 60 pairs of shoes and boots that now have a new home in a landfill.
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I've been sick and my sisters packed my shoes for me when we moved last Sunday. They filled 2- 40 gallon trash bags with my shoes. The shoes never made it into a car, instead they went on the curb with the garbage. I didn't notice for a couple days because I have been distracted by doctor appointments, hospitals, blood labs, and trying to get ready for my cousins wedding. The trash was picked up the day before I realized they were missing.
I literally now only have 2 pairs of shoes. A shit pair of Volatiles that cost me 15$ and a pair of platforms, hot topic brand cheap crap, that thankfully my lazy ass left in my car.
Losing my shoes made me have a nervous breakdown.
It wasn't just the shoes it is everything piled on top of me and I cant seem to get a break.
My stomach hates me and its broken. I went on monday for the endoscopy. Yesterday for the ct scan. I have an appointment with my doctor again on Tuesday to discuss the results.
I've lost over 10 pounds in 2 weeks. I have been eating only soup since everything else puts me in extreme pain. The past 2 days everything I eat I've been throwing up. I even threw up a banana, my attempt at real food, yesterday morning. ugh.
The doctor said i'm only allowed to eat "bland" foods until further notice and he threatens me with some diet that is apples crackers and like 3 other things only. BAH! None of that matters because I would just like to keep any food down right now.
My cousin's wedding is this Saturday & I am one of her bridesmaids. I need to find a tailor to emergency alter my dress. Its strapless and I've lost too much weight this month. It just slides right off my top. I need the dress by tomorrow. :/
There is so much more going on that I don't feel like getting into. Family bullshit and such. I really need a vacation before I go totally insane. I know that all this shit is why my stomach is broken. All of the doctors I've been seeing tell me how i'm too young for all of this. DUH! I've always been too young for everything I've done. nothing new to me.
whine whine whine. now back to your regularly scheduled LJ.
ESCAPE.
first lets us all have a moment of silence for my 60 pairs of shoes and boots that now have a new home in a landfill.
..
...
....
I've been sick and my sisters packed my shoes for me when we moved last Sunday. They filled 2- 40 gallon trash bags with my shoes. The shoes never made it into a car, instead they went on the curb with the garbage. I didn't notice for a couple days because I have been distracted by doctor appointments, hospitals, blood labs, and trying to get ready for my cousins wedding. The trash was picked up the day before I realized they were missing.
I literally now only have 2 pairs of shoes. A shit pair of Volatiles that cost me 15$ and a pair of platforms, hot topic brand cheap crap, that thankfully my lazy ass left in my car.
Losing my shoes made me have a nervous breakdown.
It wasn't just the shoes it is everything piled on top of me and I cant seem to get a break.
My stomach hates me and its broken. I went on monday for the endoscopy. Yesterday for the ct scan. I have an appointment with my doctor again on Tuesday to discuss the results.
I've lost over 10 pounds in 2 weeks. I have been eating only soup since everything else puts me in extreme pain. The past 2 days everything I eat I've been throwing up. I even threw up a banana, my attempt at real food, yesterday morning. ugh.
The doctor said i'm only allowed to eat "bland" foods until further notice and he threatens me with some diet that is apples crackers and like 3 other things only. BAH! None of that matters because I would just like to keep any food down right now.
My cousin's wedding is this Saturday & I am one of her bridesmaids. I need to find a tailor to emergency alter my dress. Its strapless and I've lost too much weight this month. It just slides right off my top. I need the dress by tomorrow. :/
There is so much more going on that I don't feel like getting into. Family bullshit and such. I really need a vacation before I go totally insane. I know that all this shit is why my stomach is broken. All of the doctors I've been seeing tell me how i'm too young for all of this. DUH! I've always been too young for everything I've done. nothing new to me.
whine whine whine. now back to your regularly scheduled LJ.