May 15, 2005 23:00
this is going to be a long, boring, useless post...
maybe you shouldnt even read it. its not important, i just want to get it down and move on..because yeah.. thats it..so just disregard the whole thing...
you have been forewarned
mmk
friday went to your show six! ohmigosh i heart the backstreet boys...even more than nsync...yikes..never thought i would say that. ryan cabrera was amazing!!! so was kelly and gwen <3333 jesse mcartney wasnt too bad either...ooo and undecided was there too...haha they be hot!..damn...so i totally forgot that dani,john and loli where there...i so woulda looked for them. oh well
saturday slept for the whole day. until i had to take bro to the movies while my parents did the same. cyrus came too <3
went home and got ready for the night...andrea estevan and jacko came to pick me up. went to get the finishing touches for marlainas present...which is where adam works. how convenient. i swear shes obsessed, with a little bit of stalker in her step. but she wont listen. i'd tell her to go for it, but he has a girlfriend, whith whom he lives with...gah! anyways...went to marlainas for a tad bit...then i saw cyrus!<3 left and started thinking about making a run, so i called big mike and said he was down if we needed him to get anything, but we went to rite aid...then estevan walked out with a huge ass bottle of jack daniels...ahaha...while everyone in the store came out and watched andrea speed away. good times. finally got to downtown, while listening to britney because andrea and jack got tired of tribal seeds...boo on the them...parked in the horton parking thing...and began to drink. hardcore. way too much. and we soon found out. i remember leaving her car and thats it...the rest im about to re-tell has all been told to me by andrea earlier today..so here it goes.
we started walking down the streets in downtown...it was hella crowded cause the game just got out or somthin like that went into a couple places and whatnot..went to a restaurant cause someone had to use the bathroom..dont know who, but thats when this lady gave me water in a cup with a straw and everyone said drink it jenn!! so i said okay...but i do remember that lady's face. she was so pretty and looked very understanding, she had curly blonde hair and a white shirt with a black apron. why i remember all that and only that..i have no effin clue...anyways back to the story....at some point me and estevan went into hustler or f street...some adult store...and i remember knocking down a huge display and a large shelf...and everything went everywhere...maybe this is where i passed out...i heard yelling and then felt someone pick me up (estevan?) and carry me out..went to a bunch of other places..andrea came rushing in and saved the night...she said thats when we went back to the car becuase guys were making "rude, sexual and inappropriate comments" haha i heart her. so we did just that...i got in and not long after was when the ahem, pucking sessions started. wonderful. once i started estevan started too..dang. so everytime i opened that car door, (i lost count how many times i did) i just fell haard onto the pavement, with my head, ear and right shoulder breaking my fall..which explains the bruising. not good times,...one more thing i remember was the word "COPS!" being yelled at me...at which point i was told "i shot upright and didnt say a word" thats when they left and we went to a jack in the box in national city...estevan puked out the window in the drive through ...which made me open the door..and do the same, and of course i fell out...but the people behind us in line came over and gave us rags to clean up the mess...all is not lost! there is still hope for this world!! what kind people!!! man! so we pulled over and they left me in the car while the paid/ate...estevan felt the need to proclaim his drunknness to the world..talked to every random person there...then started making a billion phone calls on my phone...wtf! and started saying crap about being at a party and having all these girls...we find out he is a liar..andrea yells at him. they argue..he said he used to be in alcohol rehab..and wanted to call his dad..to tell him he messed up again..WTF..uh oh...i guess they go at it...she wouldnt tell me cause she was still very mad at and didnt want to talk about him...so anyways...she took him home and he yelled about her hitting his car...i unno...stopped by my house..saw all the lights on and decided to keep on driving. we went to 7-11 and got wipes to clean the inside of puke and the side windows and the doors..woops...after about half hour i went home again and saw the lights still on...i said screw it..and got out...dont remember how i did..but dang..my jacket was upside down and i barley made it up the steps...thats when my dad opened the door and i closed it leaning my head against it saying "bye andrea!" hella loud...my dad just stared and i staggered off to my room..uh oh...i fell asleep in my horrible clothes and didnt take out my contacts..yeah that hurt when i woke up....
thats all that happened, i promise
not very eventful
but i do understand when people claim "i dont remember what happened the night before!" type thing..man o man
so i did wake up this morning...knowing i had to teach sunday school..(and after tonight, serg and jackie m. made me realize that being forced into a religion...makes you hate it over time...and i think thats whats happening..granted i dont hate christianity, but i hate how my parents raised me to only have one mind set and not allowing me to be free and choose my own religion if i wanted one or not...cause im looking into buddhism and its so rad...i dunno..i just think that i have my beliefs..i know what i believe in...i dont need to go to church, sit there, not pay attention half the time and listen to someone "preach" about his experiences and what we should do according to him...eff that shit...[oh and thanks jon!!!!]) so it was okay since no one was home i was able to do whatever and i really didnt want to see people at that particular time..anyways...finally came home after church..took a nap..(which made me feel so good) went to jamba juice (made me feel great) then went to work
ahaha barrels of fun at that place
weird talks about drugs, sex, alcohol and money..not to mention jaime's CRAZY stories from new mexico and arizona about all that meth! and e! and shrooms!...damn hes the craziest person i have ever met. he is the definition of the term: insane
"NAO!" (index finger thing) hahahah
played hackey sack with sergio and jackie m. for a good hour and a half in the middle of the store...cause no one was there...haha im such a pro...! no juss kidding but that was so much fun...imma buy one and practice..yessss
hmm i guess thats it really
theres still an essay i have to turn in tomorrow morning..and did i do it?..hell no..why because i have no motivation. im failing already, its too late to do anything about it.
have macys training for a good 6 hours tomorrow
yikes
well i have made someone disappointed and disgusted
wow
i'd say my job is done
granted we dont end up in nuclear winter...
"all california has to worry about it breaking of from the united states to go hang with hawaii, alaska can come too. THE END"