you're an angel, you little devil.
i am so beyond sad right now. for no reason, probably.
i still haven't talked to baker. what the? maybe he's still at work..
i can't decide if i wanna go to the racetrack tonight or not. i mean, HELLO! it's roger creager. <33! i really wanna go, but i don't wanna spend money and i don't wanna get all ready lol. lauren from work just called me and told me she's going for sure, but she wants to drink so if i wanna go with her i can. hmm. that's a toughy.
i do NOT want to go back to school. at all. at allll. and let's see, in the like.. week and a half we have left of summer i have way too much to do. or at least too much for my liking.
-get my hair cut & highlighted (my appointments are on seperate days because toni and guy is no longer agreeing to be my hoe)
-take my stupid senior pictures. i hate green, too.
-go school shopping. i literally have bought ONE pair of jeans. how am i that retarded? whatever, i get my paycheck tomorrow, then i'm waiting for kat to come home and we're going shopping together..
-me and kat still have to accomplish 12 hours straight in thomas's pool
-and we need to get drunk during the day one more time since when school starts we can't do that anymore :(
-get some sort of shot? needles? no thanks..
-figure out what to tell my managers about scheduling me for working for the school year..
-email my dad. oh, goodness. *dread* i do NOT want to email him. i'm scared..
.. i think there's more but whatever, i give up. on everything. seriously.
i am SO stupid. like if there's a maximum to how stupid someone can be, oh yeah, i'm off the charts. why do i still care about him?! it is beyond retarded. but for some reason like TODAY i was like.. man, i miss him. i don't like this anymore.
"you make up ridiculous words
which mean exactly nothing
i know just what you mean
that's the funny thing
it's understood, it's understood
...
we parted much too soon, i know
but that's how it goes
there's someone better out there
for you and me"
yeah, i think i'm not gonna go out tonight. kyle thinks going out with him and baker will cheer me up. but, i dunno. :/ hmm..
okay goodbyes!
love,
hayley
i still haven't talked to baker. what the? maybe he's still at work..
i can't decide if i wanna go to the racetrack tonight or not. i mean, HELLO! it's roger creager. <33! i really wanna go, but i don't wanna spend money and i don't wanna get all ready lol. lauren from work just called me and told me she's going for sure, but she wants to drink so if i wanna go with her i can. hmm. that's a toughy.
i do NOT want to go back to school. at all. at allll. and let's see, in the like.. week and a half we have left of summer i have way too much to do. or at least too much for my liking.
-get my hair cut & highlighted (my appointments are on seperate days because toni and guy is no longer agreeing to be my hoe)
-take my stupid senior pictures. i hate green, too.
-go school shopping. i literally have bought ONE pair of jeans. how am i that retarded? whatever, i get my paycheck tomorrow, then i'm waiting for kat to come home and we're going shopping together..
-me and kat still have to accomplish 12 hours straight in thomas's pool
-and we need to get drunk during the day one more time since when school starts we can't do that anymore :(
-get some sort of shot? needles? no thanks..
-figure out what to tell my managers about scheduling me for working for the school year..
-email my dad. oh, goodness. *dread* i do NOT want to email him. i'm scared..
.. i think there's more but whatever, i give up. on everything. seriously.
i am SO stupid. like if there's a maximum to how stupid someone can be, oh yeah, i'm off the charts. why do i still care about him?! it is beyond retarded. but for some reason like TODAY i was like.. man, i miss him. i don't like this anymore.
"you make up ridiculous words
which mean exactly nothing
i know just what you mean
that's the funny thing
it's understood, it's understood
...
we parted much too soon, i know
but that's how it goes
there's someone better out there
for you and me"
yeah, i think i'm not gonna go out tonight. kyle thinks going out with him and baker will cheer me up. but, i dunno. :/ hmm..
okay goodbyes!
love,
hayley