Apr 14, 2005 21:26
Well since Angelica didn't do this yet and I have different friends, I thought i would say something.
I have come to the comclusion that suiside is becomeing more common. Today, someone who i dont know but some friends do, Killed himself. I dont know what he was wanting to accoplish or what but he did it and everyone that loved him is now crused.
To me suiside is a very scary thing. No matter how bad people think they have it, things can get better. I dont know but this may not make a lot of sense to alot of people, but i think if you have a depression problem and feel the need to kill yourself, you belong in a mental Hospital. AND the people who do it for attention, not to say any NAMES, should die anyways. I really, i mean REALLY think its stupid to sit there and do shit like that serious just to get attention, when the only attention your going to get is from a shrink.
I have realized many things today. I know many of you dont care but this is what livejournal is for, but anyways, i realized that my life aint so bad.
I always had this idea that my life was the worst, and that i had nothing going for me. At some moments i did want to die, but Today i realized that i have the best friends anyone could ever have. I realized that people do care, some people i should say. I think from now on i will be acting way different. I am normally a upbeat kinda person around my friends but i am not going to worry about certain things that i used to worry about.
I have experienced three suisidal people first hand and i dont want that numer to grow. IF you have a problem get help, you think this world is bad and your life is bad. Well killing yourself is not going to make anybody happy. So i guess my message is... dont think suisidal, if you are. Think posotive and think happy thoughts haha.
okay thats enough serious crap.
I am really happy right now and depressed at the same time.
I love Jorie Coffey and Janel Coffey.
They are my heros.
Well i am off to sleep.
Ta ta
<3 Samantha