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[pinkbabie00]

hey guys well im in the media center now for english lol yea uhmm im looking up greek gods?? okay yea well this weekend is gonna be mucho fun! today is the first day of cheerleeading practice and after that im gonna go see my dad.. well the durgery ended at like 11 pm so it was 16 hours long! they found a tumor and they tried to take most fo it out.. :'( im gonna go visit him after practice... i kinda dont want to because its just gonna be weird seeing him in pain and all stitched up.. iuno hopefully he heals good and everything will be okay again.. iduno but tomorrow im goin downtown to see a movie with jessica and a couple other people <3 we're prob. gonna see the grudge but i really wanna c friday night lights.. well last night was just a sad day cuz i was thinking about everything.. my dad.. friends.. ex friends.. guys.. school.. and just everything.. my dad said hes gonna move to poland if he doesnt get better and if he does i wanna go with him.. i dont want him to die alone and if he will i wanna be with him and spend the last couple of months with him and my family.. yea il miss everyone but family is more important to me.. yea i know i wouldnt be able to go through everything with out my friends and i thank all of yous for being here for me but i mean its my dad and i love him so much more even tho he put me through hell when i was younger and still sometimes do.. but i dont hold that against him... i would come back but iuno when... cuz if my mom goes too then we prob. wont come back.. well i would but only when i turn 18.. ya kno? it makes me wanna cry thinking about it but yea... but dont think im moving there just yet cuz my dad might get better and i might stay! haha ur prob. like damn u raised my hopes.. :-\ well im gonna go now.. ahh GEOMETRYs next.. ouch! well i wont be online today.. cuz of practice and visiting my dad.. friday cuz of the movies.. saturday cuz of something i cant say cuz its a secret.. and sunday not sure yet but i dont really wanna go to palos hills that day.. im prob. just gonna go out for halloween like every year. :-D hahah last year was the best! eggs and paint ball guns and shaving cream and bombing that kids house remember carly? haha! GT's! well im out! ps amber said hey!! lol well byeee
xoxoxo maria!