"it's just another manic monday..."
here we go again. the beginin of what will be the longest week of my life. i just finished my spanish test which makes it easier though. bio and math to go. im just trying to survive this week a day at a time. thank God i had a super weekend...just what i needed.
you know what's great? i havnt been thinking about manila a lot...at least not as much as i used to. it used to be that all i thought about are what my friends were doing and what parties where happening over there...but now, i guess im moving on. i mean SURE i miss my friends there to death and will ALWAYS miss them to death, but iv learned to basically let go and just live life. there's sooo much out there and it would be soooo retarded for me to dwell on.."what if i stayed in IS?" "what if i didn't have to move to canada?". no. its about damn time i dropped the "what if" act and move on with my life. it feels great.
i know that my friends in manila arnt going anywhere and that they'll always be there for me...so i dont have to worry.
i wanna thank mariana for being my "inspiration". she went to saint pauls and grabbed it by the balls! marz i dont think you realize how corageous it was for you to leave manila at this time of your life...and not even being there for mercedes' birth. i love you marz! stay strong.
you know what's great? i havnt been thinking about manila a lot...at least not as much as i used to. it used to be that all i thought about are what my friends were doing and what parties where happening over there...but now, i guess im moving on. i mean SURE i miss my friends there to death and will ALWAYS miss them to death, but iv learned to basically let go and just live life. there's sooo much out there and it would be soooo retarded for me to dwell on.."what if i stayed in IS?" "what if i didn't have to move to canada?". no. its about damn time i dropped the "what if" act and move on with my life. it feels great.
i know that my friends in manila arnt going anywhere and that they'll always be there for me...so i dont have to worry.
i wanna thank mariana for being my "inspiration". she went to saint pauls and grabbed it by the balls! marz i dont think you realize how corageous it was for you to leave manila at this time of your life...and not even being there for mercedes' birth. i love you marz! stay strong.