grrr with the insamnia..... BAKSDNA;DKJF;HKAJSH!
i want to go to sleep but i cant!
i never have a problem sleeping when chris is here.
i had horrable nightmares lastnight/yesterday morrning.
it was thurnder storming out.
and i kept hearing sounds. i had a dream someone walked into my house and was robbing it..takeing anything of value. they came into my room and saw me asleep shut the door i woke up and screamed they burst into my room and slit my throat and leave.
then i really woke up and screamed.
i was so scared for a moment i sat in bed waiting for someone to burst in. after about 7 mins i run up and into the living room. my front door was unlocked.
i was so scared i hated it. i locked it and all the other doors in my house.
so i guess the reason i sleep better when chris is here is because i feel safe... LOL
sorry chris keeping me safe seems a bit odd.
i feel more comfortable and at easy when hes here tho.
i live in a good area. but it seems like i'm always home alone...and theres always outside sound and it bothers me.
it does scare me.
*shrugs*
i also just like knowing that hes next to me and with me.
when hes around my insamnia goes away.
without medication.
i like that feeling.
i like the feelings i get when hes around.
i hate the fact that i want to sleep
and hes not here now.
grrr
i never have a problem sleeping when chris is here.
i had horrable nightmares lastnight/yesterday morrning.
it was thurnder storming out.
and i kept hearing sounds. i had a dream someone walked into my house and was robbing it..takeing anything of value. they came into my room and saw me asleep shut the door i woke up and screamed they burst into my room and slit my throat and leave.
then i really woke up and screamed.
i was so scared for a moment i sat in bed waiting for someone to burst in. after about 7 mins i run up and into the living room. my front door was unlocked.
i was so scared i hated it. i locked it and all the other doors in my house.
so i guess the reason i sleep better when chris is here is because i feel safe... LOL
sorry chris keeping me safe seems a bit odd.
i feel more comfortable and at easy when hes here tho.
i live in a good area. but it seems like i'm always home alone...and theres always outside sound and it bothers me.
it does scare me.
*shrugs*
i also just like knowing that hes next to me and with me.
when hes around my insamnia goes away.
without medication.
i like that feeling.
i like the feelings i get when hes around.
i hate the fact that i want to sleep
and hes not here now.
grrr