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Jul 08, 2005 13:51

Well here is some more poems. I'm not positive if they amke sense but that is just fine with me :D

Heavens’ Skies
I have already tried to fly and now I’m falling from the heavens skies
I took a leap of faith and put the knife away I figured it could only get worse from here. And I never would have to dry so many tears. But I was wrong. Who knew this pain would last so long. It feels as though my life I have lost. Who knew what the pain would cost?
Restless nights and never ending dreams
Daylight nightmares and horrid screams
My blood seems like it never stops rushing
To my fears I can’t stop clutching.
I need to let go and be set free, from this life long lasting misery.
But sadly I can’t escape my dreadful fate.
I want to run away from my destiny.
I want to make a new me.
But as I run through the dark I crash.
My memories are what I saw last.
Then a long shriek was heard.
I then flashed to the white bird.
It is was careless and doesn’t know of its actions.
It doesn’t care what people think or their reactions.
So as I stand I try to fly again
To make a new me and setting my troubles free
So as I soar I think of my memories and more
For I can’t release those they are the decisions I chose
So I drag myself down lower than the ground
I cant breathe right I give up on this dark cold night.
I have tried to fly now I’m falling from the heaven’s skies…

The Little Girl Trapped Inside
I try to see within myself
But I only see someone else
This little girl with fear in her eyes
This girl who can’t sleep at night because she cries
She has tears on her pillows
And each night she slips and lets her mind go
Hoping that when she wakes up her pains will be a dream
And she will see life like it’s never been seen
But when she awakes her hopes will be crushed
And she will move on and think all the pain is a must
And each day she can’t do what she would like to
Each day to herself she can’t be true
She’s locked in her head
With the thoughts that she dreads
And Unlike no one else
She says to herself
Tonight I will cry without my blood
For my pain isn’t the experience of love
It’s from the thoughts that are trapped
And my hopes that have crashed
The fear in my life
These are the reasons I cry
But I will not be foolish and take myself away
I need to wake up and be happy each day
But she didn’t realize no one is never sad
It’s was that thought that made her mad
She ended up insane
She couldn’t control the pain
So eventually she went on to deny what she felt
Even though she wanted something else
She drowned in her own tears
Because she couldn’t face her fears
And then she bleed in her life of crimson regret.
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