Ahem
So this may just be a total ramble because my nails are drying and I can't very well dig through my closet with wet nails now can I?
First note the icon. I am on holiday so the icon is to. Plus it is cute the little stick guy all sad and gloomy with his bottle. Kind of makes me want to be all passed out and gloomy with a bottle of something good. Maybe water because the last thing I need is to be caught drinking under age. My mother would kill me after the car thingy. Plus I don't want to drink anyway so there! Been there over done that. Anyway the first point is that the icon is cute.
Second. Ryan is 18 I am 17 this means I am also close to 18 and that my friend is scary. I don't think I can live on my own without getting into some extreme trouble. Not that I'm a bad kid I'm just super implusive, and I really don't have that cool little thing that yells "Wait a second you this may not be a good idea." This is half the reason I yes I have put off getting the driving license. I don't really need to be saving money in order to disapper for five days because I got on the highway and didn't feel like getting off till freaking Penn. Yes it would happen becuase it's something I have thought about doing since I was like thirteen and driving was three years away. So I do not trust myself, but at least I know how to stop myself from doing stupid shit, most of the time.
Thrid. Ryan. He treats me so well, and I don't know if I like it. He's too sweet. I like little arguments, and conflict then comming back from that a-okay. Not really a healthy relationship is it? Nope. Meaning I don't think I should be allowed into one. I am stupid so please help me from killing a five dozen flower good thing.
Fourth. I was quoting Taming of the Shrew to my dog Kate. "My dainty Kate (for all kates are dainties)" Yeah too much school is NOT good for you. Wait too much Shakespeare is not good for you.
Fifth. I am nervious about going to Abington and seeing people that I haven't seen in seven months to a year. I'm a lot more set into who I am and I know that I am always me, but as I have said before I feel a lot diffrent and my mind set is very diffrent as well. I can admit that moving was one of the best things ever, and that I love my school. I can also say that some mornings I can't help but feel weird when I am walking down that second floor hallway to get to the stairs to the third. I can remember walking up the stairs to AHS and taking that left to my locker, on top, of curse becuae I am so short lol. The people here are diffrent, or maybe I am just friending diffrent people. I dunno how I feel but it's weird people grow and change I just hope it hasn't been that much for anyone involved. So I'm just a big old scardy cat. I also might be a bit worried about fashion diffrences. Yeah I'm still the exact same *rolls eyes*
Sixth. I'm running out of points but the nails are still not set. But hey my room is clean and that's cool.
Seventh. I know I have said this but it's so sweet that Shannon calls me from her vacation I hope she doesn't call why I am not here. I'm also wondering whos watching her animals while she is gone. She never mentioned it. Hummmmm.
Eighth. MTV made me hate band people but also got me into their heads a little more. This girl was like so mean to these other girls for something they did as kids in the seventh grade! Then it was reveled that the hostility just came from being scared that they were going to keep picking on her, but ohhh look they are nice people. The point is that I feel this is why people are bitch about my firends. Sarah B. even half way admitted it. So stupid though. So very stupid. It's sad when people are the same all the way through life, and that hardly ever happens so yeah.
Ninth. I want to make it to ten then I am just saying screw the nails! I am getting bangs and I want them now becuase my hair is long enough, and it needs to be re-styled so badly. I can feel it crying for the newness. Nice long bangs just the change I need. Because it's been a whole like four months since my last phsical change lol.
Tenth. We get rape defense training in gym called RAD as in rape agression defense. I am going to learn how to hurt men and run yessssss.
Now I have to pack though I do have to get up at seven in order to shower, so my hair can be all fresh and nice, and do the saving thing so the leg hairs don't scare anyone lol.
I'm sure another ramble will be comming when I come back because that's just how I am.
-Amber
First note the icon. I am on holiday so the icon is to. Plus it is cute the little stick guy all sad and gloomy with his bottle. Kind of makes me want to be all passed out and gloomy with a bottle of something good. Maybe water because the last thing I need is to be caught drinking under age. My mother would kill me after the car thingy. Plus I don't want to drink anyway so there! Been there over done that. Anyway the first point is that the icon is cute.
Second. Ryan is 18 I am 17 this means I am also close to 18 and that my friend is scary. I don't think I can live on my own without getting into some extreme trouble. Not that I'm a bad kid I'm just super implusive, and I really don't have that cool little thing that yells "Wait a second you this may not be a good idea." This is half the reason I yes I have put off getting the driving license. I don't really need to be saving money in order to disapper for five days because I got on the highway and didn't feel like getting off till freaking Penn. Yes it would happen becuase it's something I have thought about doing since I was like thirteen and driving was three years away. So I do not trust myself, but at least I know how to stop myself from doing stupid shit, most of the time.
Thrid. Ryan. He treats me so well, and I don't know if I like it. He's too sweet. I like little arguments, and conflict then comming back from that a-okay. Not really a healthy relationship is it? Nope. Meaning I don't think I should be allowed into one. I am stupid so please help me from killing a five dozen flower good thing.
Fourth. I was quoting Taming of the Shrew to my dog Kate. "My dainty Kate (for all kates are dainties)" Yeah too much school is NOT good for you. Wait too much Shakespeare is not good for you.
Fifth. I am nervious about going to Abington and seeing people that I haven't seen in seven months to a year. I'm a lot more set into who I am and I know that I am always me, but as I have said before I feel a lot diffrent and my mind set is very diffrent as well. I can admit that moving was one of the best things ever, and that I love my school. I can also say that some mornings I can't help but feel weird when I am walking down that second floor hallway to get to the stairs to the third. I can remember walking up the stairs to AHS and taking that left to my locker, on top, of curse becuae I am so short lol. The people here are diffrent, or maybe I am just friending diffrent people. I dunno how I feel but it's weird people grow and change I just hope it hasn't been that much for anyone involved. So I'm just a big old scardy cat. I also might be a bit worried about fashion diffrences. Yeah I'm still the exact same *rolls eyes*
Sixth. I'm running out of points but the nails are still not set. But hey my room is clean and that's cool.
Seventh. I know I have said this but it's so sweet that Shannon calls me from her vacation I hope she doesn't call why I am not here. I'm also wondering whos watching her animals while she is gone. She never mentioned it. Hummmmm.
Eighth. MTV made me hate band people but also got me into their heads a little more. This girl was like so mean to these other girls for something they did as kids in the seventh grade! Then it was reveled that the hostility just came from being scared that they were going to keep picking on her, but ohhh look they are nice people. The point is that I feel this is why people are bitch about my firends. Sarah B. even half way admitted it. So stupid though. So very stupid. It's sad when people are the same all the way through life, and that hardly ever happens so yeah.
Ninth. I want to make it to ten then I am just saying screw the nails! I am getting bangs and I want them now becuase my hair is long enough, and it needs to be re-styled so badly. I can feel it crying for the newness. Nice long bangs just the change I need. Because it's been a whole like four months since my last phsical change lol.
Tenth. We get rape defense training in gym called RAD as in rape agression defense. I am going to learn how to hurt men and run yessssss.
Now I have to pack though I do have to get up at seven in order to shower, so my hair can be all fresh and nice, and do the saving thing so the leg hairs don't scare anyone lol.
I'm sure another ramble will be comming when I come back because that's just how I am.
-Amber