Breakup
So Ryan crossed a line last night that no man should ever walk across.
I ended up leaving his house and running through Salem (not easy) to Nicki's house, and now I am home with Nasya.
I'm just really upset, confused, and angry.
So, yeah, we are not a couple anymore.
ETA
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: Speaking yes. Singing not so much
Hurt yourself?: Emmm....
Been out of the country?: Yuppers
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Ummm no unless you count egg salad but I don't think people knew I ate that till I just said it :x
Been in love?: Fucking thought so twice but I was wrrrronnng
Done drugs?: No
Gone skinny dipping?: Yeah
Had a medical emergency?: Yes
Had surgery?: On my knee
Played strip poker?: No my friends can do better things than that
Played any sexual game?: Ugh
Gotten trashed?: No
Gotten beaten up?: ......yeah yesterday
Beaten someone up?: Kicked Ben's ass!
Been picked on?: Yeah
Been on stage?: Who hasn't
Slept outdoors?: Camping is my fave
Thought about suicide?: Again who hasn't
Pulled an all nighter?: All the time
If yes, what is your record?: Three days no sleep. It's great when auto pilot kicks in
Gone one day without food?: Ha! yeah
Talked on the phone all night?: Yesm
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yeah a few times
Slept all day?: I try not to it makes me feel useless
Killed someone?: I wish
Made out with a stranger?: Two new years eves ago
Had sex with a stranger?: Umm yeah i'm not a whore
Had sex?: Maybe ;0)
Thought you're going crazy?: Baby I don't think it I know it
Kissed the same sex?: Not that I recall
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: ^^
Made out with a boyfriend?: That would be a yes
Been caught "doing something"?: Depends on the something
Been betrayed?: *eyes people* Yeah
Had a dream that came true?: No
Broken the law?: Yeah all driving laws though blame my dad and the asshole
First attractive thing you notice about opposite sex?: Mouth then hands
Met a famous person?: Yeah
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No but then again I don't drive a lot yet...
On purpose?: Eww no!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Nope
Been on radio/tv?: Radio and the local channel
Been in a mosh-pit?: Nope
Had a nervous breakdown?: Once
Bungee jumped?: Yeah ;0)
Had a dream that kept coming back?: I have story dreams like they use the same few places and are normally like a continuation of the other.
Have You Ever...
x.. Kissed your cousin: Ugh that would be a no
x.. Ran away: Not from my house
x.. Cried when someone died: Ohhh yeah
x.. Broken a bone: Nope
x.. Drank alcohol: Yeah
x.. Lied: Yes
x.. Cried in school: Never at THS but at AHS when my friend died of her ED
Which is better :
x.. Coke or Pepsi: Viva la diet coke!!!!!
x.. Sprite or 7up: Sprite
x.. Girls or guys: Guys most of the time
x.. Flowers or candy: Flowers, no calories
x.. Scruff or clean shaven: Scruff omg...!
x.. Quiet or loud: Loud
x.. Pants or shorts: Skirts.... lol
x.. McDonald's or Burger King: Neither fast food sucks
x.. Single or Group Dates:Single
x.. Adidas or Nike: Adidas for style
x.. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate taste Vanilla smell
x.. Cappucino or coffee: Cappucino with a little hot chocolate nummy
x.. Boxers or Briefs: Briefs
What is your...:
x.. Favorite color: Red/pink/orange
x.. Favorite movie: It may just be Fight Club or you know lotr
x.. Favorite book: I have nooooooo idea
x.. Favorite cars: Emmm ones that drive
x.. Favorite ice cream: Black raspberry
x.. Favorite holiday: Veterans day
x.. Favorite season: Fall
Have you ever...
x.. Save internet conversations: Not since a loooong time ago
x.. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Never done that
x.. Cried because of someone's mean words: Yes
x.. Kissed: Yes
x.. Romantic memory: I have some yeah
x.. Most recent advice given to you: Don't EVER go back to Ryan.
