Jan 27, 2006 14:59
So yesterday I went to bed at the ripe early hour of 11:00 so that I could get up early FOR WORK!!!! I totally got the job at the hardware store! And I'm an amazing hardware gal! I didn't want to fuck up the first day by coming in tired. So instead I just lay there in bed for... 5 HOURS waiting to fall asleep. Eventually I got up and wrote a three page long rant about what an asshole my economics teacher turned out to be. I didn't sleep at all. Now I'm crashing very rapidly into the ground and I feel like today has been... SO LONG and its only 3 pm. I totally didn't fuck up work though. Its all good. Now the sleeping issue, however, has been happening for days and days... I can't do it. I fall asleep at around 6 am every day so that I can get up for something early. This time the something early was AT 6 am. oh well. Retail ROCKS!
I also picked up my grades today for the first time in my college career. Not as bad as I thought but also way worse. Somehow my worst fears ended up neck and neck with classes that praised my very essence. Aparently when the only thing you're good for is staring vacantly and drooling you can still get a B-. You can also only get a B+ if you done nothing wrong but offend the feelings of your teacher. oh well. FEELINGS ABOUT REASON!
xx