uh huh, crazy stuff
Yup. That's what it is. So Forum is like in a week and honestly...I'm really scared. I don't even know why. I really don't think we're as prepared as we could be. Me & Stephanie Blocker only get one full dress rehearsal. Unfair. I need practice too!! Musn't shout. Must be calm. Ha ha. Forum stuff. Anyway, I'm kinda at the point in my life where I just give up. On certain aspects that is. Like....hmmmmmm, for example. And what about...ya-know.... Oh! And blahblahblah too! So yeah. I don't know what I want anymore. Sometimes I think I do, but then I second guess myself. Am I hurting myself by thinking too much? I over-analyze things waaayy too much. Mental note: stop. I shoulfn't care what other people think. I shouldn't care if they judge me. I shouldn't care what they might say when I'm not around. I shouldn't even care what they may be thinking in their little minds. (I probably don't want to know either.) I should do as I please and say "screw everyone else!" Except a select few that I still want to be around me. You know who you are. On a lovlier note...ha ha, "lovely"! Get it? Ok anyway....I...shoot. I forgot what i was going to say. Go figure. Well, I found this quote and I really like it: "Someday somebody's going to ask you a question that you should say yes to."
I'm still waiting.
I'm still waiting.