christmas and schooool.......
Christmas is right around the corner...and I am so excited. I cant wait for well "Santa" to come so that I can give presents out. I love to give and don't really care if I get anything back...I love to see peoples face's light up when they open or see things that I have found or hoped the would love and to see it make them smile is more then I could ask for. The only downer is that I might not get to spend a lot of time with my family...considering that I cannot go home for much of Christmas. I get sad each time I think about it...but what can I do between work and other things going on. I want to spend as much time as I can with Eric's family and equal with mine at home. But balancing is such a hard thing to do. When you live 4 hours away and then winding work into things. But the Holidays are supposed to be a happy time..but only I get sad when I think that time can't be spent with E's and my families more. I just hope that we can work it all out and not make anyone angry.
Besides the christmas blah from me...Im so excited for the semester to be ending..and a new one to begin. This brings me hope that I will eventually graduate...haha...anyhow I changed my major and from the looks of it I have another 2 years here at Northern...and then I will be in the real world finally. Which I am so looking foward to. I cannot wait to start a real life wiht a real job and blah blah blah...just really excited. That way Eric and I can save money and hopefully buy and house and then go from there...and get well...you know that "M" word..but that is still in the future which Im am so ready to begin..I'm almost 23 and can't wait to begin life without school. How weird is it to think I have been going to school for like EVER! Since what I have been 5 which is like almost 20 years when I am done..but thats okay it just took me a little longer to figure out what I wanted in life..and now I finally know..which is such a relief..and I just cannot wait! okay im done venting
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!