festive feelings? no chance
i guess i had to post here xmas greetings and other shit, but I just don't feel xmas at all...Just can't be bothered..really...After another exhausting shift took a BATH (!!!), opened bottle of rose, made a waffle with chocolate and toffee sauces and bananas and banana ice cream, crawled into bed, watched Channel 4 with very sad and touching documentaries and movies, cried my eyes out, watched Bridget Jones, drank G&T....
BRIDGET:
"...I suddenly realized that unless some thing changed soon...I was going to live a life where my major relationship...was with a bottle of wine...and I'd finally die fat and alone...and be found three weeks later, half-eaten by Alsatians. Or was about to turn into Glenn Close...in "Fatal Attraction."
...cuz when you are alone...you are just alone.
p.s. It was very nice to hear on the radio greetings from one guy to all of us who work in this industry. It's only our job so you, guys, can enjoy your time! But it's hard. It's really hard work )
God, yesterday, first time in my life i hated doing bar, cuz usually i like to do that. Was working in Eckington...Jesus...they all were sooooo loud and soooo drunk!
One girl kept shouting that I am beautiful and gorgeous (Me! beautiful - muhahahaaaaa). Other girl bought me drinks - "It's Christmas! And you are so good!" (You should see my face when i was serving drinks - GTFO!!!!! That was written on it xD Gosh i was pissed off...) AND! What's more exciting - i saw all these people TODAY! AGAIN!!!!! and of course they've been drinking again...holy crap!
BRIDGET:
"...I suddenly realized that unless some thing changed soon...I was going to live a life where my major relationship...was with a bottle of wine...and I'd finally die fat and alone...and be found three weeks later, half-eaten by Alsatians. Or was about to turn into Glenn Close...in "Fatal Attraction."
...cuz when you are alone...you are just alone.
p.s. It was very nice to hear on the radio greetings from one guy to all of us who work in this industry. It's only our job so you, guys, can enjoy your time! But it's hard. It's really hard work )
God, yesterday, first time in my life i hated doing bar, cuz usually i like to do that. Was working in Eckington...Jesus...they all were sooooo loud and soooo drunk!
One girl kept shouting that I am beautiful and gorgeous (Me! beautiful - muhahahaaaaa). Other girl bought me drinks - "It's Christmas! And you are so good!" (You should see my face when i was serving drinks - GTFO!!!!! That was written on it xD Gosh i was pissed off...) AND! What's more exciting - i saw all these people TODAY! AGAIN!!!!! and of course they've been drinking again...holy crap!