Jan 01, 2005 19:32
I'm in stephenville, visiting my aunt and uncle and my two cousins,mark and heather. i'm feel so shitty, i hate everybody here and i'm pretty sure that they all hate me too. yipee. my christmas holidays sucked ass, i saw maybe three people of any significance in a week and a half! omg, i can't beleive that i'm saying this but i can't wait for school to start, something to do and i can get back on my diet. i ate so much shit over the holidays, it's not fit. i gained some weight i can feel it. ugh. :o! i want to be a size 3 but good luck to me with that one... *sigh. my cousins are gone to get a movie, so they should be back soon. :( i just wish that i knew somebody out here that actually cared, most of my family hates me because i don't follow my mom's stupid rules. anyways they are back now more later.
xox