Think
Do you ever sit there and wonder what the hell is happening in your life? Like you step out of your body, and look at your life....and go, "what am i doing? how is this helping me? where will i be in 5 years if i keep up with this stupid shit?" I just keep doing that lately.
I think its the whole drake thing.
I keep thinking about it. Replaying the accident in my head.
I think about what I was doing at the time.
I think about how I was less then 5 miles away from them when it happened.
I think about how Drake wont be here anymore.
I think about how I really do need to talk about this....and so much, but I never do.
I stand here screaming on the inside, yet seem so serene on the outside.
I think about how no-one really cares to listen to what people have to say.....they just nod their heads and wait for the person to shut up so it will be their turn to talk.
I think about how I do this to people.
I think about how its a waste of life to no learn from other people.
I think about how its so much of a blessing to be here today....to be allowed to see another day
I think about how I want to do and see and hear so much more
I think about how Drake never will
I think about how thinking so much drives me so damn crazy
I think sometimes I just want to let everyone know how I feel, but I cant type or write that fast
I think about my future, and what I want to do
I think about my parents
I think about my brother. I want him to come home. Be safe from all that
I think about the war....please make it stop. I would vote Kerry if it would
I think all day
I write my thoughts
I wonder if it matters
I wonder if we are nothing more then a ripple in time. A short played out movie that other people are watching, like we watch tv
I think about everything....yet still am missing so many answers. Help?
I think its the whole drake thing.
I keep thinking about it. Replaying the accident in my head.
I think about what I was doing at the time.
I think about how I was less then 5 miles away from them when it happened.
I think about how Drake wont be here anymore.
I think about how I really do need to talk about this....and so much, but I never do.
I stand here screaming on the inside, yet seem so serene on the outside.
I think about how no-one really cares to listen to what people have to say.....they just nod their heads and wait for the person to shut up so it will be their turn to talk.
I think about how I do this to people.
I think about how its a waste of life to no learn from other people.
I think about how its so much of a blessing to be here today....to be allowed to see another day
I think about how I want to do and see and hear so much more
I think about how Drake never will
I think about how thinking so much drives me so damn crazy
I think sometimes I just want to let everyone know how I feel, but I cant type or write that fast
I think about my future, and what I want to do
I think about my parents
I think about my brother. I want him to come home. Be safe from all that
I think about the war....please make it stop. I would vote Kerry if it would
I think all day
I write my thoughts
I wonder if it matters
I wonder if we are nothing more then a ripple in time. A short played out movie that other people are watching, like we watch tv
I think about everything....yet still am missing so many answers. Help?