take it for granted.
i'm so completely overwhelmed right now,
i can't shake it.
when you think 2 weeks,
you think of when your science project is due,
or when a good movie or CD comes out,
or planning a party.
something small and coming up quick.
you dont think of packing up everything and leaving
in 2 weeks.
i cant wrap my head around this thought.
... god, im going to miss you guys so much. :(
i know im acting like im leaving forever,
but you cant blame me for thinking that it sure feels like it.
im going to do my best to come back for shows a lot
and see most of you there. so that will help.
but my best friends are all scattered going away now,
its not cool. =[
im excited to start over but god im scared.
today was so depressing cleaning out drawers,
finding birthday cards from when i turned 12,
pictures of me and my old best friends cate and eliza,
my beanie baby club membership card (wtf),
pictures of malte,
etc.
it was too hard, i had to stop cleaning.
its going to take forever to clean out my room. ugh.
15 days.<3
also, i will be in long island saturday-tuesday.
and my new school email is jessica.lewis@ryerson.ca,
send me email! wooo!
and august 9th at darien lake was one of the best days of this summer.
i'll miss you kayla! i already dooo.