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so yeah....
im bored.. yesterday sucked..i was in one of those moods again.... i dunno i hate the way i get because alot of things will get to me, but i wont show that it btohers me... so like a keep a bunch of my feelings in and then like one thing will set me off anf my hole day will be bad because i get like past the point of holding my feelings in... and i just get like SUPER depressed..... i dunno lately i just felt like i cant really tell one person like EVERYTHING that is on my mind because alot of the shit has to do with most the people i do talk to, and if its somthing thats bothering me, i guess i feel like i dont want them to get upset at me... i just dont really like conflict so i try to forget about it... :-/ i know its not good to keep all my feelings in... i tryto tell people when somethings btohering me, but i guess i just feel liek i dotn really HAVE someone who i can tell anything and everything thats on my mind...
im bored.. yesterday sucked..i was in one of those moods again.... i dunno i hate the way i get because alot of things will get to me, but i wont show that it btohers me... so like a keep a bunch of my feelings in and then like one thing will set me off anf my hole day will be bad because i get like past the point of holding my feelings in... and i just get like SUPER depressed..... i dunno lately i just felt like i cant really tell one person like EVERYTHING that is on my mind because alot of the shit has to do with most the people i do talk to, and if its somthing thats bothering me, i guess i feel like i dont want them to get upset at me... i just dont really like conflict so i try to forget about it... :-/ i know its not good to keep all my feelings in... i tryto tell people when somethings btohering me, but i guess i just feel liek i dotn really HAVE someone who i can tell anything and everything thats on my mind...