And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
Dude I do believe I have lost some sense of self, or I could still be stuck in that middle place of leaving behind who I was in Abington and who I want to be out here. Totally weird feeling really.
So, the cable is on the fritz till Thursday. This means only my brother has TV.
Nearly everyone is on vacations this week as well, so how am I supposed to entertain myself, one can only read so much. I do sense a massive clean due to a great restlessness feeling I have been having for two days.
Yesterday I went to the zoo with my parents and Sara because I had nothing better to do, and hey I like animals though I really just want to go to the god damn aquarium. She was so cute with the animals. She LOVED the monkeys, and the giant turtle things. It looked like it could get up and eat her though, you know if it could move fast enough.
I am suddenly in love with Chai because it is amazing. (thank you vanessa)
I have such a strong want to go do something fancy like Nick's dinner again, or maybe I just want curly hair again. Haha.
I have been writing a lot lately. Thats how you can tell I have gotten a little to traped into my own little world, though the themes are now very diffrent than they were last time.
-Amber
So, the cable is on the fritz till Thursday. This means only my brother has TV.
Nearly everyone is on vacations this week as well, so how am I supposed to entertain myself, one can only read so much. I do sense a massive clean due to a great restlessness feeling I have been having for two days.
Yesterday I went to the zoo with my parents and Sara because I had nothing better to do, and hey I like animals though I really just want to go to the god damn aquarium. She was so cute with the animals. She LOVED the monkeys, and the giant turtle things. It looked like it could get up and eat her though, you know if it could move fast enough.
I am suddenly in love with Chai because it is amazing. (thank you vanessa)
I have such a strong want to go do something fancy like Nick's dinner again, or maybe I just want curly hair again. Haha.
I have been writing a lot lately. Thats how you can tell I have gotten a little to traped into my own little world, though the themes are now very diffrent than they were last time.
-Amber