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There are no words to explain the way i feel about u. I like you so much, you are the only one who completely takes my breath away, your the only one who can truly and honestly make me feel better when i'm really upset. I've liked other guys of course, but nothing like how I feel about you. I can't explain it to my friends, its not that i don't want to, i don't know how to explain it to them. When i asked you out and you said no, yea i was crushed but luckly i had friends who were there for me and i thought i had gotten over it, at one point after i met Scott, i actually thought I didn't like you like that anymore. But over the summer that feeling came back, i don't want to lose you. why can't you give me a chance as your girlfriend. I'm not like those other girlfriends who wine and complain all the time and expect you to do everything for me. All i want is someone who would always be there for me, to comfort me and make me laugh, you always make me laugh and i love that. I want someone who will hold me and kiss me. why can't you give me that chance? Just one day with you and me, that one kiss. why? we've been friends since 4th grade. my heart is still beyond repair without you. i don't know if this is love or not, but i've never felt this way before. i just want that chance mike, just one chance, just one kiss, just one moment with me in your arms. part of me wants you to see this, but the other part dosen't because its afraid of what you would think. i don't know what to do, but no matter what i don't want to lose you!
Hey everyone i love u all, and obviously this is about mike, i really don't know what 2 do, i want him 2 c it and i don't, he does have my livejournal name but i don't think he looks at it(mike if u do c this let me know please) i need ur advise guys. i know that he's just a guy, but its different. i like him so much. everything i said above came from my heart i just wrote down what i felt. i love u all.PLEASE COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!!