forget about "us"

Feb 26, 2007 01:35

I agreed to try things out once more, but for what reason? I know things between us has been like an endless rollercoaster.Sometimes things happen the way they do for a certain reason. I'm not gonna sit here and deny I ever had any feelings towards you because I'd be fooling myself and anyone who actually knows. You constantly tell me how much you miss me and want to spend time with me, but where is the time when it's not given? Just when you got annoying I gave you the benefit of the doubt, but why? I sometimes set myself up seriously

I decided to give you another chance to prove me wrong, to change my views on you & what did you do? Just go about your life and forget we had plans we were gonna spend time together. I'm not an idiot, nor am I gonna sit here and wait around for you. I gave all I had to give, I have nothing to offer you and you to me. I'm a strong believer and things do happen for a reason, the reason being we don't belong together and we never really did. Your lines, your lies may work on others, but not on me atlas not anymore.

Just forget about me, what I look like, & my screen name. I don't want anymore apologies all I wanted was you to try give the whole us thing a chance. I wasn't asking to get married or a diamond ring, was it that much of a difficult task? I suppose it was you & I would've never worked out the way I wanted it to. I'm fine & smiling everyday for greater things, you never brought me down or made me cry atleast I'm still standing strong and not giving a fuck.

People like you don't deserve a tear from anyone, lies after lies.Decieving & just plain fake. Grow the balls to tell me how it is rather than just hiding. People could only take so much and I of coarse have reached my peak. I hope you find someone who will love you for the person you're a liar and a deciever.I could move on and have a clear conscience,but you...you have to live with being the asshole that you're. Grow up already you're 21 not 15 if your scared of commitment then just say so don't pretend everything is good when it's not. Have a nice life.

Let this be a lesson to all, giving someone a second chance is taking risk in which we set ourselves in. Just because he say's nice things, & all the right things doesn't always mean it's what he feels. I'm not saying all guys are the same, but we as human beings have to have our guards up always.
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