It could tak years to find you, It could take years to find myself.
I am tired as hell. It's a very uncool thing. I didnt go to sleep until 8 in the morning. I was out pretty much all night.
<~~> Went over Chantells to babysit Hunter, come to find out she didnt need me after all. So we just kinda hung out for a while.
<~~> Got a ride to Sara's house, did my make-up, then watched comedy with her Grama and her mom until Jeff came and picked us up.
<~~> Jeff went to the liquor store and bought us each a 6-pack of Twisted Raspberry 5's. YUM.
<~~> We drove around a bit, snorted a few lines, then got dropped off at Julies house.
<~~> Me and Julie watched the movie "Tangled" and Sara went to give Mark head...bleck. Thats a weird ass movie, but its good as hell. I suggest it.
<~~> Sara gets back and Jeff calls my phone (mind you its like 3 in the morning) he says he wants to go for a ride with just me, but he had been hitting on me all night so I made Sara and Julie come. I was sitting in the front seat and he kept like trying to rub my leg...I'm like uhh you're 25...I'm 17...uncool.
<~~> Then we got back to Julies and I called my dad to come pick me up because it was either that or I was going to beat Julies face inside out. She was just pissing me off. She's real good at that.
<~~> So I came home, but couldnt fall asleep. Logical....I had snorted a fucking gram. Finally fell asleep until like 2. Wasnt really "asleep" though, it was more of just a dream like state. I had a dream about B.S. It was a weird dream because he was wearing a sweater that I know the kid would never touch. And he like fell asleep in the chair in my house...but I had never talked to him before. Oh well.
My sister called me at like 11 and asked me to come babysit. I was like "i cant right now i'm sleeping." At that point I had less that 4 hours of sleep. I was not about to hop up and go babysit a 2 year old. uh uh. I think she was alittle mad but jeeez sorry. She might have found someone or she would have called me back. I dunno, I'll give her a call right now.
I also had a weird dream about my bird....no wait...It was all the same dream because B.S. was playing with my bird, in my house, in my chair. I need to be shot.
Anyways, I dont really know what I'm going to do today. I know i'm going to take a shower, and after that god knows. Wish the fag fucker would tell me.
<~~> Went over Chantells to babysit Hunter, come to find out she didnt need me after all. So we just kinda hung out for a while.
<~~> Got a ride to Sara's house, did my make-up, then watched comedy with her Grama and her mom until Jeff came and picked us up.
<~~> Jeff went to the liquor store and bought us each a 6-pack of Twisted Raspberry 5's. YUM.
<~~> We drove around a bit, snorted a few lines, then got dropped off at Julies house.
<~~> Me and Julie watched the movie "Tangled" and Sara went to give Mark head...bleck. Thats a weird ass movie, but its good as hell. I suggest it.
<~~> Sara gets back and Jeff calls my phone (mind you its like 3 in the morning) he says he wants to go for a ride with just me, but he had been hitting on me all night so I made Sara and Julie come. I was sitting in the front seat and he kept like trying to rub my leg...I'm like uhh you're 25...I'm 17...uncool.
<~~> Then we got back to Julies and I called my dad to come pick me up because it was either that or I was going to beat Julies face inside out. She was just pissing me off. She's real good at that.
<~~> So I came home, but couldnt fall asleep. Logical....I had snorted a fucking gram. Finally fell asleep until like 2. Wasnt really "asleep" though, it was more of just a dream like state. I had a dream about B.S. It was a weird dream because he was wearing a sweater that I know the kid would never touch. And he like fell asleep in the chair in my house...but I had never talked to him before. Oh well.
My sister called me at like 11 and asked me to come babysit. I was like "i cant right now i'm sleeping." At that point I had less that 4 hours of sleep. I was not about to hop up and go babysit a 2 year old. uh uh. I think she was alittle mad but jeeez sorry. She might have found someone or she would have called me back. I dunno, I'll give her a call right now.
I also had a weird dream about my bird....no wait...It was all the same dream because B.S. was playing with my bird, in my house, in my chair. I need to be shot.
Anyways, I dont really know what I'm going to do today. I know i'm going to take a shower, and after that god knows. Wish the fag fucker would tell me.