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I thought I would update and get my frustration out.
Randy showed up again a week and a half after disappearing and after A LOT of drama. After ripping him a new asshole and punching him full force a couple of times I calmed down a bit and we talked about everything and it's all good now. I still don't trust him but I'm willing to let him work on getting that back.
I went to Miami last weekend. I had the most fabulous time with my friends.
I went to Miami again this weekend and spent it with my family.
I cried when I was leaving earlier. Nothing in Orlando has been good for a while. I've been in my own shell and I just want to move. I want to move back to Miami but not in with my parents.
I hate school. I just want to drop out but I can't. I know my Latin American Humanities professor is going to tell me to withdraw. I might as well.
I have to take three classes over summer and five over fall to get my AA. My mom and I have been discussing going to FIU South if shit goes bad with UCF. We'll see.