I've been watching you.
Ahhhh! I saw the love of my life today, too bad we didn't really talk. I was on the phone with my bams and I'm guessing he had been looking at me or something because when i turned to my left he was standing there looking at me ^_^ He said, hi and I stopped and waived at him. I love how my friend immediately knew it was him so she kept asking me if it was him, haha.
While we are at it, bams came over and we went out for a walk with kobe ;) On our way back from our walk we saw some youngins playing with firecrackers and my friend began saying things until she realized she knew two of the guys from hs so we spent most of the day outside watching them skate and just talking to them, it was fun. I like building relationships with people who live close to me.
btw, I find it hilarious how the other day I was looking for an artist on my itunes and I stumbled across Fergalicious by Fergie. I seriously have NO idea how that ended up on my itunes as seeing how I don't really download music, it had me very confused for a good minute. Jen bamboo, do you remember me saying anything about getting that song?
Work:
Ah! I may be moving up a position which would mean I would become a fulltime employee(officially, I already work full time hours tbh), get a raise, and get benefits. wohooo!!! What's kind of strange is that apperantly the raise wont be that great, it will be the same as my reg aid raise, which I wont complain about, but I just imagined it to be a lot more as seeing how this is a much bigger position.
I'm not sure if I have the position already, but I really want it. Madie has said good things about me and is rooting for me, she wants me to get it which I'm soo thankful for. Having her help me out and telling me what I should be doing is amazing as seeing how I would be taking her position so she's like the perfect person for advice. Angee, my manager, is also putting in a good word for and telling me what I should be doing and all that jazz, she keeps telling me that what she wants from me is for me to delegate, to speak up. She told me how she mentioned my name to Suzy and Kristin and how Suzy didn't know who I was which is not a good thing, hahah. One of the reasons for that is because I don't usually open and she's there in the mornings. To be honest, I didn't know what she looked like for the longest, I knew of her because people would always say negative things about her, but that was it. I want the position, but i'm afraid I wont be good enough. I don't want to let the people who are rooting for me down. While i'm not new, I still feel very new to that place all the time. I've seen madie do her thing and it's not easy, they give her a bunch of projects to do and people like her have to deal with the merchandisers and they can seriously be a nightmare. I always hear the closing managers (except for james obvz) say things about how they don't want Suzy yelling at them in the morning. I'm not sure how things are going to work out at all. Josh told me yesterday that he was going to have a one on one with me, but then he had to leave and told me that Angee was going to talk to me. Angee just asked me if I was interested, which they have done like ten times already and said something about "begin the paperwork process" which left me confused because she then said "cool, now all I have to do is to talk to Kristin about it" which is sooo scary because that lady is sooo intimidating and ahhh! Another reason why i'm confused with all this is because Angee told me how she was pretty sure that Madie was going to get the team lead position today, so I dunno. Wish me luck bbs.
This song is <3
Ah, now i will go study which is what I was supposed to be doing ;)
While we are at it, bams came over and we went out for a walk with kobe ;) On our way back from our walk we saw some youngins playing with firecrackers and my friend began saying things until she realized she knew two of the guys from hs so we spent most of the day outside watching them skate and just talking to them, it was fun. I like building relationships with people who live close to me.
btw, I find it hilarious how the other day I was looking for an artist on my itunes and I stumbled across Fergalicious by Fergie. I seriously have NO idea how that ended up on my itunes as seeing how I don't really download music, it had me very confused for a good minute. Jen bamboo, do you remember me saying anything about getting that song?
Work:
Ah! I may be moving up a position which would mean I would become a fulltime employee(officially, I already work full time hours tbh), get a raise, and get benefits. wohooo!!! What's kind of strange is that apperantly the raise wont be that great, it will be the same as my reg aid raise, which I wont complain about, but I just imagined it to be a lot more as seeing how this is a much bigger position.
I'm not sure if I have the position already, but I really want it. Madie has said good things about me and is rooting for me, she wants me to get it which I'm soo thankful for. Having her help me out and telling me what I should be doing is amazing as seeing how I would be taking her position so she's like the perfect person for advice. Angee, my manager, is also putting in a good word for and telling me what I should be doing and all that jazz, she keeps telling me that what she wants from me is for me to delegate, to speak up. She told me how she mentioned my name to Suzy and Kristin and how Suzy didn't know who I was which is not a good thing, hahah. One of the reasons for that is because I don't usually open and she's there in the mornings. To be honest, I didn't know what she looked like for the longest, I knew of her because people would always say negative things about her, but that was it. I want the position, but i'm afraid I wont be good enough. I don't want to let the people who are rooting for me down. While i'm not new, I still feel very new to that place all the time. I've seen madie do her thing and it's not easy, they give her a bunch of projects to do and people like her have to deal with the merchandisers and they can seriously be a nightmare. I always hear the closing managers (except for james obvz) say things about how they don't want Suzy yelling at them in the morning. I'm not sure how things are going to work out at all. Josh told me yesterday that he was going to have a one on one with me, but then he had to leave and told me that Angee was going to talk to me. Angee just asked me if I was interested, which they have done like ten times already and said something about "begin the paperwork process" which left me confused because she then said "cool, now all I have to do is to talk to Kristin about it" which is sooo scary because that lady is sooo intimidating and ahhh! Another reason why i'm confused with all this is because Angee told me how she was pretty sure that Madie was going to get the team lead position today, so I dunno. Wish me luck bbs.
This song is <3
Ah, now i will go study which is what I was supposed to be doing ;)