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im so sick of meeting the same old boys everyday that are just tryin to get with girls. i wanna meet a guy that respects me and doesn't want to get in my pants but to actually get to know me. it just seems like that is what boys expect when they meet a girl. i miss having someone to hangout with that respects me and cares for me as a person and never once was tryin to see what he could get from me, but more so seeing what he could give me and how he could help me out. i want a guy that is going to take me out and just wanna spend time with me, whether its sitting at a lake and talking or going out to dinner. i miss having the most wonderful and caring guy there for me at all times. it sucks to know that due to me being scared i screwed up the only chance i had at being with someone that truely made me happy and never did me wrong once. i wish i could have a second chance, thats all i want. i know i screwed up but i've learned and i should have never treated someone whom did that much for me like that. well i guess im to the point where i just have to learn from my mistakes and hope that i can have another chance at some point.