YIKES!!!!
Uh OH!!! I ammmmm soooo nervoius.. The big date is tomorrow.. what will happen?!!! YIKES!!! Then this mutual friend of ours works at back bay inn which is this realllly nice restaraunt/ bed and breakfast was like yeah, you and lucas should go there tonight.. I work tonight..lol... I am really nervous, especially since Iam gettiung along really well with the majority of Lucas's friends and he is getting frustrated because we had trouble gtting along when we were dating and now that I am not dating Lucas, we get along famously (which leads me to wonder what type of shit he may have been telling them about me and now that he's not dating me and possibly saying shit, they have realized that I am not as much of an angry dike as Lucas may have been making me out to be...interesting idea...), and it is weird because whenever I am working reallly hard at being and seeming happy, Lucas is down and sad, but today, he is being happy and joking with me, and to my knowledge, he hasn't even really spoken to Katie much today, but i will not get my hopes up until I see what Lunch brings..uhg..I ammmmm soooo excited but nervous for this date.. Oh, and THe cheney (sande) went besserk about my weight last night and grounded me today because the bathroom wasn't "clean enough" and I have had two days off thsi week.. uhg!! Then she had the nerve to say "either step it up or step out" UHg stupid bitch.. i can't wait.. Less than a year and I will be 18!!!! YIPPPPIEEEE!!! ANyways, positive thoughts... Big date tomorrow, I am sooo excited, I don't even know what we are going to do... Yikes... I have to figure out what to wear... and I have to have some sort of conversation type stuff planned for it so we can actually talk to eachother and maybe I should make dinner plans!! Oh!!! tomorrow is pay day!!! Yipppieeeee!!! Wish me luck Kari, and I am going to call you tonight because you shouldn't be grounded damn it!!! Much Love-Jess