x.. Color your hair: Only once
x.. Have piercings: Not really
x.. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Two asshole boyfriends yeah
Have you/Do you/Are you...:
x.. Stolen anything: Yeah once or twice
x.. Smoke: Never
x.. Depressed: It happens but I'm a lot happier than I have ever been
x.. Pissed: Right now yeah
x.. Have you had braces: Never
x.. Innie or Outtie: Innie
x.. Sign: Scorpio
x.. Could you live without a computer: Yeah probably
x.. how many people are on your lists: Lists?
x.. Do you drink enough water: Yep just enough sometimes a little more than that
x.. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off: Take em off
x.. What is your favorite fruit: Raspberries and apples
x.. Do you eat wheat bread or white: Wheat
x.. Do you have a current boyfriend?: No
x.. Are you photogenic: Ha! Not at all
x.. Do you dream in color or black and white: Color never dreamt in back and white
x.. Are you wearing fingernail polish: Yep pretty greeny ice blue color and my toe nails are a darker metalic blue
x.. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most: Sunsets
x.. When you watch movies at home do you like the lights on or off?: Off
x.. Do you think you can draw well: Draw no, paint yes
x.. At what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real?: Like 5 and we'll ignore the fact that I wrapped my own presents last year
x.. Do you write poetry: No
x.. Do you sleep more on your back, front, side or tummy?: Back
x.. Favorite TV show: Lost!!!!! OMG they killed Boone
x.. Do you hunt: That's a joke. Yeah I'm one of the hicks that wants to go out hunting for cats....
x.. Do you get along with your parents? Mum no dad yeah
x.. Do you wish on stars?: No why wish on something that isn't really there (arn't most stars that we can see dead?)
x.. When did you last cry: A few hours ago
x.. Do you like your handwriting: No
x.. What is your most embarrassing CD?Backstreet boys
x.. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Of course there is! What fun would it be if there weren't
x.. What class in school do you think is totally useless?: ...allgebra II PC :) no, kidding. I think health class is useless.
x.. Do you like sappy love songs?: Ohh yeah
x.. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: I wear boots heels and flips flops so I really don't have to worry about that much
x.. What are you worried about right now?: Ryan
x.. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? Dumbass I am real.
I ended up leaving his house and running through Salem (not easy) to Nicki's house, and now I am home with Nasya.
I'm just really upset, confused, and angry.
So, yeah, we are not a couple anymore.
ETA
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: Speaking yes. Singing not so much
Hurt yourself?: Emmm....
Been out of the country?: Yuppers
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Ummm no unless you count egg salad but I don't think people knew I ate that till I just said it :x
Been in love?: Fucking thought so twice but I was wrrrronnng
Done drugs?: No
Gone skinny dipping?: Yeah
Had a medical emergency?: Yes
Had surgery?: On my knee
Played strip poker?: No my friends can do better things than that
Played any sexual game?: Ugh
Gotten trashed?: No
Gotten beaten up?: ......yeah yesterday
Beaten someone up?: Kicked Ben's ass!
Been picked on?: Yeah
Been on stage?: Who hasn't
Slept outdoors?: Camping is my fave
Thought about suicide?: Again who hasn't
Pulled an all nighter?: All the time
If yes, what is your record?: Three days no sleep. It's great when auto pilot kicks in
Gone one day without food?: Ha! yeah
Talked on the phone all night?: Yesm
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yeah a few times
Slept all day?: I try not to it makes me feel useless
Killed someone?: I wish
Made out with a stranger?: Two new years eves ago
Had sex with a stranger?: Umm yeah i'm not a whore
Had sex?: Maybe ;0)
Thought you're going crazy?: Baby I don't think it I know it
Kissed the same sex?: Not that I recall
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: ^^
Made out with a boyfriend?: That would be a yes
Been caught "doing something"?: Depends on the something
Been betrayed?: *eyes people* Yeah
Had a dream that came true?: No
Broken the law?: Yeah all driving laws though blame my dad and the asshole
First attractive thing you notice about opposite sex?: Mouth then hands
Met a famous person?: Yeah
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No but then again I don't drive a lot yet...
