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Last weekend was fun. It consisted of four crazy biotches, one freaky movie, and random incidences of screaming. Oh man.
Sarah, Marci, Echo and I went to the movie to see the Forgotten. We got really freaked out and drove around trying to find a helicopter with its search light on...no luck. So we drove around dark country roads and got scared. I was driving....it was interesting.
This weekend has become, as of 11:30 last night a horrible one. It consists of two of my best friends being incredibly mad at me.
Friday night I hung out with Michelle until she left with Lyndsay and Melanie to go party for her birthday. Last night we went out to dinner with her family and sang karaoke. Michelle told me Annie had found a party to go to and she wanted to go. I knew Marci had been wanting to go to a party and so had I. Well, it turned out to be a stupid little high school party with Juniors and Seniors lighting fires, getting drunk, etc. The minute I got there I wanted to leave. Michelle said..."You'll be fine once youre fucked up" But, really I had no intentions of getting "fucked up"
The night was horrible the minute I got there but then it ended with both Tony and Michelle being mad at me. There is so much Tony doesnt understand about me. I dont feel like I can talk to him about it because he always has to go.
I am stressing out because I dont know how to make this situation better without becoming completely vulnerable to Michelle and Tony. I hate being vulnerable. I hate it. I wish I would have just gone home after dinner...I think I have the flu.
Sarah, Marci, Echo and I went to the movie to see the Forgotten. We got really freaked out and drove around trying to find a helicopter with its search light on...no luck. So we drove around dark country roads and got scared. I was driving....it was interesting.
This weekend has become, as of 11:30 last night a horrible one. It consists of two of my best friends being incredibly mad at me.
Friday night I hung out with Michelle until she left with Lyndsay and Melanie to go party for her birthday. Last night we went out to dinner with her family and sang karaoke. Michelle told me Annie had found a party to go to and she wanted to go. I knew Marci had been wanting to go to a party and so had I. Well, it turned out to be a stupid little high school party with Juniors and Seniors lighting fires, getting drunk, etc. The minute I got there I wanted to leave. Michelle said..."You'll be fine once youre fucked up" But, really I had no intentions of getting "fucked up"
The night was horrible the minute I got there but then it ended with both Tony and Michelle being mad at me. There is so much Tony doesnt understand about me. I dont feel like I can talk to him about it because he always has to go.
I am stressing out because I dont know how to make this situation better without becoming completely vulnerable to Michelle and Tony. I hate being vulnerable. I hate it. I wish I would have just gone home after dinner...I think I have the flu.