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can't sleep.
i woke up like an hour ago and remembered having this really weird dream, and since i can't fall back asleep i figured i'd just come post it. okay, so here ya go :
me, kat, and peter were going to spend the night at peter's house (not his real house, one my mind made up).. so me and him go into his room and kat goes in the other room talking russian to her mom (haha, i love how that happens in my dreams too) and there are these 2 girls sitting on peter's bed. they're like 12. and so i sit down on the floor and peter gets in between the two girls and they start like "cuddling?" i guess and he tells me to change into my pajamas. so kat comes back into the room with this shirt that this guy from a cyfair party wore like 2 nights ago that we had said was really nice looking earlier today. so, i just get naked. and i'm sitting on his floor curled up so no one can see anything, and peter's sister walks in (not his real life sister, one my dream made up). then i was hungry, so i went outside to take peter's car to wendy's.. but it was flooded. so i got onto this little pool raft and started trying to paddle there. but the wendy's was really far and i had to go under this highway overpass but i got scared to cause i heard a prositute talking to a man in a car and i was worried someone might try to pick me up cause i was in a bathing suit at this point.. so i paddle back and when i get there, the waters all gone. and there's this guy and this girl sittin by peter's mailbox. and then a tiger comes over and starts smelling my arms and stuff.. and i was scared and didn't know what to do, so i asked them if they knew. they told me they didn't care and that if i did something stupid the tiger was going to eat me. and then i heard lots of growling and looked across the street and there was a zoo. so eventually, the tiger went back to the zoo and peter came outside. and we were standing by his car and there was a box, so he opened it and there was chicken nuggets, a hamburger, and 3 hot dogs in it. so he started laughing at me for getting so much food, and i told him that i didn't even make it to wendy's. and we realized that the chicken nuggets were from earlier that night (cause me, thomas, and peter went to wendy's earlier tonight and i only got 4 chicken nuggets.. so i guess it was on my mind). so peter threw the hot dogs into the zoo for the animals and me and him went into his house and he gave me a tshirt and we went to bed.
i'm guessing i can't sleep because i just had the most fucking weird dream ever. i seriously don't even know what to say about it. my mind is weird. my subconcious is .. obviously very confused and STRANGE as hell.
okayy well i'm gonna go sit outside with my mama and try to watch the sun come up! :) and then back to bed for 3 hours and then 10:00 comes and i get to call peter and make him come sleep at my house! :)
oh yeah, and i like this song so i'm putting the lyrics in here..
summer time and the wind is blowing outside in lower chelsea
and i don't know what i'm doing in this city
the sun is always in my eyes
it crashes thru the windows and i'm sleeping on the couch
when i came to visit you
that's when i knew that i could never have you
i knew that before you did
still i'm the one whose stupid
and there's this burning like there's always been
i've never been so alone and i've never been so alive
visions of you on a motorcycle drive by
the cigarette ash flies in your eyes and you don't mind
you smile and say the world doesn't fit with you
i don't believe you, you're se serene
careening thru the universe
your axis on a tilt
you're guiltless and free
i hope you take a piece of me with you
and there's things i would like to do that you don't believe in
i would like to build something
but you'll never see it happen
and there's this burning like there's always been
i've never been so alone and i've
i've never been so alive
and there's this burning, there is this burning
where's the soul? i want to know
new york city is evil
the surface is everything but i could never do that
someone would see thru that
and this is the last time we'll be friends again
i'll get over you and you'll wonder who i am..
i go home to the coast
it starts to rain
i paddle out on the water alone
taste the salt and taste the pain
i'm not thinking of you again
the sun goes down in my eyes
see this rolling wave darkly coming to take me home
and i've never been alone and i've never been so alive.
:) third eye blind reminds me of peter. and i like it.
i woke up like an hour ago and remembered having this really weird dream, and since i can't fall back asleep i figured i'd just come post it. okay, so here ya go :
me, kat, and peter were going to spend the night at peter's house (not his real house, one my mind made up).. so me and him go into his room and kat goes in the other room talking russian to her mom (haha, i love how that happens in my dreams too) and there are these 2 girls sitting on peter's bed. they're like 12. and so i sit down on the floor and peter gets in between the two girls and they start like "cuddling?" i guess and he tells me to change into my pajamas. so kat comes back into the room with this shirt that this guy from a cyfair party wore like 2 nights ago that we had said was really nice looking earlier today. so, i just get naked. and i'm sitting on his floor curled up so no one can see anything, and peter's sister walks in (not his real life sister, one my dream made up). then i was hungry, so i went outside to take peter's car to wendy's.. but it was flooded. so i got onto this little pool raft and started trying to paddle there. but the wendy's was really far and i had to go under this highway overpass but i got scared to cause i heard a prositute talking to a man in a car and i was worried someone might try to pick me up cause i was in a bathing suit at this point.. so i paddle back and when i get there, the waters all gone. and there's this guy and this girl sittin by peter's mailbox. and then a tiger comes over and starts smelling my arms and stuff.. and i was scared and didn't know what to do, so i asked them if they knew. they told me they didn't care and that if i did something stupid the tiger was going to eat me. and then i heard lots of growling and looked across the street and there was a zoo. so eventually, the tiger went back to the zoo and peter came outside. and we were standing by his car and there was a box, so he opened it and there was chicken nuggets, a hamburger, and 3 hot dogs in it. so he started laughing at me for getting so much food, and i told him that i didn't even make it to wendy's. and we realized that the chicken nuggets were from earlier that night (cause me, thomas, and peter went to wendy's earlier tonight and i only got 4 chicken nuggets.. so i guess it was on my mind). so peter threw the hot dogs into the zoo for the animals and me and him went into his house and he gave me a tshirt and we went to bed.
i'm guessing i can't sleep because i just had the most fucking weird dream ever. i seriously don't even know what to say about it. my mind is weird. my subconcious is .. obviously very confused and STRANGE as hell.
okayy well i'm gonna go sit outside with my mama and try to watch the sun come up! :) and then back to bed for 3 hours and then 10:00 comes and i get to call peter and make him come sleep at my house! :)
oh yeah, and i like this song so i'm putting the lyrics in here..
summer time and the wind is blowing outside in lower chelsea
and i don't know what i'm doing in this city
the sun is always in my eyes
it crashes thru the windows and i'm sleeping on the couch
when i came to visit you
that's when i knew that i could never have you
i knew that before you did
still i'm the one whose stupid
and there's this burning like there's always been
i've never been so alone and i've never been so alive
visions of you on a motorcycle drive by
the cigarette ash flies in your eyes and you don't mind
you smile and say the world doesn't fit with you
i don't believe you, you're se serene
careening thru the universe
your axis on a tilt
you're guiltless and free
i hope you take a piece of me with you
and there's things i would like to do that you don't believe in
i would like to build something
but you'll never see it happen
and there's this burning like there's always been
i've never been so alone and i've
i've never been so alive
and there's this burning, there is this burning
where's the soul? i want to know
new york city is evil
the surface is everything but i could never do that
someone would see thru that
and this is the last time we'll be friends again
i'll get over you and you'll wonder who i am..
i go home to the coast
it starts to rain
i paddle out on the water alone
taste the salt and taste the pain
i'm not thinking of you again
the sun goes down in my eyes
see this rolling wave darkly coming to take me home
and i've never been alone and i've never been so alive.
:) third eye blind reminds me of peter. and i like it.