him: "guess we're not going for pho?", me: "guess not."

[pink_starlet]

Jax, I did it again. Fell too easily, and just when I thought it was all going to work out I get the "it's not you, it's me" speech in the passenger's seat of his car.

This all happened about no more than an hour ago. I really just want to give up. It just feels that people are out to take advantage of your feelings, or hurt you all within your boundaries.

Everything he said feels as though it wasn't true, but he never meant to lead me on... Never should have said them if you weren't sure.

Welcome to the first time I have let my guard down in a long while... what a surprise... I got hurt.

Thanks for the new found obstacle in my life.