depressed....
Well I haven't wrote in here in forever now so I'm gonna try to highlight the most important things.
I quit wendys it's gonna be almost 2 months soon,too much shit i do need a job though so I need to get to the looking.I've been doing the normal going clubbin,and getting drunk having fun with David like we always do.I'm talking to Bradley,and made truce with Raul no more enemies.
David and I were talking today how we both should go back to school,he wants me to go to miami dade with him take the same courses that way we have our classes together and it won't be ackward for neither of us,but I want to go to beauty school it's always been my passion to attend beauty school.He feels if we go to school together I'll motivate him to go to class instead of skipping and getting lazy and just not going.I told him I didn't want to go to miami dade and that I wanted to go to beauty school.He told me that he's gonna move to his mom's house again I love the fact that he really wants to go just to go to school,but then I get so depressed knowing that my bestfriend is gonna be 4rs away from me and it's not like I could drive to his house all the time cause I have no car.I get so depressed even thinking about it.He's my bestfriend,the one I do and tell everything too =[.I started crying and it hurts just even thinking about him leaving and me not having anyone to talk to,say anything to,do the things we do.I know I'll be able to motivate him here but if he leaves i'll be so sad.
I'm gonna go because even thinking about this makes me so sad =x
I quit wendys it's gonna be almost 2 months soon,too much shit i do need a job though so I need to get to the looking.I've been doing the normal going clubbin,and getting drunk having fun with David like we always do.I'm talking to Bradley,and made truce with Raul no more enemies.
David and I were talking today how we both should go back to school,he wants me to go to miami dade with him take the same courses that way we have our classes together and it won't be ackward for neither of us,but I want to go to beauty school it's always been my passion to attend beauty school.He feels if we go to school together I'll motivate him to go to class instead of skipping and getting lazy and just not going.I told him I didn't want to go to miami dade and that I wanted to go to beauty school.He told me that he's gonna move to his mom's house again I love the fact that he really wants to go just to go to school,but then I get so depressed knowing that my bestfriend is gonna be 4rs away from me and it's not like I could drive to his house all the time cause I have no car.I get so depressed even thinking about it.He's my bestfriend,the one I do and tell everything too =[.I started crying and it hurts just even thinking about him leaving and me not having anyone to talk to,say anything to,do the things we do.I know I'll be able to motivate him here but if he leaves i'll be so sad.
I'm gonna go because even thinking about this makes me so sad =x