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Bleh. I hate hating my body. It's like.. HEY, You're going to have it forever! But still - I don't like it.
Why?
No real reason, really. I think it has been learned, this hatred towards my body. We see it on tv, hear it on the radio, etc etc. "YOU MUST LOSE WEIGHT OR ELSE." EVERYONE wants to lose weight. So... it is learned because I've heard/seen/felt it for so long. No matter what I look like. I'm not fat, but I still feel it. How can one feel fat you ask? I have no idea.
It's hard to unlearn this feeling. :/ I've been trying.
Why?
No real reason, really. I think it has been learned, this hatred towards my body. We see it on tv, hear it on the radio, etc etc. "YOU MUST LOSE WEIGHT OR ELSE." EVERYONE wants to lose weight. So... it is learned because I've heard/seen/felt it for so long. No matter what I look like. I'm not fat, but I still feel it. How can one feel fat you ask? I have no idea.
It's hard to unlearn this feeling. :/ I've been trying.