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i'm not quite sure why it is i moved to portland.
it seemed like a good idea at the time, and i certainly don't hate it here,
its just so different.
my job is not what i had expected it to be, people take everything
far too seriously, and don't know how to have fun.
things in my personal life could use some improvement
i hate that i give and give and give and get nothing in return.
it appears as though most of my relationships are one sided
and if they continue on this pattern i will continue to get hurt.
i cannot continue to allow myself to be used in this manner,
and i feel that a boost in strength would go a long way.
though things are not all that bad, i find myself contemplating the
negetive and not focusing on the positive which is a definite area of
my life that needs improvement.
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it seemed like a good idea at the time, and i certainly don't hate it here,
its just so different.
my job is not what i had expected it to be, people take everything
far too seriously, and don't know how to have fun.
things in my personal life could use some improvement
i hate that i give and give and give and get nothing in return.
it appears as though most of my relationships are one sided
and if they continue on this pattern i will continue to get hurt.
i cannot continue to allow myself to be used in this manner,
and i feel that a boost in strength would go a long way.
though things are not all that bad, i find myself contemplating the
negetive and not focusing on the positive which is a definite area of
my life that needs improvement.
<3 Coll