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nothing much is different...went to the battle of the bands tonight, it was really good, but of course susan and meghan had to go too. by the time we got home i was ready to strangle mother if she made one more stupid comment, on how much she "loves" us, she's SO icredibly fake!!! i can't wait until she goes away for TWO WHOLE WEEKS!!!! she leaves on march 18 and comes back april 4 or something.....sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha yeah... today really sucked. i don't know why but it really did. like right now i just feel like crying, but i can't. i really felt like haning out with aaron or somthing, i feel like i can talk to him and he might actually understand, i don't have any friends like that and it can get lonely. he walked up to my house at like 12:30 last sunday night because we had monday off, it was wicked, freezing out though. we went downstairs because we didn't want my parents to hear us, and just tried to keep warm, talking and stuff. it was nice. i haven't just talked to someone in sooooooooooooo long, it's crazy. not good, really. anyways that's what i feel like doing now, but i can't, because there's no one here :( lately i've been having... feelings... for a certain person lately... not the same before... much different actually, but i still really like him too... i'm confused...*sigh. i want both of them in a bed right now... joking. lol. anyways i'm lonely and bored and frusturated, feel like crying! not cool... when sue finally goes to bed, out come the drinks... wish ihad a drinking buddy, someone who lived really close by, so we could just sneak out of each others houses and stuff, that would be awesome. but.. i live in humber village *sigh. anyways, sue's gone to bed, so later.
xox
haha yeah... today really sucked. i don't know why but it really did. like right now i just feel like crying, but i can't. i really felt like haning out with aaron or somthing, i feel like i can talk to him and he might actually understand, i don't have any friends like that and it can get lonely. he walked up to my house at like 12:30 last sunday night because we had monday off, it was wicked, freezing out though. we went downstairs because we didn't want my parents to hear us, and just tried to keep warm, talking and stuff. it was nice. i haven't just talked to someone in sooooooooooooo long, it's crazy. not good, really. anyways that's what i feel like doing now, but i can't, because there's no one here :( lately i've been having... feelings... for a certain person lately... not the same before... much different actually, but i still really like him too... i'm confused...*sigh. i want both of them in a bed right now... joking. lol. anyways i'm lonely and bored and frusturated, feel like crying! not cool... when sue finally goes to bed, out come the drinks... wish ihad a drinking buddy, someone who lived really close by, so we could just sneak out of each others houses and stuff, that would be awesome. but.. i live in humber village *sigh. anyways, sue's gone to bed, so later.
xox