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so im like.. mixed emotions right now.. im sad bc of two things.. and they both have to do with the most important people.. this summer is really gunna suck. i dont really want it to come. and i dotn want to be a senior. bc i dont want to graduate and have to be a grown up in the real world. i mean, im really ready to move out (in every way except finalcially). but idk wtf im gunna do. i wish i had some job i wanted to do.. but i dont want to work. i dont want to go to college. i just want to have fun and do what i want the rest of my life.. but i know i cant do that since im not paris hilton. i ll probably end up going to bartending school.. or some random sucky community college in dekalb.. lol. idk.. i just hope things turn out the way i think they will.. im expecting it to be pretty bad.. but in a good way.. lol idk i just hope i can come back to the 10 yr reunion and show everyone im rich bc i invented cantalope candy and i didnt even have to work or do anything. lol as long as im not homeless and i have a car i ll be happy.