On purpose?: Eww no!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Nope
Been on radio/tv?: Radio and the local channel
Been in a mosh-pit?: Nope
Had a nervous breakdown?: Once
Bungee jumped?: Yeah ;0)
Had a dream that kept coming back?: I have story dreams like they use the same few places and are normally like a continuation of the other.
Have You Ever...
x.. Kissed your cousin: Ugh that would be a no
x.. Ran away: Not from my house
x.. Cried when someone died: Ohhh yeah
x.. Broken a bone: Nope
x.. Drank alcohol: Yeah
x.. Lied: Yes
x.. Cried in school: Never at THS but at AHS when my friend died of her ED
Which is better :
x.. Coke or Pepsi: Viva la diet coke!!!!!
x.. Sprite or 7up: Sprite
x.. Girls or guys: Guys most of the time
x.. Flowers or candy: Flowers, no calories
x.. Scruff or clean shaven: Scruff omg...!
x.. Quiet or loud: Loud
x.. Pants or shorts: Skirts.... lol
x.. McDonald's or Burger King: Neither fast food sucks
x.. Single or Group Dates:Single
x.. Adidas or Nike: Adidas for style
x.. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate taste Vanilla smell
x.. Cappucino or coffee: Cappucino with a little hot chocolate nummy
x.. Boxers or Briefs: Briefs
What is your...:
x.. Favorite color: Red/pink/orange
x.. Favorite movie: It may just be Fight Club or you know lotr
x.. Favorite book: I have nooooooo idea
x.. Favorite cars: Emmm ones that drive
x.. Favorite ice cream: Black raspberry
x.. Favorite holiday: Veterans day
x.. Favorite season: Fall
Have you ever...
x.. Save internet conversations: Not since a loooong time ago
x.. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Never done that
x.. Cried because of someone's mean words: Yes
x.. Kissed: Yes
x.. Romantic memory: I have some yeah
x.. Most recent advice given to you: Don't EVER go back to Ryan.
x.. Color your hair: Only once
x.. Have piercings: Not really
x.. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Two asshole boyfriends yeah
Have you/Do you/Are you...:
x.. Stolen anything: Yeah once or twice
x.. Smoke: Never
x.. Depressed: It happens but I'm a lot happier than I have ever been
x.. Pissed: Right now yeah
x.. Have you had braces: Never
x.. Innie or Outtie: Innie
x.. Sign: Scorpio
x.. Could you live without a computer: Yeah probably
x.. how many people are on your lists: Lists?
x.. Do you drink enough water: Yep just enough sometimes a little more than that
x.. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off: Take em off
x.. What is your favorite fruit: Raspberries and apples
x.. Do you eat wheat bread or white: Wheat
x.. Do you have a current boyfriend?: No
x.. Are you photogenic: Ha! Not at all
x.. Do you dream in color or black and white: Color never dreamt in back and white
x.. Are you wearing fingernail polish: Yep pretty greeny ice blue color and my toe nails are a darker metalic blue
x.. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most: Sunsets
x.. When you watch movies at home do you like the lights on or off?: Off
x.. Do you think you can draw well: Draw no, paint yes
x.. At what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real?: Like 5 and we'll ignore the fact that I wrapped my own presents last year
x.. Do you write poetry: No
x.. Do you sleep more on your back, front, side or tummy?: Back
x.. Favorite TV show: Lost!!!!! OMG they killed Boone
x.. Do you hunt: That's a joke. Yeah I'm one of the hicks that wants to go out hunting for cats....
x.. Do you get along with your parents? Mum no dad yeah
x.. Do you wish on stars?: No why wish on something that isn't really there (arn't most stars that we can see dead?)
x.. When did you last cry: A few hours ago
x.. Do you like your handwriting: No
x.. What is your most embarrassing CD?Backstreet boys
x.. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Of course there is! What fun would it be if there weren't
x.. What class in school do you think is totally useless?: ...allgebra II PC :) no, kidding. I think health class is useless.
x.. Do you like sappy love songs?: Ohh yeah
x.. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: I wear boots heels and flips flops so I really don't have to worry about that much
x.. What are you worried about right now?: Ryan
x.. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? Dumbass I am real.