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sooo much to think about:
ok atleast at waltham i felt smart. at bbn i dont fit in because i feel like i am not smart enough. and i dont understand why they let me into that school, they know that at waltham getting As isnt like getting As at bbn and they didnt know about any of my talents, why the hell did they let me in. i'm not ready for this. i dont understand anything i hate it so much
i feel like everything is falling apart with people from waltham. i miss everyone a lot but its like no one wants to talk to me anymroe because they think i think i am better than them. i'm not...if youre reading this and you are from waltham i'm sorry for making you think that i dont fit in anymore. i miss you guys.
things with my family is ok i guess. i feel horrible because i dont see my dad anymore. its my fault but i'm busy! what the hell am i supposed to do. and hes going away next weekend. AH it sucks. my mom and i are constantly fighting..thats just loooovely. my sister is fine and so is her boyfriend.
school sucks. but i really like my friends there, i jsut wish that the guy i like liked me back. but i guess thats not important.
i miss camp, when i was at camp i felt amazing, talented, beautiful and smart...now thats gone.
ok atleast at waltham i felt smart. at bbn i dont fit in because i feel like i am not smart enough. and i dont understand why they let me into that school, they know that at waltham getting As isnt like getting As at bbn and they didnt know about any of my talents, why the hell did they let me in. i'm not ready for this. i dont understand anything i hate it so much
i feel like everything is falling apart with people from waltham. i miss everyone a lot but its like no one wants to talk to me anymroe because they think i think i am better than them. i'm not...if youre reading this and you are from waltham i'm sorry for making you think that i dont fit in anymore. i miss you guys.
things with my family is ok i guess. i feel horrible because i dont see my dad anymore. its my fault but i'm busy! what the hell am i supposed to do. and hes going away next weekend. AH it sucks. my mom and i are constantly fighting..thats just loooovely. my sister is fine and so is her boyfriend.
school sucks. but i really like my friends there, i jsut wish that the guy i like liked me back. but i guess thats not important.
i miss camp, when i was at camp i felt amazing, talented, beautiful and smart...now thats gone.